Doctor "Dreams" -- Lovable Asshole

I just wanted to say thank you to all of the posters here who’ve contributed SO much knowledge through rote experience and…I’d say “postulation” :wink:

I’m that lovable asshole that most people know - at least where I go to school - that can’t get enough attention from big groups :stuck_out_tongue: I admit, it’s my biggest social flaw, but it definitely won’t change :roll_eyes:
When I do get close with you one-on-one, however, I open up as the softy I am :slight_smile: I’m really just as insecure as everyone else is, and I open my shell to people I trust.

I’m a skeptic at heart. I’m used to challenging peoples’ beliefs for the thrill of debate, even if I agree with them. Tbh, I like making people see different perspectives so that THEY can DECIDE what they REALLY believe and are confident in defending! Religion, politics, “philosophy” (I’m no expert in any of these). Doesn’t matter :slight_smile: and that’s why the use of pheromones is going to be fun for me!

I’m starting this journey assuming that there is some hidden potential inside the world of pheromones. Reactions, placebos, and techniques - efficable or not - all have something for me to learn from. I don’t care if the science is there or not. Since so many people believe they work for them (PLACEBO or not), it may work for me!

This is Day 1.
This day probably won’t result in much. I only have one setting, sorta, to try out the two sprays I ordered (IG and IS).
Just earlier I picked up my package at the local FedEx. I immediately put one spray of IG on the front of my neck/throat with my girlfriend sitting next to me. That smell was STRONG at first (and she kinda choked up a bit, lol :stuck_out_tongue:), but it dissipated.

The scent is really nice, and I’d definitely use this as a cologne by itself (I love smells - I’ll definitely be a smell connoisseur when I’m older). Girlfriend didn’t think it made any significant difference of my perception – however, I always know when she’s hiding a reaction or thought, and I’m pretty sure she’s responded in some sort of way. I’m not sure how to elaborate on this, since I’m a newbie.

I later (~20 minutes, after eating) sprayed IS once on my neck as well. Still no verbal reaction, but I think it made the conversation flow just a small, teency bit smoother than normal. She and I always talk quite a bit. So as you can tell by now, this isn’t the best subject to gauge anything from.

Tonight, I’ll respray IG once and see if I get any weird reactions in our class (we sing in a choral group - a Chamber group). I’m doubting I will, since it’s not the setting, but I may be able to pick up on some different IOIs.

The current objective with the pheromone usage is to affect my job. I’m working part-time as a Canvasser (although I tell people it’s Sales) for a Solar company. I do really well with grabbing leads from prospects (I average, ie, two leads per three hours out), so I’m secure where I am. The main goal is to get promoted to the position of “Marketing Manager”, where I control our field team of Canvassers. This is so important to me – it’s a big break to separate myself from other students. I’d have both the persuasive skills and experience from going door-to-door and the nice title on my resume! :smiley: The pay would be really nice too, lol :cool: $18 an hour is pretty nice for a PT college job!

This log/journal/diary shouldn’t be super short per post. I know there are other documented experiences out there, with good detail, but I want to give real analysis of my experiences to people.
There are plenty of club experiences, pickup, etc that loads of others have. I’m not here for sex or any of that. I can try that out later, sure :smiley: but it’s not the main goal. I haven’t found a journal (yet) of people using them solely for professional use. I want to be one of the few who do! Yay! :slight_smile:

Glad to be here AD!

Disclaimer: In these posts you will be reading about the purported experiences and discussion of a young 20s something :wink: Any of the claims should be taken with a grain of salt. This journal serves as an area of exploration for myself through the art of writing. Through time and gained experience, I can give suggestions and explanations for various ideas or substances, but I cannot guarantee the success of them. Believe what you will.

One concern I do have about my journal is the use of non-AD products. Is this legal? I think I read that we cannot promote the use of other products, and as such I want to respect those rules. However, if possible, I would like to describe my experiences with those as they do come along in the future.

Regardless of certain things, I will always post here :slight_smile:

In my experience, people who read journals only glance at them for a bit. If you do like to read my posts (for people in the future seeing this), and follow it regularly, please feel free to post! I’d love feedback on my writing, and any tips or suggestions if you have them for specific situations :slight_smile:

Developing my writing ability is one of my main goals here. If I can get the point across to people both verbally and in descript, then I think I can learn how to pattern my thoughts properly for most situations (keep in mind, this is an assumption - I make lots of them). It’ll all be a learning experience for me.

Thanks!

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Thanks! I’ll keep that in mind :slight_smile:

Looking quite forward to following this journal.

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