So today, I decided to wear
3 sprays of is/bx5cops
3 sprays of p83
2 sprays of instant openness
2 sprays of mx282
Weather: god dang cold! I had to wear a turtleneck sweater so this means no skin revealed lol shivers, and I didn’t wear makeup, and my hair was in a messy, tiny bun. Basically, I looked like a mess, or a hobo lol
I let all of this stinky mess to dry down – 30mins – and covered it lightly with pink sugar (lately, people have been complimenting more about this scent, lol, it definately diffuses those pheros real good 
) lol
So back to topic. As usual, I woke up late and I’m running around trying to zip up my dress, and tie my running shoes…etc…
Go on the bus, people are fuc(kin’ staring me down. I even had to feel my a** cause I thought maybe it got ripped and my underwear was publicized or something. SO UNCOMFORTABLE!!!
So I was like bleh, and I’m trying to ignore all those stares, and I sit in a 2 seat compartment, and there’s one free seat beside me, a group of school uniform boys are fighting with each other to sit beside me. But then, I dunno if it was the pheros, or if it was because the bus got crowded and they just wanted to sit down lol
So I go to the same ol’ metro, a couple walks beside me, and as they walk by the guy turns 360, and stared (he got slapped by the girl he was with a few seconds later :S )
I get in the metro. Uh oh, I see my teacher there. And I pretend like I didn’t see him at all (cause, he makes me feel a bit awkward sometimes!), and When I looked at the window reflection of the metro, he was staring at my ASS!!! 
okay, well he couldn’t have been staring at the floor! cause there’s nothing beside my butt except white space and a few seniors?
So I’m like la-dee-dee-da-da, ignoring him, thinking about my own business. And suddenly, I feel someone’s hand on my fricken back trailing down, it was really soft and gentle though, like when you make love…ah awkward!!! and it was my teacher! He was all smiley, and he kept making the move in our conversation on our walk to school. Because I was all quiet.
But yea, today, I got stares, stares, and stares everytime I passed by someone. It was really freaky, cause I felt all self-conscious lol wondering if my pant got ripped, or my bra was too high, or my breasts were too big, or if I was mooning at people, or if my underwear was sticking out…lol, aaah, what a day! fiew
Going to bed, night’ people
miss you!
