diamond's journal "clinging on to the wreckage"

Yeah, same here, in the extreme south west the population tends to be somewhat caucasian in makeup. Having said that, I am noticing a definitely better reaction from the (as far as I am aware) natural blonde ladies as opposed to the bleached variety!

How was the exam?

Day 10

Start testing the togo of Instant Honesty. Now this is the one that I have big hopes for and the one that I am desperate to work as it should so mentally prepared myself to be a little disappointed.
My main reason for using the pheros is, as I have previously said, to get that deep, meaningful, discuss anything without fear element back into our marriage. It has been missing for too long and is causing problems ( We have both been treated for stress/depressive disorders and I can feel myself starting to slide again).

So, as I’m only really using IH for the wife, 2 shots to wrists/forearms on the way home and straight into big hug when I get in. Part of me was (despite the bucketloads of advice on here) expecting her to break down, spill every deep dark secret thought/problem and the slate to be wiped clean. Yeah right, wake up muppet, Long and slow is the way to go.

Day 11

Two shots, wrists/forearms and for the self effects, two to chest/throat.

No spacey feeling but after a few minutes, relaxed and chilled out. Colleagues were calm and happy. No-one telling me their darkest sexual fantasy or confessing to unsolved murders but they all seem a bit more forthcoming than normal. Not enough to pin down so will write off as me looking for effects at the moment. Refresh on the way home with two shots and starting to see effects clearly now, the kids have verbal diarrhoea and the good lady is getting a bit more cuddly than she has been. Self effects are interesting, I am starting to find thoughts that I would never have dreamt of discussing are now making their way to the top of the “to do list”.

Day 12

Up the dosage to six shots, split wrists, chest and back of head (don’t want too much self effects or I may just lose my job!!) Colleagues noticeably chatty but still no deep dark secrets, I wouldn’t expect blatant effects given that most of my testing is in the workplace. What I have noticed is that the effects of IH are subtle, far less obvious than those I experienced with IFM. I’m not saying that they are any less powerful, just not as blatant.

Day 13

At home today, domestic chores, shopping etc.
8 shots IH spread across forearms, chest, neck and hair. Kids are incessantly chatty, wife quite cuddly and relaxed, eager to talk about a number of issues (although not the really deep ones), our conversation constantly being interrupted by kids looking for my approval (Ho hum, being a dad is such a burden LOL). I myself am very relaxed and my ego is given a big boost in the DIY shop when a woman in her 30s asked my opinion as to what to buy her husband, proceeded to give me chapter and verse on his DIY disasters, gave me a good look up and down, blushed and rushed away. This was witnessed by the wife who was not best pleased at having “competition”. I, of course, laboured the point and laughed. Later that evening, thought I would chance a combo and layered a couple of shots of ammo over the existing IH and, rather than refresh the IH, shot a couple of squirts on her pillow v(of IH you sick puppy!).

Before you perverts out there get all excited, there were no bedroom fireworks but she was very cuddly and tactile, willing to talk. We got some of our issues out and dealt with but still have some way to go. I thought I would push the envelope and offered to tie her up, last week the response would have been to castrate me, tonight the response was “Honey, I’m knackered, maybe tomorrow” HOLY SHIT, once again, this stuff works. Interestingly, she was full of cold and feeling rough with a stomach ache yet the mones were still working.
Start with the Instant Shine tomorrow so a usually crap Monday in the office may just be bearable!

Nice results diamond. I think you may not get as many Instant Honesty hits in your workplace due to its’ nature. I suspect you guys discuss facts more than feelings, which coincidentally is where IH shines.

I try and lead the discussion towards feelings, not necessarily as the topic, but making sure that emotions are stirred up as a result of conversation. Anything that engages their emotions. So, for example, how did you feel when that happened? Obviously works better for some topics than others…(how did you feel when a celebrity did a stupid thing is not one of those topics :stuck_out_tongue:)

It is easier since I’m mostly meeting new people, there are plenty of new topics and past history to talk about. With someone I’ve known for a long time, it adds that closeness you hear about.

exam was a breeze, lots of revision and a trusty nicotine patch, thanks for asking.

i use instant honesty all the time now, i completely love the stuff, i didn’t notice anything for atleast a week of use. started to use up to 4 sprays at a time and then bam and it hit me. if you have talkative friends use it around them and you will easily see it in action. favourite combo is now honesty and tuth.

Thanks for the replies guys,

Got knocked off the bike(total write off and smashed collarbone) on Tuesday by a truck driver who wasn’t looking :frowning: . Really didn’t fancy testing in hospital so things are on hold for a few weeks!

Diamond, I am a lawyer as well and I have been experimenting with A314, Instant Shine, Instant Gentleman and Instant Honesty to gain an advantage in my practice.

I seem to be getting some mixed results. The pheros seem to generate positive reactions with my difficult clients (more respectful and more likely to follow my advice even though some of these people are normally know it alls) but I have had some not so great results in court.

I have found it seems to make other lawyers more aggressive, almost irrational. I had one settlement conference in front of a judge/mediator where the other lawyer, a woman slightly younger than me, was constantly interrupting me and at one point was making derisive snorting sounds while I was speaking. The judge had to tell her to stop. Later in the hallway she bagan yelling at me. I kept my cool, we “talked” for about 2 hours. I moved closer to her (about 1 foot) and asked her what was really bothering her. Her demeanor suddenly went from crazy hostility to calm. She suddenly opened up about why she was upset, we ended up making up. We shook hands and now she is being friendly with me when I talk to her on the phone. Her behaviour was incredibly bizarre, to the point I threatened to report her to the Law Society for conduct unbecoming.

Not sure if the A314 and other pheros are to blame for her behaviour. I found it interesting that she calmed down as I got closer (I did so intentionally to see if the pheros would have a greater effect.)

Any thoughts or advice about this.

oohh! bad one :frowning: Get well soon Diamond. It is as well that you don’t wear high doses of IFM around those poor unsuspecting nurses!

@diamond: hey man, that really sucks about the truck driver. I’m glad you’re not so hurt that you’re unable to type (dictate?). I guess that’s what happens with motorcycles..? My dad was hit by a taxi driver and was on crutches for a couple months…

I hope you get well soon, with a full recovery.

@VictorDoppelt: I’ve seen some pretty irrational behavior in professional situations as well. I don’t know if I would have taken it as far to report them to a governing organization as in a way, “the pheromones made her do it”. Meaning, while her actions weren’t forced on her externally, she was still influenced by them (similar to how someone that is on psychedelics might not be considered ‘fully there’).

I suspect that because this was in court, mindsets, psychological filters and the like all are set on extreme. Court is war. I’m sure any communication may be taken to the extreme and perhaps she was acting out of subconcious response to your subconcious messages (pheromones).

Hi guys, thanks for the well wishes.

Interesting few days, ordered my second delivery on Monday got TUTH, Instant HonestyX4 and IFM in full size and got freebie IS and IG togos!

Before the crash, I was keeping my bottles at the office and they are still there so no access to Ammo!:frowning:

Long story short as i only have one typing hand at the moment!

Major row with wife Saturday morning to the point that I nearly packed my bags and the bad atmosphere dragged over into Sunday. Sunday evening, she’s in the shower and I decide to step off the deep end and hope I float (got to the point of having nothing to lose) so 2 drops A314, 2 sprays of TUTH, 4 shots IFM and a shot of IH x4 to the hair.

30 minutes or so we go to bed and I completely bare my soul,fears and frustrations. Normally, this would have resulted in a row of apocalyptic proportions. Not a raised voice. Yes she was angry and upset and I heard a few home truths come back the other way before spending the night on the sofa but she now knows precisely where I perceive the problems in our marriage.

After the kids are in bed tonight, we will finally get all this sorted out and it looks like the foundations are solid ready for us to build on!:smiley:

Diamond great journal man…hope all is getting well physically for you after your accident. and it sounds great you and your wife are getting somewhere, maybe not yet between the sheets but like you said slow is the way to go. I am a very impulsive person (read my journal and you will see i didnt have much holding back from going all out despite all the advice) but i did it and am gonna go about testing one at a time…my goals ultimately are the same as yours patch up the home life…im just worried about any neg effects of my sig changing with the fiance…other then the wierd look on your first day have you had any other looks or comments about smelling funny…great hits with the IFM on your trip with her though. reps to ya

Thanks Sven, love your journal, keep up the good work! Not had any questions about funny smell etc. As I understand it, the signal from the pheromone receptors hits the brain before the signal from the conventional scent receptors in the nose and tend to override the subconscious. I have a cover story prepared that I have just tried a new shower gel/deoderant etc but so far haven’t needed to use it

Things now well on track with wife, taking it slow but we have a deeper understanding of what truly makes the other tick I can only describe it as starting to date someone who you have known intimately (or thought you did) for years. Turns out she thought I was arrogant, condescending and looking for the greener grass, I thought she was either frigid or no longer found me attractive. We are now in the process of rebuilding from the good bits and consigning the bad bits to life’s recycle bin.

Trouble is, I’m quite alpha, she’s incredibly stubborn (by her own admission) and we both tend to bottle up our feelings until explosion! I can see a lot of IH being used in this household :wink: Off to see the new James Bond film at the weekend, might just be time for some Instant Gentleman and TUTH!!!

I think the key fixin up stuff at home with me will be the instant honesty and some instant female magic…that def needs to be worked on before i jump into the turn up the heat i think… i also think once the line of communication open up there may not be a need (except for fun LoL)

It’s working wonders in my marriage, maybe try some IS to make you both feel good.

If you haven’t read it yet, have a look at bosshank’s thread for the married man, it’s linked from his signature block :slight_smile:

i have and i plan on using the IS to keep the convo happy but deep…

OK, haven’t posted to my journal for a while so time to update.

Off work for five weeks so had to reappraise my tests. Much to report so I apologise for the long post.

I decided on a bit of an image update so went to a local hairdresser for a new style, when I booked in, it was apparent that I would be seen by a completely ‘out’ gay hairdresser, 30 minutes before my appointment, I loaded up with two sprays of 4xInstant Honesty to the back of the neck and two sprays heavy ammo to the throat. He completely bared his soul to me, told me I was fantastic for going for a modern style and that it was such a change for a **man (**he emphasised the word) in this town not to be scared of having his hair styled by a gay guy!

A couple of days later, being in no doubt that I have seen the results I was hoping for with the wife (increased communication, less stress etc) I decided to come clean and told her what I had been doing with the testing. I was half expecting fireworks and a blazing row, however the upshot was curiosity, she has tried IH, has been asking about a female version of A314 and has today pinched my to go of Instant Shine and taken it to work!

This last weekend just gon, I gave my wife an early birthday present of a weekend in Barcelona to see her favourite band play a gig. We left home early on Saturday morning and drove 3 hours to the airport to catch the flight. I was somewhat nervous of being crammed into cattle class with my broken collarbone so 3 drops of A314 to the neck should give the desired image. The good lady sat in the window seat, I took the middle. The flight was almost full, a guy in his late twenties made to sit next to me, apologised and moved 6 rows along to sit next to someone else, sometimes it is good to be an unapproachable Alpha.:smiley:

After a day and a half sightseeing in Barcelona, the gig started at 10pm with the doors open at 8. We decided to queue at aronund 6 so as to get a good spot.
3 shots heavy ammo, 2 shots 4x IH and 4 shots IS at 5:30 and we walk the 200 yards from the hotel to the gig. Spanish guy in front of us in the queue was very chatty and deferential despite being at least 6 inches taller than me. Got a good spot about 4 feet from the stage for the gig with a group of women between 18 and 40 next to me, as the end of the gig approached, one of them had the DIH look on her face, held my gaze while she sang along and swiftly swapped places with her friend so as to stand next to me. Once she had stroked my arm a couple of times and grabbed my backside I pointed out that the woman next to me was my wife. She went red, apologised but made no effort to move away and kept looking at me when she thought I couldn’t see her :open_mouth:. Following the gig, we waited for the band to come out and I managed to get all their autographs for her.

The following day, I had showered and reapplied a couple of shots 4xIH and single shot of heavy ammo, we were on the train back to the airport and a very cute Spanish girl in her late teens was sat opposite us about 6 feet away. My wife pointed out her earrings, as I looked at them, the Spanish girl looked up, held my gaze and smiled whilst fiddling with her hair. As the train went underground, she was using the window as a mirror to repair her makeup, I caught a couple of looks in the window and got a smile as she left the train.

Summary,

Marraige is definitely getting back on track, wife is pinching my pheros, Spanish women love ammo and my wife appears to be quite “taken” with it.

I should add that, on Monday night after we got back home, we were both exhausted so just as an experiment I applied two shots TUTH at bedtime just to see if it had any effects on either of us. We were both asleep within minutes but when I woke at around 3am, she was draped across my chest, nose buried in my neck and holding on for dear life. Can’t wait for Raw Power to come back!

Hey man, no worries, when things are going well, you should take the time and enjoy it, not come running to post on the forums. :stuck_out_tongue:

I’m glad to hear things are going so well.

Hey Diamond, nice reports you got here… Would love to read more about your Instant Female Magic tryouts…

Just wondering, do you always cover IFM with Joop, or do you wear it alone with no cover scent?

Phya, I am taking the time to enjoy it, as I’m off work at the moment, I post when the wife is at work and the kids are at school!

DSSmaster, I only used Joop as the cover scent on that one occasion, as I knew both the women I was testing it on absolutely love the scent of Joop, I decided to go for the double hammer blow. However, I would be very cautious combining Joop with IFM if alcohol were involved, I would probably be punched repeatedly by the other woman’s husband (also a good friend). Given the complete lack of inhibition I witnessed, I fear that the extra disinhibiting factor of alcohol would be too much for our friendship to bear.

So you’re saying that wearing IFM with Joop would get you blatant sexual hits from the ladies? If that’s the case, then it would be great to wear that combo for the sexual hits, specially in bars and clubs, would you agree?

For me it does, even without alcohol :smiley::wink:

Add alcohol to the equation, I reckon I would have been raped!!

Been playing with IG recently, going to start layering it with ammo next week, if my theory is right, it will be explosive!