After four weeks, I figured it was time to go back home for a weekend from college. Boy am I glad I did.
The trip there, I wore p86, A314 to try and stay upbeat and content for the 5 hour drive. Laughs with my best friend the whole way there, even moreso than usual.
After a much needed shower from the drive, I meet up with another good friend of mine. We decide that we are going to go out and party.
For the mix, I used 30mcg of p86, 2.5 mcg of p75, a spray of mx272, 1 spray of spaceland, and 3 drops of A314, 1 spray of mx169. I realize this is quite the pherobomb.
Immediately socially upbeat, motivated to go out and do stuff. A girl from work who only speaks spanish (I am more or less semi-fluent) calls me. she’s 29, and wants to hang out. We end up meeting up in her suv. She has looks of curiosity at me, but she can’t really put her finger on me. We stop in front of a park, annd her mood dynamic quickly changes. At 29, and latina, I figured the none should be getting her off, and it definitely was.
We move into the backseat of her suv, things getting hot and heavy. She has a little bit of hesitation at each piece of clothing she takes off, but quickly complies as we commence making out. Things continue to get hot and heavy, her moans and horniness very evident. After foreplay, we have some great sex. Both of us “finished”. THE marker of good sex for me.
I head to the party afterwards, and use a respray of p86, taf, and 1 spray of mx292. I think any more none than that would have been od for me, or ghosting others.
I see a lot of people I know at the party, able to gain rapport pretty quickly. The whole party is fun, upbeat, social butterfly thing. Everyone is pretty laxed, laid back for the most part. Got invited to senior prom, but I politely left it open instead of being rude and declining. (she was very very overweight and I barely knew her).
There was a heckler at the party, in general making everyone feel crappy and mocking them. He was hilarious but in an asshole way. When he made his rounds to me, he said he liked me, that I was cool, and he made a barely socially crippling comment about me. I think the A314, mx272, overall confident vibe I gave off had at least a good amount to do with it.
So its 1:40 am saturday morning and I’m tired beyond belief. Very much fading. Don’t know how I made it through the next couple of hours, but more beer pong, hangin with girls, and I do. Don’t remember exactly how it happened, but this girl at the party was very interested in having sex. I get to talking with her, and we quickly escalate and make it into a room. I shoulda also add that the heckler put in a good word for me to the girl. We make out, escalate to sex. I want to point out how comfortable I got with this girl in what could have been really awkward. I can attribute this to everything, but especially p86 and p75 help with decreasing awkwardness, increasing comfort. It was to the point where we were laughing while our lips were locked. Totally comfortable. (possible effects of copulins from woman earlier in the night). Pretty sure I got her to “finish” as well. She was quite, but certain movements are pretty unmistakable.
After I come out of the room, at 3:30 am, I walk on water to the guys out at the party, who proceed to give me a hand.
Pheromone effects- I was not uncomfortable pretty much at all throughout the night. I smiled and made others smile throughout the night, and the feedback loop was nice. Fake comfort and alpha until you are it, along with positive support to increase confidence.
More reports on the rest of the weekend to follow!