diamond's journal "clinging on to the wreckage"

Right guys and gals, just to show my dedication to the furthering of science, I’m off out tonight to start the pantie collection so as to get some Cops sorted. Loading for bear with MX301, shine and IH with TUTH in reserve for later. Now, bearing in mind the last thing she said was ‘I’m not a slut, but…’ do you think I need to game too hard?

Catch ya later, hopefully much, much later :wink:

OK, slight change of plan, went with the following.
3 x A314
3 x I Shine
4 x IH
3 x heavy ammo

Sprayed after shower at 7:30pm then drove to meet date some 40 minutes away, 43 year old brunette divorcee, location was a pub, ambient temp around 20 celsius.

I had never met this woman before tonight, I actually chat to her on another forum and have been playing a bit of 'online game’for a week or so, daily exchange of emails etc.

Couple of non alcoholic drinks in the pub and the socials are doing their job as I knew they would, she is focussed on me and is visibly impressed when a tall leggy blonde HB walks past in a mini skirt and I keep my eyes firmly on my date’s eyes, guys, if you are on a date, don’t eye up other women, it really puts a dampener on things for your date. Conversation flows well, at around 11, I nip to the gents and spray 3 x TUTH to neck and then return to the bar area. Within 1 minute, I see the nostrils dilate and the eyes widen, fiddling with bra strap etc.

Back to hers for coffee at around 11:30, I finally manage to drag myself out around 3am, Not posting details but I am knackered and she has got a smile the Hubble telescope could pick up, I never did get a coffee!!

Diamond’s journal
With apologies to the ladies, this post contains activities that some of you may consider makes me a bit of a player, it’s actually just about me rediscovering myself and exorcising some ghosts. I promise that, eventually, I will settle down and behave myself (Hmm, what do you reckon?)

Moved out of house, moving on with my life and having fun!!

Although I’ve only moved about 15 miles, apart from my family, I know virtually no-one in this town so I’ve done a bit of internet dating. As some of you may have noticed, I’m not too bad at selling myself via the web!

Within five days, I’ve got four dates lined up with ladies between 25 and 45 years old.

A few more details on the previous post, Date 1, let’s call her C. 43yo, grown up kids, divorced 12 years and runs a pub! Seems concerned that I’m a player ( is there a pattern developing here) so we meet for a drink at a neutral pub, both driving so no alcohol.

Looking to give the strong, alpha yet nice and slightly dangerous guy image so what I have now called my first date mix is brought into play

3 x A314, split wrists and rubbed on carotid pulse points
4x IH to wrists
3 x Shine, one to each wrist, one to neck
3 x heavy ammo

Plus, of course, a to go of TUTH in my pocket.

Meet at 9pm, large airconditioned pub, sat across table, about 2-3 feet apart.

Chat for an hour or so, having a good time, long hold eye contact etc, the interest is there, she’s displaying several IOIs. I excuse myself, go to the bathroom and 2 quick sprays tuth. Back downstairs, sit down and initiate a bit of kino within the first minute then suggest another drink. ‘Not on your life, back to mine for coffee’ and virtually drags me out of the door. It’s now about 10pm, within 10 minutes, we’re back at hers, she doesn’t have any coffee! I lean in for the kiss and am finally allowed to escape some 5 hours later. Had I gone with TUTH straight out, she would have blown me out within 10 minutes. I’ve seen her twice since with the same reactions yet not used any TUTH. Last night I was told that I was the ‘best fuck she had ever had’

Date 2 30 yo South African blonde aerobics instructor ( yes, I know!)

Daytime meet for coffee, same mix. Chat about all sorts, this girl is insane, she is studying towards being a marine biologist and specialises in open water diving with Great Whites, that is when she’s not finding something less boring to do. The bizarre thing is that I don’t find her in the least bit attractive on a mental level, there is absolutely no spark for me. I draw things to a gentle close and we go our separate ways.

Date 3
29 yo former colleague ( from different office), blonde Caucasian.

Don’t see this one being a winner but never one to turn down a testing opportunity.

MX301 3 sprays, lunch date, small Italian restaurant.

Within a few minutes, she is giggling away, laughing at every weak joke and giving me the gooey eyed look. She has to go back to the office but the resulting text convo is opening up some interesting possibilities, watch this space!

My impressions of MX301 so far are that it gives similar results to MX275, without the over the top hilarity. Smooth, amusing, nice guy with a bit of an edge. I like it, it blends well with my persona, enabling me to direct the convo where I want it, yet without putting any pressure on the target.

Date 4 was a disaster,25yo, recently divorced and, unbeknown to me at the time, carrying a lot of issues/baggage. I used the first date mix, no TUTH, within 45 minutes, she was steaming drunk, loud, very sexually aggressive ( not a problem but not when she tries to drag me across the pub table!) and got us both thrown out of the pub. Can you imagine a six foot guy running away from a drunk woman whilst shouting ‘ I don’t want to, leave me alone you nutter!’. To be fair, she rang the next day, absolutely mortified and very very apologetic.

Apart from that, a couple of small incidents, went to one of my favourite pubs in Falmouth, by the water’s edge. Just a couple of quiet pints by myself, went to the bar, ordered my drink from a cute 23yo blonde called Katie, I wouldn’t say no. Wearing nothing but 4shots ammo. Went and sat outside, within 2 minutes, her colleague, Charlie (21yo, slim, stacked blonde, mini skirt, pierced lip and dreadlocks) came out for a smoke, sat on the wall about four feet opposite me and started chatting. Within two minutes, I could literally see the colour of her panties, white with leopard print. She caught me looking, smirked and made no effort to cover herself, close her legs or admonish me. Played it cool, not up for anything ( too bloody knackered!) but that’s one in the kitty for later if need be.

Jive class last week, sprayed my female friend with a shot of TUTH to her wrist and asked her to let me know how she felt later, within 10 minutes, I got my reply “tingling in intimate areas and horny”, later that night, I got an email complaining that she couldn’t sleep!”
Finally, a note on attitude, saw the ex last weekend, my mindset has shifted from holding out for potential reconciliation to ‘get on with my own life’, this was noted, I’ve heard from third parties that, suddenly, she is having second thoughts about the split! It may be too little too late but time will tell. At the moment, I’m having too much fun.

Diamond is well and truly back in the saddle.

Brilliant!!! Absolutely bloody brilliant!! :smiley: :wink:

So when are we testing Catlord’s PS mix???

Just as soon as you get your J-Lo over here :wink:,reckon you can keep up?

Boooooyyyyy…

You wont know what hit you! :wink:

More hits tonight, Jive class, 10 men, 8 women, normally the women outnumber the men 2-1.

Wore 4 sprays 2xIO, 3 sprays heavy ammo.

No IOIs as such but no sooner had my ass touched the chair than another woman asked me to dance, other guys sat nearby were being ignored. As well as that, every woman was flirted with, regardless of age, they all responded is a positive way. I was collared by a new girl and she quickly steered the conversation to my personal life. Respect hits from other male students.

Plus I found out that a hot 20yo who always wears an engagement ring was, last week, asking my female friend about our relationship, assuming we were an item. When she was told that we were just mates, her response was ’ Oh good’, I reiterate that this girl has a fiancee but jeez, I definitely would if she were single.:wink: Unfortunately, she wasn’t there tonight

Great night, just fun, no gaming yet everything was positive, girls opening me doesn’t happen often, I now can’t get me ego through the door.:smiley:

Back ego, back! It’s invading our airspace! Back across the Atlantic, evil fiend!! :slight_smile:

OK, bit of an unusual post, looking at my shift in perception and also,firstly an answer to the ‘‘why do men use prostitutes’’ thread.

Anyone who knows me would recognise that I’m pretty alpha about most things, workwise and socially, I’m dominant to the point of arrogance and can be a hard nosed bastard about most things when I need to.

However, in LTR’s I was entirely different, my first marriage failed due to infidelity on her part (and getting rid of our baby but that’s a whole other story), I played the field for a few weeks then met what I felt was the perfect woman, fell head over heels and allowed myself to be dictated to for a number of years, biting my tongue on disagreements etc, to the point of being medicated for a stress disorder. I then came here as a last resort to try to put the fire back, that journey is well documented and doesn’t bear repeating. Alpha diamond is now back and, yes, I’m playing the field at the moment. All the women I have any form of relationship with are fully aware of my intentions and goals, they enter with their eyes open and we have a mutually beneficial relationship. I don’t consider that makes me, or them, a slut. If that makes me a shit, then I don’t really care.

I have no doubt that, if I have another LTR, I will be fully monogamous and faithful, however, having made mistakes, I’ve learnt from them and will not be going back to needy beta guy, allowing myself to become him actually cost me the relationship that I came here to save. Incidentally, since I made the conscious decision to exorcise mr beta, the wife has started to change her tune and is starting to show signs of regretting her mistakes. Unfortunately for her, I’ve moved on.

As for prostitutes, on the two occasions I have used their services, many years ago, it has been because I could not be bothered to go out and find a woman, nothing more, in much the same way as a single woman buys a vibrator for the times that she gets horny and can’t be bothered with all the hassle of finding a man. A woman hands over cash for a plastic penis, a man hands over cash for a plastic fuck.He doesn’t care whether she loves him, in fact, in some ways, the lack of emotional attachment makes it easier.

OK, onto the testing.

Saw C again last night, just wearing 3 shots ammo, went out for a drink and a bite, back to hers for about 10pm. Sat down, she leant in, smelt my neck and melted. She asked what the scent was, I used the ‘experimental cologne from the US’ line, she inhaled deeply, threw me on the floor and went to town. She has this distressing habit, any time I lay on my back, she feels an uncontrollable urge to blow me :roll_eyes::D. Of course, being a gentleman, I can hardly refuse. The evening progressed well and frequently to the point that her 19yo daughter banged on the ceiling to tell her mum to bite on a pillow.

Set the alarm for 7am, didn’t need it, she woke at quarter to and found me asleep on my back!

Fuck me, I’m knackered :wink:

I get that…lol. :smiley:

Now get the hell on your feet man and get back here! :wink:

We miss you!

Bella

Oh, I almost forgot, I found something I think you’ll like…I’ve been sitting on it …O.o…let me rephrase that…* cough *…rather, I’m saving it for your return…Oooo…that’s not quite right either…just hurry, will ya? :stuck_out_tongue:

whoooeeee! If my daughter ever told me to bite a pillow I would die laughing!

I am late-come to this journal, but have enjoyed it immensely. Except, of course, for all the bits about this awful patch you’re coming out of. Glad to see you’re turning it around, Diamond. You’re a helluva guy, I hope you find happiness.

Dude, what’s up

Having too much sex to post :stuck_out_tongue:

Hey guys and girls, I’m back! ( and i can see several people running for the hills already) Don’t ask where I’ve been, suffice to say that I was otherwise engaged making up for lost time.
5 months have passed, 2 women, more sex that I can shake a stick at, not idle boasting but, given the previous drought, a serious validation of me as a male, I wore pheros for the first two dates and have literally not sprayed a thing since.

To be completely honest, some of you are aware of the issues around here several months ago, I had every intention of never, ever returning and all my magic bottles were stashed in the garage and all but forgotten about until last week. C ( she of the embarassed daughter) has suddenly started getting all serious, talk of setting up home together and persuading her 25 yo daughter to call me dad! Needless to say, I’m now single, setting my sights very high and the toys are coming out to play ( including my still full IFM :stuck_out_tongue:)

Finally, this place appears to have changed beyond all recognition, can someone tell me what the freakin hell I’ve missed?

Hey, those magic bottles might have been useful for you to keep that women in your control. It sounds like a ridiculous situation. You must be happy to be out on the prowl again…

What did you miss?
Hmm, well there is and always will be a constant influx of new members to this site. It builds momentum on it’s own. I think the important things you missed are… new scents were tested, no more game scent, forum test pack was released (try them out!!! some good ones in there for you), panty scorcher was released (and disappeared faster than the newest christmas trend toy), androtics was shook up a bit by underhanded villany and many putatives have been reported on and are being enjoyed by the current members.

I really enjoyed your reports, so I hope I see more

Diamond, its good to see you back. You have been missed. You are not the only one who decided to take a break. The good part is, alot of them returned, and still throw a few reports in their journals every now and then. Anyway, i’m just happy to see you back.:smiley:

Thanks guys and gals, I don’t know, disappear for a few months and look at what happens!

Right, C is gone, aside from her daughter banging on the wall and telling her to bite on the pillow, dragging me off for a week of sun, sea and sex in Turkey, she wanted the whole living together, joint bank account etc. I just wanted to have fun.

Since then I dated a 29yo nurse a couple of times, even with the phero assist, there wasn’t enough to interest her, just remember, the magic bottles can only assist what is already there.

Have a couple of irons in the fire, 35yo caucasian brunette (R) which could be a long term prospect and a 28yo blonde (S). Definitely slow burn for the brunette but the blonde seemed to be more fun in the short term. Met for coffee, quick snog etc then, two nights ago, round to hers with a bottle of wine. In the interim, ibelledthecat had sent me one of his Ax test mixes, so went with that, solo, 2 sprays to wrists then rubbed on carotid pulse points. OMG, it’s got cops in it, no doubt, sorry to say that I gagged! Covered nicely with a couple of sprays of CK Eternity, no worries.

45 minutes later, in her living room, kids ( one of whom is shy with strangers) have come charging down and are climbing on my lap, S is now eying me as marriage prospect and replacement father! Get kids back to bed, we settle down to film and wine, chill out and kick back. At this point she shoves her wrist under my nose to ask my opinion of her perfume. Now, those of you who know me already know the “experimental US perfumer” line. for those of you who aren’t aware, it’s a killer, when they ask what you are wearing, give them a wrist ( or your neck, whereever you’ve sprayed your mix), tell them you work with an perfumer in the US ( or UK, if appropriate) and ask their opinion of this scent,they then take a big noseful,you either get no hit or, in my experience more often than not, it’s game over, either a phone number or her panties hit the deck. Yes, I’m a bad man but I’ve had more sex in the past five months than in the previous 15 years so bite me, lol!

Anyway, S goes crazy, licking my wrist application point, then my neck, literally ripping my shirt off my back and riding me into the ground. Now this girl has two kids and ain’t exactly size zero yet apparently I’m the biggest guy she’s ever had ( slightly over average but not a pornstar), the best fuck she’s had ever ( not the first one to say that recently) three days later she can still not walk, feels like a virgin again and is still bleeding. Unfortunately, she had a night out with her girlfriends last night and told them about me,five of them have called today!!

Slightly more sedate test today, same two sprays, family lunch at the local pub, my dad is away for a few days so my sister/brother in law and I take mum and gran out to lunch, no self effects ( but I’m a cocky bastard anyway), brother in law is quite submissive which is unusual, definite IOI from both girls behind the bar when ordering drinks, the waitress is lingering at the other end of the table, leaning in my direction, displaying cleavage, accentuating the hip wiggle when walking past etc and making prolonged eye contact. Way too young for me ( probably 19/20) otherwise definitely would have taken things further.

Still early days but this is showing some potential, ibelledthecat might be onto something here, well done that man :slight_smile:

I missed reading your reports … good to have you back!

I was wondering what happened to you, Diamond. Welcome back. :slight_smile:

Musk

Diamond, your last post had me chuckling out loud.

Hey Diamond, where you at? Any new reports on your end you care to share? How’s that copulin mix you were talking about?