diamond's journal "clinging on to the wreckage"

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Day 1

For those of you who haven’t read my (frankly rather inane) intro, I’m in the UK, 35, married with two kids and a lawyer by profession (hence I am cynical, suspicious and somewhat sceptical with a warped sense of humour). Like many marriages, it needs some work but I have an advantage in that I can test on my clients and colleagues rather than OD on the good lady.

I spend my professional time dealing with criminal defence work and also property law, not many clients buying houses at the moment but plenty breaking into them!! As such, I need to be a bit careful with the alpha signature, most criminals are betas who have a tendency to punch first and then ask questions.

Following the advice from some of you guys and gals, I ordered double strength ammo and a bottle of A314 plus togo’s of Instant Honesty, Instant Shine and Instant Female Magic.

Bearing in mind that I’m over 6000 miles from California and ordered at 5 am on a Monday, DHL delivered at 3pm on Thursday! Not bad customer service, I’m sure you will agree ( I’m also a master of understatement). Opened the pouch and also found a freebie togo of Instant Openness and a chocolate from Amy which was the first thing to be tried!! Thanks Amy, it was an awesome day.

OK, to business, testing, now remember, one at a time (yeah right, I’m also impulsive)

11:00 Let’s start with the ammo, first pump generated maybe half a spray so one more on top, so 1 ½ to the throat. Love the scent, deep breath in and I get that light headed sensation from your first drag on a joint ( yes, even I break the law), nothing major, just slightly spacey for a few seconds then feel quite serene and chilled.

Give it twenty minutes then test on the receptionist, a lady in her 50’s who pretends to be demure but has a wicked sense of humour. She sniffs the neck, I see the pupils dilate and her cheeks flush. She giggles like a school girl and virtually runs out of my office but comes back after a couple of minutes for something else, and then again, and again, she even grabbed my cup to make me a coffee and I catch a couple of glances, definite IOI already.

No other female contact at work but both my male colleagues act completely normal, maybe slightly deferential but not enough to call it.

16:50 I’m sorry ( and I know Tisha will tell me off) but I couldn’t resist putting half a drop of A314 on the wrists before going home, now some people say it smells like cat piss but to me it smells like the soap we have at home so no having to think up excuses now! Feeling about 10 feet tall,I strut out of the office like a peacock at 5pm straight into one of the girls from the office next door (29, 5’9” blonde and legs a mile long), I already know she fancies the pants off me as we were discussing the break up with her boyfriend and to use her words “ If you weren’t married, I’d drag you home right now”. She is always chatty anyway but I have this niggle that she was a little more forward than normal, maybe it’s just me looking for hits?

Get home about 5:30, can still smell A314 on my wrists and just traces of the ammo (just done 12 miles on the bike so maybe blown a lot off.) Kiss the kids, then the wife, no obvious signs but throughout the evening I catch a couple of puzzled stares from her so my phero sig must have changed slightly, she seems relaxed and happy but nothing extraordinary. Bed around 11:00 and instead of usual 2-3 minute cuddle before she rolls over and falls asleep, we cuddle for around 45 minutes, just chatting and watching the movie before she falls asleep, something that hasn’t happened in months. Woke up at 06:30 and felt a bit down, slightly angry ( I suppose subconsciously I was hoping to be completely and utterly ridden into the ground last night) but still relaxed, found it far easier to keep calm. Plan for day 2, 2 shots ammo, one to throat and one split on wrists, I have a mid 20’s single female client coming in so should be a good test, probably refresh with a single shot before going home.

All in all, a good start :slight_smile:

The ramblings of a Scotsman
Hello everyone!
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Hey you have a great log going. Yes shipping fast i also live far away and still get the items shipped in 1 day. I like the effect you get after first applying a phero. For me I also get the urge to apply more after the effects start subsiding. The ammo and A314 will be a good combination but you will have good results with the other products you have chosen. Am looking forward to your future results.

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Ah cool, I’ll be keeping my eye on this one. :slight_smile:

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Cheers guys, I can’t wait to see what happens on day 3!!

Day 2

First to arrive at the office, on go two sprays double strength ammo at around 08:30, receptionist comes in ten minutes later and is very chatty and smiling much like yesterday. She asks what the wife made of the new aftershave, after I replied, she gave me that look as though to say that “ I bet you got it last night” and then sashayed out of the office like a 20 year old! Now either the ammo works or she isn’t getting any at home.

11:00 meeting with client (mid 20s single female Caucasian), her uncle and my boss. I have met this client once previously (before testing any pheros) with the same males present. On the first occasion, her attention was focussed on the boss, as was the uncle’s and I was left to daydream about her expansive cleavage! Second time around, the situation looked to be repeating itself, attention on the boss etc. After a couple of minutes, she said that she was in a draught and moved to the chair directly opposite me(About 4 feet across the table). I was then subjected to a couple of lingering stares when she thought I wasn’t looking and she spent 20 minutes fiddling with her hair and shuffling around in her seat. Hit? I reckon! All I had used that day was 2 sprays of heavy ammo some 2-3 hours earlier.

17:30 get home, wife has to go out Tuesdays with my daughter to her beaver scout meet so I sneak a refresh of ammo at around 18:00. She gets in around 19:30, nothing, nada, not a hint of a hit all night which pees me off a bit to be honest. I then remind myself that, especially with the wife (who is used to my natural phero sig) it will take weeks, not hours, to get the desired results and I am still testing to find my sweet spot. Chill dude, it will happen!

College tomorrow night! Just me and 9 women in a room for two hours, watch this space

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Reps Diamond, some great reporting there. I will watch this space for sure.

Nice use of peripheral vision there! I think the best IOIs are to be found when they think you aren’t looking.

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Hey, thanks for the reps, be careful though, people might start to think I know what I’m talking about!

Day 3 is proving to be a bit hairy, boss is somewhat antagonistic towards me (2 x heavy ammo plus 2 x A314), will submit full report tomorrow once I’ve got through my college class tonight ( me and nine women, might be scary but should prove entertaining!!)

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If you weren’t actually in England, I’d point out that it was enough for you to have an English accent. On your side of the pond, that’s probably not as big of an edge.

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There was a wonderful film over here a few years ago starring Hugh Grant called Love Actually, not sure if it made it to the US. In this, a sandwich delivery guy in London couldn’t get a girl so he packed a rucksack full of condoms and flew to Milwaukee. He got into a cab to a bar, immediately met a girl and ended up in bed with her and her three gorgeous girlfriends!!

Hey, if my English accent is enough, I’m on my way!!:wink:

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Oh yea, it made it. I’m sure there are at least a few US women who swoon over Hugh Grant still..I know what scene..er scenes you’re talking about. I found it rather funny to see that contrasted with ‘prude’ America.

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Day 3

Decided to up the ante a little today to see if I could get any hint of ghosting so, as I’m always the first to arrive at the office (benefits of riding a fast bike), one A314 split on wrists and one to back of neck, dry down for 10 minutes then one shot heavy ammo to wrists and one to throat. Then thought “oh dear, I didn’t have a shower last night” Yes, I know, disgusting dirty smelly old man, no wonder the wife doesn’t want to know!!

Oh well, if there is any residual from yesterday’s A314 and ammo, it might just get to my OD level quicker.

The receptionist, being a lady in her 50s is quite practiced at hiding her emotions and reactions and doesn’t give too much away so I wasn’t expecting a reaction similar to that of day one, she was still smiley and jokey but the girlishness that I had previously seen was well buried. Pupils still dilated though! Not OD yet but I am happy with the effect I get from ammo at 2 sprays.

No clients today but meeting with boss and male colleague (boss in 50s, colleague in 60s and always eager to have his opinion heard in that irritating, holier than thou way) Interesting results, boss, instead of his usual domineering manner was very compliant, asking rather than telling (although still dictating to my colleague) and my colleague was actually shutting up and letting me finish my sentence rather than talking over me.

Not that I’m bothered with office politics, my concern is being able to give the Alpha vibe in the police station and the courtroom without aggravating the clients as I value my devastatingly gorgeous features too much (yes Brad Pitt should be worried lol) to have them destroyed by a beta Neanderthal on an ego trip. As such, reckon I’ve just about hit the level I want from A314 and ammo, will go for same dose tomorrow to confirm.

17:00 Off to college tonight so single shot of heavy ammo to chest just to tease the ladies (only guy so no worries about Alpha/Beta). Arrive 15 minutes before class to give the pheros a chance to diffuse. Obviously not the best place to test the sexual element but interesting exercise. When I had to speak to answer a point in law, everyone (including another guy who was new) hung on every word and questions were directed to me rather than the lecturer which she didn’t seem to mind one bit. During the break, went outside for a smoke and even two non smoking married women came out to chat. Nothing blatant, no major eye contact due to two of the class being made redundant today, it wasn’t really the best time. I did make a point of completely invading one of the married women’s personal space and she gave no indication of discomfort whatsoever.

As my target is matrimonial harmony, assuming day 4 runs to plan I will start with the IH on Friday with maybe a touch of ammo to knock down the defences at a party we are invited to on Saturday ( know virtually no-one there so will have to circulate and see how things go!)

Apologies for the long post but this is for my benefit as much as anything so need to record everything

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I bet Divine Brown isn’t one of them though ( for those of you who are old enough to recall his being caught with this lady of negotiable affections):smiley:

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I don’t know who Divine Brown is, but there’s always Google.

As for your social on Saturday, Instant Honesty and Ammo would be a good starting point. You already know the basics, smile, be friendly and know how to start/maintain/finish a conversation. I’m sure you’ll make plenty of friends if you want.

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Day 4

Same levels as yesterday, 2 x A314, split between neck and wrists, covered with 2 x heavy ammo. Felt invincible and in my mind’s eye, secretaries were swooning at my feet and the boss gave me a huge raise( that’s when I woke up!) Being a strong believer in Positive Mental Attitude, I have been known to talk to myself for hours in front of the mirror. A314 does 90% of this for me in seconds! Hence, I know the huge pay rise will come, because I say so. As for the secretaries, there aren’t any in my firm. :frowning: Definitely found the sweet combination with these two, one particularly nasty, violent client sat down, shut up and listened to me ( first time he has taken his lawyer’s advice in six years!!):smiley:

One fly in the ointment is the good lady at home currently has the painters in (for those of you in the US, the British have arrived early (never heard that phrase until last week and love it, so descriptive!)) so I should think now would not be a good time to test the Instant Honesty!

Hence from tomorrow, I shall be playing with the togo IFM on it’s own in an attempt to placate the raging beast by combining it with back massages and a tight rein on my tongue and then, the following week will carpet bomb with IH in an attempt to get to the root problem in our marriage.

Who knows, at this rate, I may get laid by Christmas :roll_eyes:

Free Pheromones for 10 lucky guys!
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She was a Hollywood Hooker who IMHO looked more like James Brown in drag and got caught fellating said actor in a car by LA’s finest!!

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Day 5 (Friday)

OK, still trying to stick to the “one at a time” regime so first dibs with the IFM. Turn up at work, get changed, 2 shots, one to each side of the neck and (aren’t I a good boy) nothing else.

Receptionist was a little different, very relaxed with me but none of the girlishness I had seen with the ammo and A314 earlier in the week. She is the only woman I am likely to interact with until I get home.
Or so I thought, at 11:00am the sandwich van turned up, I stood in the queue and this woman (who has blanked me for weeks), late 20s Caucasian brunette and not nearly as hot as she thinks she is, started to strike up a conversation. None of the undertones that you get with ammo but a more relaxed, friendly chat about nothing in particular. Not a bad first day with the IFM (togo). Took the kids to my mum’s ready for our weekend away, no discernible difference in attitude from mum, kids or wife but with only two sprays 8 hours ago, hardly surprising.

Saturday

Very early start, Cornwall to Liverpool for our goddaughter’s christening (up at 4, on the road by half 5 for a 700 mile round trip) Bearing in mind it’s the good lady’s time of the month, the best place to be is not stuck next to her in a car for 5 or 6 hours after she has only had 4 hours sleep. That is until today! 4 sprays IFM at 5am and she was relaxed, happy and smiling despite my averaging 90mph plus and overtaking everything I could. Stop for breakfast after 250 miles, quick dash to loo, one shot IFM to throat and meet her back at the coffee shop. She even kept her cool when the blonde 20ish and frankly shagtastic waitress blatantly flirted with me right in front of her ( and no, I wasn’t imagining it!!) This stuff is liquid gold, guys, if your SO suffers from any form of PMS or time of the month bitchiness, keep a togo of this in your pocket, it may save your life!!

Got to our destination late morning, old friends who we don’t see nearly as much of as we should. Big hug from the lady of the house who was more tactile and flirty with me than normal, contrasted hugely with her husband’s unusual reaction of being sullen and giving the impression that he didn’t want us there. Getting caught up in the excitement of the occasion, I had completely forgotten my ‘hidden scent’ and didn’t connect his attitude to it in any way. Relaxed in the evening, playing with the kids ( the youngest was somewhat reluctant to come near me which was unusual, I’m normally utilised as her climbing frame within minutes of arrival).

Sunday,

Shower, deliberately only brought IFM with me so as to avoid temptation to turn up to church in a fog of pheromones. 4 shots IFM split chest and neck. Service goes off without a hitch, I am sat between the two godmothers, one being my wife, the other a very opinionated woman in her 40s whose favourite subject is herself. Not today, chatting animatedly to me about my life and family, followed me like a lap dog around the reception and told her husband off when he interrupted a joke I was telling!

In this social environment, I tend to thrive anyway but definitely felt the IFM gave me an edge, every woman I spoke to had a smile on her face and seemed interested in what I had to say ( with the body language to confirm) yet there was none of that slightly defensive feeling you get when a woman thinks you are coming on to them, just a nice happy aura of relaxed fun. No hint of jealousy from the wife despite me being my usual outrageous self! Interestingly, Mr Misery Guts, my long time friend was still quite off with me, a couple of our other mutual friends, one definitely alpha and the other godfather who is definitely a henpecked beta were both hanging on my every word, laughing at weak jokes. Does IFM have an effect on males? It appeared to up my alpha status noticeably to the point that people were choking on their food when I told a joke!

After a couple of hours, we turned our weary heads to the long trip home and left, straight into a major traffic jam on the M6 ( think LA freeway on a bad day), my wife was still happy, relaxed and laughing despite lack of sleep and our friends bad attitude ( which had us discussing the option of feigning a child’s illness in the early hours and leaving the night before) whereas normally she would have been fuming, smoking like a chimney and virtually shouting at other car drivers to get out of the way).

In summary, 700 miles, 36 hours, normally psychotic wife a calm pussy cat. Normally placid friend moody and uncommunicative. Different behaviour patterns from several people.

Interesting test, intriguing results.

Now, today, it will be just me and nine female college students in a room for two hours this evening, now, shall I just throw every pheromone I have at them?

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…tempting to do so, isn’t it :smiley:

Re: the IFM effect on guys - it is said that it can “depress” some guys (you are obviously immune to this side effect, as am I) but not necessarily the despairing type depression as such - although some men do get that - more like the men feel quieter and more subdued. So they may have been glad of someone carrying the conversation for them, by their “hanging on your every word”.

Another theory, with a suitable disclaimer that I’m just guessing at stuff :slight_smile:, is that of course the guys subconsciously smell the A1 on yourself - because after all every man produces it naturally to some extent - and recognise you as “the man” and are impressed. I say this because one time I was wearing a substantial amount of IFM (6 to-go sprays, and then I was wearing a lot of other pheros too, but I had just sprayed the IFM on the sly), and some guys kept their distance, and others were very pleased to make my acquaintance. One guy actually was not adversely affected by it, and we got on great, and he was asking me questions that gave the impression he thought I was some great player and had a harem of women at my beck and call. Well, maybe, in addition, he had observed some of the prior IOIs from women that I had received that day, too :smiley:

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Too right it is, however, being the good little soldier, I just went for the OD on IFM instead ( yes I know you can’t!) 6 sprays to chest, neck and hair as I left the office followed by 2 more to wrists as I arrived at college.

We were discussing some rather grisly murders and lovely subjects like spurned lovers turning into arsonists inadvertently killing children as a result. The poor girl sat next to me spent most of the evening glancing over at me and bursting into peals of completely inappropriate laughter. Of course, everyone else joined in and then said " we really shouldn’t be laughing, it’s not proper" I, of course, being the chivalrous gent, kept my mouth shut but I knew full well why they were laughing. I love IFM!:smiley:

Upshot of the night, 4 of the girls (18-40ish) felt the need to walk me back to my bike in case I got mugged, one ( who knows I’m married) forced her phone number onto me with the comment " If you’re ever bored":open_mouth: Before you ask, no I won’t!

If this is the reaction to IFM, I can’t wait to finish my trial and start on the combo testing, I’ll probably be raped in the car park

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Day 8
Went for broke on the IFM today, 6 shots spread chest, throat and wrists. Receptionist seemed pleased to see me! I, however, couldn’t be bothered to do any work, felt a bit down in the dumps. Although I hadn’t noticed previously, I was much the same yesterday so looks like (unlike ntk23 above) I do get the downer from IFM :frowning: . Looking forward to finishing testing so I can combine it with some Shine.

As for college in the evening, read the post above, a further 6 shots at 5pm plus 2 to refresh at around 6pm and I could have been very very naughty very very easily. Now it wasn’t me misreading the signals, this was a definite, blatant hit from a 6’2” blonde amazon and to be blunt, I could virtually tell the moment the IFM hit her, lots of squirming in the seat, prolonged eye contact, all the classic signs, I was half expecting to have a pair of damp panties thrown at me before being dragged off into the bushes and raped (still a little bit of me wishes I had :wink: :smiley: ) To go bottle is now nearly empty and has proved it’s effectiveness, something tells me I’m going to be showering in this stuff, don’t suppose it comes by the gallon?

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Day 9

Just to confirm, thought I would have a day of wearing no pheros whatsoever and see if there was any (placebo) carry over from my previous week or so of testing.

Into work with no scent other than bog standard original Joop (2 sprays). Nothing, not a sniff of interest from any of the usual ladies, the blonde next door looked miserable, the receptionist seemed a little vague and all day, people were asking me if I was OK, I didn’t seem my usual self. FFS, it’s only been a week and they think my “old” persona was a miserable git (no, I’m not btw, always having a laugh and mucking about). Bad day :angry: !

Got home, Tuesday is Beaver’s night so rush to get wife and daughter to meet on time, thought bugger it and used the last of my IFM to squeeze 4 sprays under ears and on wrists before going shopping. Instantly felt better which was strange seeing as I thought this stuff depressed me slightly. In supermarket, my 4 year old son was behaving well in the trolley, laughing and giggling, I felt good and even better when I saw how many women there were in the shop, it was heaving with girls from about 14 to 50, test heaven!! I walked really slowly up and down the aisles ( don’t want to leave the Phero cloud too far behind me) Got a few good eye contacts, one pregnant girl in her late teensfollowed me when I turned round the way I had just come and pretended to have forgotten something and I also got a couple of backward looks over the shoulder.

By now it was time to collect the wife and daughter, as the wife is one of the leaders, she had to stay for a meeting but the other leader ( who goes weak at the knees when her husband or I wear Joop) came over to ask me if I could drop her son off, I can’t quite see why she needed to wrap her arm around my waist and whisper it in my ear but hey, I’m not complaining. She picked up on something though as I apparently smelt hot, more so than normal and she asked what else I had on besides Joop. I told her I would let her husband try my new scent so the poor sod will probably be a gibbering wreck by the time she’s finished with him! Hey, you gotta spread the word, haven’t you?!

One thing I have noticed is this, all of the ‘hits’ I’ve got have been from caucasian women, most blonde to light brown. Has this been noticed by anyone else, if not, could it be down to my part Spanish ethnicity ( and presumably slightly elevated -none levels)?

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i have noticed that the majority of hits have come from caucasian women, but i live in an area that does not have a massive ethnic diversity so i haven’t really had a chance to test the theory.