And I’m giddy as a mofo.. bf had me put more on. I’m fairly silly and absentminded right now. I really have to go out and get some diluent I’m so tired of waiting on orders to come in -.-
Gona go shower I’m overly relaxed shh yes there is such a thing floppyy tired and daft atm. bf seems dunno boring lol I’ll try this again later. Right now I want bath and nap.
I’m hyper relaxed,cuddly and ditzy \distracted.
Est and my bf being a dick.
uh yeah mega cuddle mone fail.
-.- sigh
Maybe I’ll just move back home I’m so exasperated.
Have you considered Austin?
We need more women like you.
OoooohYahhhhhh
Working with ETHANOL EWW. lol everything tastes like perfume anyhow my est is cut to 50 mcg thanks to dianes instructions.it should be pretty gosh darn close anyway despite me sneaking a few drops yesterday lol oh the bf got more and more cuddly via exposure time so I guess he just needed to adapt.
Heh I used to live in dallas when I was a little girl lots of friends in Austin. ^.^
happy smelling est yay!
nice! Is this the one from LS or androtics?
Restlessness? I had that too the other night, but since diane said the P86 makes you not sleepy I attributed it to that. Maybe it was both? Cus I stayed up till 7 am… I was busy 
but I didn’t really feel exhausted till I woke up around 11 am. I crashed pretty hard, but was still able to function for the day without getting pissy.
So did you dilute your b-nol?
est and bnol
I got the lovescent est androtics still doesn’t have any that I know of. On diluting I took my own initiative and decided to cut it with some oil I just got from common scents llc. There is no separation at all even after letting it sit for several hours and I have pink sugar scented est now.Which smells even better than regular pink sugr for some reason. I’m gona give it a run when my fella gets back. ^.^ the oil seems to put out a fairly good scent trail and stays where its put.
The only down side is removing it is super hard lol so I’d recommend dianes method over mine.
LS Est is in a sd40b ethanol base so diluting it in perfumers alcohol would be mixing like with like.
I did a test w a few drops of the est and the oil before I mixed it when there wasn’t a chemical reaction or a separation/fogging reaction I shrugs and was like what the hell why not.
It sprays well from an atomizer as well.
on my bnol. I ordered the low dose when I grabbed it so I could play with the dosage more.
At higher doses it seems to have a more pleasant effect at low doses its somewhat annoying for me.
Sounds great!! 
nice mini report about mixing.
Erk, really? Est?
wow, interesting. tell us how it goes with your SO good luck!
Well.. About that boyfriend of mine.. He came home bearing gifts today nothing too big a coke and some hairspray. I’m not sure what the idea with the hairspray was..But its cute when he brings me things and I liked it ok.
We spent several hours just poking at things in the grocery store last night.. It was kinda weird.We’re both kinda 20 min shoppers at that store anyway.
What was also weird was we went for food..And came home with grooming essentials a thing of lemonade and some laundry detergent.
He’s been SUPER patient with me and understanding. I’ve even gone all bratty on him a few times just to push things to see how he’d react.
There was some initial grrs and huffies yesterday as he adjusted to my signature change but within a few hours he was buttah instead of being a butt.
Btw I’m running this copless..So I can monitor his reactions better.
I feel super sexy and pretty right now and VERY girly but bubbly without the moodiness i get with the girlies of is/b.
He’s talking my ear off too which is funny and kinda nice.
Super cuddly all night until this morning when the est apparently wore off. I can’t really smell it too much now but the mix seems to have a hella range and lifespan.
I suppose my random behavior came in handy this time one application of est is lasting most of the day. Anything more feels like too much and I turn into a space case and get super sedated.
Which is actually the same reason they took me off estrogen based birthcontrol back in my teens. I couldn’t stay awake.
I like est. I wish I had enough dough right now to get some meow est and some of the sunshine mixes or some p86.
Gona try taking a break from the est for a few days and give the none I have a few runs or something else.
Excellent report on east EC!
Romp
ok.. I’m a baaad girl last night I did some insomnia mixing.
Est 50mcg 3 droppers full 2 droppers of eow 14 sprays cttm 2 and about 20 of p78 2.5 mcg I’m not sure what the ratios worked out to gave it a heavy shaking and let it sit overnight.
But goodness. I’m giggly as all get out Frisky as can be CHATTY. Playful and happy. I’m getting bedroom eyes from across the bed and my bf just humped me… lol I’ll have to do this again in a more scientific manner.
I wasn’t going to wear anything at all today (phero wise) but I sniffed this and was applying it before I knew it.:o
Good report. I need me some CTTM 2. Seriously XD
And I’m laughing at the video hehe. Nothing funnier than anime characters dancing to a funny song lol
EDIT: Wait a sec! I’ve watched that anime before. Oh if only anime guys were real :3
^.^ you should see my boyfriend. I picked the vid because the couple looked a lot like us when we met. ^.^
Oh the potion its a bit over the top too much too much lol I’ll have to rework it but I’ve had this niggling suspicion I need to drop my est dosage by a third or half of what it is. It makes me too loopy at 50 all on its lonesome.
I’ll run this again in a few days but one drop had us both giddy as heck chatting our heads off and all over each other.It was right up to par with us the day we met and the weeks after.
Tonight’s sentiment was “goddammit will you just get over here and fuck me already.”
Which was apparently funny as hell until i jumped up and drug him into bed.
Then it was just fun.
I’ve been thoroughly spanked and molesticated tonight and er well Gee I didn’t know I was that flexible..
^.^
Plus he passed out and started making his contented sleepy purring noise which he hasn’t done in a lonnng time.
^.^ XD
I’ll try to write a better report on this later when I’ve had some sleep and I’m not dosed to the gills on cttm2.
ok yes this is a love potion number nine kinda thing but you HAVE to watch the levels.
I have had the worst evening and the best day.
All day long I was getting hot mamma looks one of our cuter younger roller bladers spent the day flirting with me everyone around me was super happy playful and having a blast chatting and skating.
It was too hot today.SO i felt icky and sticky all day but was in a fairly good mood despite that.
Later this evening everyone was hanging out group had a hard time splitting up.
I started passing out/nodding off/fainting.
I ended up with my scalp and face tingling and weird tingly sensations all over and in my chest. so of course I freaked out.
The last time I had this reaction was when I got into pot as a teen.
I’m VIOLENTLY allergic to pot.
I’m willing to say maybe it was dehydration but this anxiety and creepy stuff happened last time to both me and the guy although things were so up I wasn’t sure it was the mix.
Est alone is a bit overwhelming for me personally I feel like the dosage is just too high so I’ll probably halve what I have left or quarter it.
I’m going to take a break for at least a few days from everything but cops and just rest.
w/o the cops me and my bf end up fighting non stop and I don’t know why.
I think nols and p78 do not mix well without a buffer or steerage of some sort.
Considering the timing of the event I think its aprox when the pheros wore off.
MAJOR whiplash.
On the upshot/down shot I figured out I need higher cop dosages and lower est.Which is economicly reasonable.
Another upshot I was surrounded by half naked men today.
Lots of wet toned half naked men. ^.^
So it wasn’t all bad.
O.O
2 sprays mx292 wrist
1 spray est half dose is MUCH better btw.
2sprays 50 mcg p83
6 sprays mx335 shoulders two of which went into my hair
2 sprays instant shine to hair
5 sprays of my copulin/pure seduction
10:44pm
I just got home 6 am.
I was passed out last night and a friend called me to come out to dannys birthday party.
Most of the guys are gay so I wasnt really worried about the est and cops having an effect and mostly wore them for me. Both have a tendancy to make me feel pretty/sexy and I felt like pooo.
I spent the night literally having to slap hands and pry guys off me.
From the moment I showed up I got mauled.
Everyone was like omg she came! O.o
Guys were literally huffing me.
The comment for the evening was “no, shes my girlfriend” with “whats your number” and “she’ll be my girlfriend eventually” following very close behind.
The three straight guys that showed up were the worst but even my gay guy friends were being playful\gropey and flirty.
My boyfriend showed up and was laughing his ass off.
Finally we get home and he has to get in on the action too with some groping. I had to tell him he’d better stop or he wouldn’t get any sleep and we have things to do today.
I think I have a mild case of whiplash from being yanked back and forth all night and was kinda happy people didn’t end up fighting when they got drunk but for a few minutes there things were tense.
I don’t know how many times I had to tell people no no I’m not single and no I don’t need a backup boyfriend.
One of the guys chimed in with “what about a man?”
Lol I haven’t had that much attention in a long time.
It’s the sort of thing that happened a lot in school but was totally unexpected from my friends tonight.
I ended up hiding behind my big gay teddybear of a friend for part of the evening too.
That and running around squealing like a little girl with crazy people chasing me.
It was a fun night though all in all and despite the molestation and now being exhausted
I gotta say the ego boost certainly didn’t hurt me any.
I was bummed when I went out and felt like poo and felt like I looked like poo.
I dyed my hair black cherry red last night. Its literally the color of deep dark red cherries. ^.^
Today is skate day.
Its so hot though.