I have a little notebook pad that’s perfect for that. You know the kind that fits right in the back pocket. Its small enough not to be a bother, but there to remind me in case I need it. HAH, my first post in your journal 
Just got my latest order. I have an abnormal fear of being out when couriers call, so I deliberately made my order when I had time off work. Unfortunately I got called out to lunch and couldn’t get out of it, damn! Fortunately the package got left with some nice neighbours.
A314
Heavy Ammo
4x Shine
MX297
A blind putative (oooh!)
And a gifted 5mcg tuth
Gonna have to be careful not to OD on androstenone levels. Fortunately the other half responds v well to it though.
Many thanks for the little note and the free gifts. I will begin recording results soon!
Looking forward for more updates from you Fade! It’s interesting to know what IJ can do towards woman 
Eman
Pretty standard use of ammo/shine
Product name,scent and strength
Heavy ammo, shine 4x strength
Application dosage and locations
1 x heavy ammo to the wrists, 1 x shine4 to the back of the neck and 1 shine4 to the chest.
Environment tested in
Small room, small group of close friends. Weather was hot and humid. During the day we had spent time together but it had not ended too well. Originally we were going across the country, but the weather was prohibitive. We didn’t all settle on where to have lunch either and went separate ways early on in the day. The mood was pretty down and at times awkward. Thus the shine and anol portion of ammo. This was a wine & movie.
Self effects.
Much better mood as you would expect from IS. The headaches of the day were gone and I was far chattier.
Effects to others
Much better. Despite watching a horror film everyone was buzzing and chatting, joking around.
Duration of effects.
5+ hours
Effects from mixing with other products.
n/a
Range
A few meters
Friday night alone with the long term partner
Product name,scent and strength
Blind test. Not even sure if it’s a putative or mix.
Application dosage and locations
1 spray to the wrists.
The bottle says 12.5mcg.
This thing smells horrid to begin with!
Environment tested in
Just me and her chilling. Small flat.
Self effects.
Just really .. really.. relaxed. I did things I wouldn’t normally do such as allow her to paint my toenails (why!? lol). Sipped tea and casually watched tv. Everything was real laid back, not much talking, and time felt like it went by reeallly slowly. Kind of spaced out. It was a bit weird, hard to describe.
Effects to others
Seemed more bubbly. Hard to gauge.
Duration of effects.
A few hours at most. The smell faded within 20 mins.
Saturday lunch - Home alone so decided to go for a walk into the city
Product name,scent and strength
A314, Heavy Ammo, Shine x 4
Application dosage and locations
2 drops of A314 on each wrist then smeared onto the neck. (I planned for 1 but they come out rather fast!)
1 Shine to the back of the neck
1 Heavy Ammo to the chest
Environment tested in
Shopping mall, promotional event. I stumbled upon a pretty geeky promo in town - a bunch of those magical cardgames. Anyway, they were handing out freebies, teaching you how to play, taking blue-screen photos of you with dragons (pm if interested in that photo!).
Anyway -
Self effects.
Very very confident. More able to speak-up. Desire to do a bit of exercise.
Effects to others
Massive hits off the only female rep there. Not only was she talking to me almost straight off the bat, even leaving her current group to do so, but she was making comments such as “you don’t look like you would like this sort of thing, you don’t look geeky at all, you look good!” then actually took a couple of seconds to look me up and down. lol!
Once again I felt the 'anol part of ammo working. I am usually a VERY shy person. However I was talking loudly and to everyone. I overheard a member of staff tell some kids he couldn’t give them freebies because their parents weren’t there to sign up to the mailing list. So I jumped in with a “hey buddy, how about if I sign up for my friends here?” and winked at the kids. Not sure why, but he said that was cool and went ahead with it.
After some lessons from people who couldn’t confidently look me in the eye, I headed a short distance to the shop selling these cards. A couple of guys there wanted to play. Afterwards I decided I quite liked them, my partner would get a kick out of the cool descriptions and pictures so I decided to buy a pack - which the members of staff cut me a deal on (:
Over in other shops I got a particularly odd comment which stood out. Usually staff say things like “can I help you?”, but this girl said “wow you look friendly!” beaming and raced towards me for a chat.
Enjoying ammo, gutted my evening event got cancelled.
Duration of effects.
5 hours at least, cut short because I had a shower when I got home. Scrubbed real hard ready to try the blind test again.
Saturday night alone with the long term partner. Had anticipated a night out with friends but it got cancelled.
Product name,scent and strength
Blind test. Not even sure if it’s a putative or mix.
Application dosage and locations
1 spray to the wrists AND 1 spray to the chest this time.
The bottle says 12.5mcg.
This thing smells horrid to begin with!
The smell disappeared from the wrists pretty quickly similar to Friday’s 1 spray, however even after a good 6 hours or so the shot on the chest is still pretty strong. I purposely avoided cologne today. There is definitely a smell lingering when I sniff my chest. Not a bad one (it was bad to begin with) it’s not more of a warm smell. I wouldn’t say it’s good, but it’s an interesting “one more sniff” type of sensation. Note it’s pretty cold atm, so that may be why I’m not getting much from the wrists.
Environment tested in
Just me and her chilling. Small flat.
Self effects.
Dangerously zoned out. I play online games quite a bit, and tonight was probably one of my worst nights in a long time. I was making mistakes left right and center, over and over. Very embarrassing for me and annoying for my team.
Again time seems to have gone very slowly. I feel tired despite getting a good rest this morning, and it’s not even midnight. It’s not a bad feeling, it’s quite relaxing. I have a lot on my mind right now financially what with the new house purchase, but I haven’t given them a second thought.
I actually made a load of mistakes while writing this post. Copy-pasted the wrong thing and didn’t notice it, left chunks in etc. Lucky I always preview large posts and read them through.
Effects to others
I honestly don’t know. I didn’t pay her any attention (sounds harsh eh!?) not that this was intentional. Her well being didn’t occur to me. Was this because of the spray or because I’m a jerk? :lol:
Seems similar to last night when I struggled to recall the effects on her.
Duration of effects.
Way longer than when it was on my wrists. The chest spray lingered many hours (see above).
I am alive (:
Had a hell of a week at work mostly. I was even at work this afternoon/evening fixing some stuff.
Not much to report on actually, I haven’t used the blind putative this week. I have mostly been using A314 + Shine at work. My 6-monthly talent review was this week, it went way better than it should have gone in my opinion. My boss kept saying things like “i’m a lot like you in this way” or “you tend to do things like me” or “we have a way of thinking” - basically drawing lots of comparisons between us and looking for me to confirm it for him, which I did gladly, resulting in great rapport. The conversation was centred more around us and our way of working than it was the work I had actually done.
I dipped my toes in the MX297 water this weekend. Well, friday evening and the end of saturday evening. I will write up a report on that when I have time. Saturday night was a bit of a failure, I went out to bars/clubs (I rarely do that) so I got a chance to use a314/ammo/shine, but nobody I knew came out and the whole place was a bit rubbish. I’ll write another report on that when I get a minute but I get the feeling I am ODing on 'none easier than I did originally when I had the 2.5mcg tuth. I feel like I need the 'nol of ammo to open up but the 'none causes ghosting. Works great with people I’m already very friendly with though. I will probably order some IO or IH next time.
Blimey I feel really bad for not doing much reporting lately.
I have had some time off work, so not much need for my usual tricks.
A Saturday afternoon + night. First a trip to town for a walkaround followed by a random hookup with a bro, hanging around drinking then into town for a club.
Product name,scent and strength
A314, Heavy ammo, 4x Shine and a sneaky MX297 in my pocket.
Application dosage and locations
2 A314 to the jugulars during the afternoon. Shower then the following for the evening:
1 Heavy Ammo to the chest, 1 Heavy Ammo to the wrists, 2 4x Shine to the front and back of neck.
My usual cologne to the jugulars. Currently davidoff coolwater.
Environment tested in
Mall/Stores during the afternoon with A314 followed by a shower then a friend’s house + club in the evening with the ammo + shine.
Self effects
Reduced limits. Felt a bit godlike, thought I could drink more than I know I can. That sort of thing 
Effects to others
During my walk around in the afternoon with A314 on I met a buddy who has proven really receptive to IG and A314, very suggestible and offering to hang out whenever I wear it. Once again he wanted to hang out that evening which I was down for. Popped home for a quick shower and put on the shine/ammo for the evening.
Went round his place, things a lot more upbeat and fun than usual. Often we have little to talk about but it flowed nicely, probably due to the 'nol in ammo. Stupid jokes based on misheard sentences as in “I thought you just said <something dodgy> there!” etc. Few other people came round, similar stuff. Laughs all round. Found out nobody else was coming out so the night was likely to be a bit of a dud. Decided to fight on anyway. For some reason at some point everyone decided it would be a good idea to look at old photos of me during university on the tv (laptop hooked up to it). Lots of talking about me. Bit weird that was..
Not sure why but we headed out even though nobody else we knew was going. Knew it would be rubbish but seemed better than sitting there. We were right - nobody there, rubbish environment. After what felt like a very long time but was only really about 40 mins my buddy got in touch with a girl of his and headed off home. Just before we followed I spritzed a bit of MX297 on for the hell of it.
Taxi cab driver was 100% silent on the way home - weird! They almost never are that quiet.. another buddy of mine however decided intead of calling it a night we should go play some 360 instead, so we did that before going our seperate ways.
Duration of effects.
hard to tell, buzz was killed so badly at the club.
Warm weekend afternoon. BBQ in the park weather.
Chilling with some close friends in park on the grass.
Decided it was time for a different setting for my blind test item. Been testing it for a great zoned out effect sitting by myself or with the partner so far.
Product name,scent and strength
4 sprays of my blind test item, the 12.5mcg one.
Application dosage and locations
No cologne. Wanted to see if anyone picked up on the stinky smell of this thing. Nobody did. Partner mentioned I smelt ‘musky’ but only after I asked her to smell me.
Environment tested in
Walking around some shops briefly followed by a Sunny park. Not much movement, just chilling with a drink. The chill session in the park was not planned.
Self effects
Lots of jokes. More than I usually make. If I do say so myself, I was funnier and quicker witted. 
I seemed to mirror other people’s body position quite a lot. Usually I do this on purpose to build rapport with people at work, but this time I naturally felt myself wanting to. I believe in the most ‘comfortable’ position (eg your sleeping position) reflecting how you feel. So if you feel closed off funnily enough your most comfy position at that time will likely include arms as barriers in front of you etc. Usually with a314 I can expect others to follow my lead, but today I was happy to follow.
Effects to others
People seemed more agreeable and apologetic for wanting to do things I didn’t want to do. Some people were even up for getting a 2nd lunch just because I hadn’t eaten yet! People must have felt like chilling out because after hitting up the mall we decided to go sit in the park.
Duration of effects.
3-4 hours.
Back to work next week - will resume with the usual A314 + shine.
Need to test the blind item some more in social situations, still haven’t found an opportunity to try MX297 properly yet. Initial sniff of MX297 is gorgeous though.
Here’s my biggest problem right now : A314 works TOO well.
I don’t do a whole lot with my life. I go to work 9 hours a day in an office, then sit watching tv or playing video games with the significant other for a few hours in the evening.
A314 is fantastic at work, just by itself. If I’m in a tired mood I use a dash of IS as well and that fixes it. I have no need for anything else.. well, possibly IG at work as well as that seems to give me all the respect but none of the domination. Works well for alpha managers.
Anyway - so I keep wanting to branch out a bit at work but there’s little incentive. Not sure I want to use my blind test as every time I’ve used that I zone out and fail at whatever it is I’m trying to do. M297 maybe? I tried AMMO at work last week for a couple of days. Didn’t go well, snappy and rude to everyone. Irritable when doing work, irritable in the evenings.
My second problem is that I just don’t DO anything. I’m very introverted, few friends whom I don’t see regularly. The most outside I get is a trip to the shops. I open up fairly well with ammo/IO/IH, however getting out somewhere is just annoying. I’m looking for opportunities to use ammo, mx297m tuth, ij, shine etc but there’s just nothing happening in my life. Quite depressing actually! Anyway, there’s my excuse for the low amount of posts lately. There also seems to be way too many GAME type posts for my liking in the forums, I enjoy reading and learning about the psyche but the attitude of just using mones to get laid bugs me. They’re so much more than that.
Don’t sweat it Fade. When you report you do a terrific job and that’s what really counts. I haven’t been going out much lately myself. If I go out I’m usually drinking and that does not fit in with my healthy lifestyle. The important thing is if you are happy, that’s all that matters.
Hey Fade, try reading the women’s journals. Hardly any game type posts over there. My personal mone use flipped quite dramatically into just easing the days into shinier versions, better versions of what they would have been. That happened in the first couple of weeks! Yes, they are so much more - I inadvertently found and extremely effective way of dealing with anxiety and panic attacks. Try subscribing to different threads. Miss your posts. There’s lots going on that’s not about game. Lots of little victories that added up - as you know make for big changes in someone’s life situations.
Thanks both of you for your comments, it means a lot.
I will do that, Astrea, when I get home from work.
Cheers
We’re getting into tricky language here: Fade, seriously, I absolutely enjoy your posts. Seriously funny. I know you know what I mean. You’re funny, seriously. In the dry, slightly edged with a light arrogance - very conservatively flamboyant. I for one, would be devastated to lose one of my major amusement and insight threads. Also, you’re English; sometimes I miss the edgy humour of everyday life. Sometimes, but very rarely, I even miss Oz humour.
Cheers. Go spray a whole TOGO of IShine and IO mixed! That will fix the dial.
<3
sniff
kisses. Hope you feel better.
Now we need a kissy face icon.
Went shopping for a sofa today as my new house should be finished building in a month or so. I hate salesmen who pounce on you with a passion.. let me shop in peace! You can see them all eyeing you up as you walk in, blocking off the exits and slowly gravitating towards you. Sometimes I toy with them by pretending to head in one direction, waiting until they move into position, then quickly turning a different way.
Anyway, I was wearing what I usually wear when the gf doesn’t have shifts at work - a314 + tuth.
I had been to these stores before and the staff were annoying and pestering.. however today they all seemed to bugger off easily and quickly after being told I was fine browsing. Aided by some sharp comments such as “What are you looking for today?” - “A sofa, funnily enough” without even looking round at him while in a shop named scs sofas. Usually they hang around trying to open you. Today they left quickly, which was great.
The scent of MX297 is amazing. GF seems to love it too. Describes it as spicy.
In other news - my a314 bottle appears to be playing up. Sometimes no drop forms, sometimes I can see the drop but gravity doesn’t want to let it fall.. and no the bottle is nowhere near empty!
My reply to that issue with A314
Wow it has been more than a week. I’m terrible!
Thanks for the tip Steve, it worked a charm.
I have a few stories to tell when I get a moment to sit down. I’ve only just awoken, been sleeping terribly lately and working too much as usual. Probably somewhere around 50hrs+travel time. Most notable of late has been MX297 trial on the long term partner’s parents, and my blind putative at work and in an important meeting. Also a note on overuse of A314 , an effect I also noticed with IG. Also starting to notice resistance to IS building, taking a break from it. TUTH / Ammo at work is bad
Need a holiday so I can lurk the forum a bit more!
Just worked a 50 day m-f, now preparing to go in again today… just like I did on saturday. Ouch!
Blind pheromone test @ work
Product name,scent and strength
4 x Blind test
Application dosage and locations
Chest, wrists, neck.
Environment tested in
Small meeting room on an external site. Population me, senior manager, project manager and some folks from another company. All of us had met or worked together before.
Self effects.
On the drive over there, I am usually very chatty with my manager. However today I wasn’t at all. I am usually open and talkative only with people I know. It wasn’t anxiety stopping me talking, it was a mixture of not knowing what to say and feeling as though what I had to say was too boring, or there was no point in saying it. I felt critical of what I was about to say, and very dismissive of it. Instead opting for silence. He made little effort to talk. I also noticed I was not as hungry as usual? Also more forgetful, leaving pens, paper, notepads dotted around wherever I went!
Effects to others
I don’t think we actually got anything done in this meeting. We were meant to.. but it didn’t happen. People were talking slowly, going off on tangents, coming up with odd ideas, laughing about things. Several times we were interrupted by random people walking into the room. I would expect someone to put a stop to it, lock the door or something - but nobody cared. Towards the end an argument broke out between two people.. I say argument, but it wasn’t heated. You know those arguments where it’s all done with slow, calculated talking - and often a sneer, rather than loud, fast words? What I noted about this argument is that it seemed to come out of nowhere. 1 comment by someone sparked a very very defensive response from the project manager. And I mean defensive to the point where as we left the building, he said goodbye to me and completely blanked the guy next to me who had made the comment. Despite there being free cake and champagne (exec visiting) , I noticed nobody in our meeting went for it.
Duration of effects.
Less time than other products. I felt back to normal by the time we were back at work at about 12.