Day 10
Start testing the togo of Instant Honesty. Now this is the one that I have big hopes for and the one that I am desperate to work as it should so mentally prepared myself to be a little disappointed.
My main reason for using the pheros is, as I have previously said, to get that deep, meaningful, discuss anything without fear element back into our marriage. It has been missing for too long and is causing problems ( We have both been treated for stress/depressive disorders and I can feel myself starting to slide again).
So, as I’m only really using IH for the wife, 2 shots to wrists/forearms on the way home and straight into big hug when I get in. Part of me was (despite the bucketloads of advice on here) expecting her to break down, spill every deep dark secret thought/problem and the slate to be wiped clean. Yeah right, wake up muppet, Long and slow is the way to go.
Day 11
Two shots, wrists/forearms and for the self effects, two to chest/throat.
No spacey feeling but after a few minutes, relaxed and chilled out. Colleagues were calm and happy. No-one telling me their darkest sexual fantasy or confessing to unsolved murders but they all seem a bit more forthcoming than normal. Not enough to pin down so will write off as me looking for effects at the moment. Refresh on the way home with two shots and starting to see effects clearly now, the kids have verbal diarrhoea and the good lady is getting a bit more cuddly than she has been. Self effects are interesting, I am starting to find thoughts that I would never have dreamt of discussing are now making their way to the top of the “to do list”.
Day 12
Up the dosage to six shots, split wrists, chest and back of head (don’t want too much self effects or I may just lose my job!!) Colleagues noticeably chatty but still no deep dark secrets, I wouldn’t expect blatant effects given that most of my testing is in the workplace. What I have noticed is that the effects of IH are subtle, far less obvious than those I experienced with IFM. I’m not saying that they are any less powerful, just not as blatant.
Day 13
At home today, domestic chores, shopping etc.
8 shots IH spread across forearms, chest, neck and hair. Kids are incessantly chatty, wife quite cuddly and relaxed, eager to talk about a number of issues (although not the really deep ones), our conversation constantly being interrupted by kids looking for my approval (Ho hum, being a dad is such a burden LOL). I myself am very relaxed and my ego is given a big boost in the DIY shop when a woman in her 30s asked my opinion as to what to buy her husband, proceeded to give me chapter and verse on his DIY disasters, gave me a good look up and down, blushed and rushed away. This was witnessed by the wife who was not best pleased at having “competition”. I, of course, laboured the point and laughed. Later that evening, thought I would chance a combo and layered a couple of shots of ammo over the existing IH and, rather than refresh the IH, shot a couple of squirts on her pillow v(of IH you sick puppy!).
Before you perverts out there get all excited, there were no bedroom fireworks but she was very cuddly and tactile, willing to talk. We got some of our issues out and dealt with but still have some way to go. I thought I would push the envelope and offered to tie her up, last week the response would have been to castrate me, tonight the response was “Honey, I’m knackered, maybe tomorrow” HOLY SHIT, once again, this stuff works. Interestingly, she was full of cold and feeling rough with a stomach ache yet the mones were still working.
Start with the Instant Shine tomorrow so a usually crap Monday in the office may just be bearable!