so i take a good scrubbing shower and then use 2xAMMO on my neck. i go to pick up Ms Petite and she’s in a pretty good mood. we get to the bar and meet our other friends: girl our age and a tiny little 19yo ukrainian girl. the 19yo is like a toy, very hot in that “wow, that’s deff a ukrainian girl” kinda way. instantly the older one starts to giggle around me and just acting flattering. she had a very big reaction throughout the night. at one point she wrote my name on the napkin, then drew some crap around it, i think she’s totally flabbergasted by how nice i am to Ms Petite and she prolly thinks in a good BF. the 19yo i hadnt really met before and she’s pretty shy at her age, but she seemed to eventually warm up as the night went on and paid the most attention to what i had to say.
we get some food and 2 guys and a girl show up whom we were waiting for. the night goes on and our waitress is really bouncy and “wiggly” as i talk to her. she spaced out a lot and stumbled in answering simple questions like, “should i close my tab i had at the bar and just order drinks from you?” one of the guys argued with the other one about EVERYTHING. first it was the American cellphone technology, 30 seconds later it was a full blown fight about whether men should get their nails manicured, then he argued with the waitress about them not having gin on the menu, etc. he’s usually like that, but last night he took it to a new level and just wouldnt let the other guy get any words in. funny thing though, i thought he had more respect for me. as we’re leaving i went to the bathroom and as im about to pee into the urinal he kinda shakes my shoulders from behind trying to scare me. i dont enjoy men touching me in a cramped bathroom, especially as im trying to concentrate. so i yell at him, he literally jumps back and apologizes extensively, “im sorry, i didnt mean to. i wont do it again, i promise.” and all this very sincere. he was plastered at that point, and i didnt see him be polite to anyone, let alone be worried about what people thought of him.
at one point i saw some former co-workers enter the bar, so i went to talk to them for maybe like 25 mins. they recently quit in light of the shady ass business deals and an acquisition by a software monster. they know all the dirty secrets because they were to high up, so i get some juicy info about what REALLY happened, not just the lies we read in the official emails. they normally like me and talk to me about these things. i told them about all the changes that’s happened since they were gone. eventually i said i had to get back to my people. they all made sure that we set up another time to meet, like for drinks or party at their house and were generally a lot more “hey, max, call us, we should hang out more and come to my party, blah blah blah.” usually they dont care, im friends with them, but im not inner circle like this. one guy surprized me as he said that he thought some comment i posted on someone’s facebook was funny. this guy is the ultimate “internet is bs, get out there and interact with real people, i hate facebook.” interesting.
the 19yo’s bf called her and invited us to his house. we get there and there is like 5 guys smoking a hooka, all around 17-19. i get to talking to the guy who’s house it is. he’s an EMT and says he doesnt make any money, but he’s not doing it for that, he likes his job and the fact that he helps people. then tells me how he bought his dad an HD tv and a dvd player. then tells me again that he’s not doing his job for the money, but for the saving people’s lives part. interesting. i didnt really ask for this info. btw, he had a ferret, and the little ratty thing would stay perfectly calm and still in my arms, but anyone else, she’d try to escape, even from girls. she stuck her nose on my lip once and after that my whole face felt like it was getting shocked for the next 20 mins. no clue what that was…
it was getting late, so Ms Petite and i decided to leave. that would prove to be nearly impossible. everyone i talked to at the house (owner, his brother, the girl from before that had a big reaction to me, etc) would beg us to stay. they found ways to convince us that it’ll be better if we stay a little longer, starting from the fact that it’s cold outside and ending in the fact that the EMT guy had to get up too and he wasnt complaining. 15 mins of this and we finally escape. walk home in the freezing cold.
at my apt we drank some tea and went to bed because we were both tired and i really had to get up early today. we already had sex before. we started to make out and get into it, clothes came off. then it was time for the pants, she stopped me. i asked why, she was unable to provide a reason. i asked if it were that time, she said no. i asked if anything was wrong, she said no. i said, “ok, well, it’s up to you.” after much shyness she eventually tells me that she doesnt want me to do anything until she talks to some dude. this is her ex that she dated for 6 months previous to me. she tells me they just made out and never went any further. huh?? she’s 25, i find that hard to believe. especially since i know the guy and this just doesnt make sense. so her reason was that she had to talk to him first. so here is an example where logic breaks down when it enters a woman’s brain. if she wants to tell him it’s over between the 2 of them and she wants to be with me, then it shouldnt matter what i do or dont do that night. if there is a possibility that she wants to talk to him to decide if she wants him instead, then she shouldnt be wasting my time like that. should have used some Instant Openness to get a straight answer. the only positive conclusion i can draw is that any sort of reason went out the window and i need to let her do whatever it is she wants to do and then see what happens. did i mention we already had sex?
fuck it, next time (as in tonight) im using ONE spray of ammo, maybe i overdid it.
i am fully aware that there is more to this than just my use of phero’s. i guess i should expect complicated relationship things as I and Ms Petite get closer and find out more about eachother. she could have actual reasons that i just cant deduce. my limited intelligence can only get me so far in terms of analyzing social interactions.
now i feel that i have to stop being stupid and get to learning the art of the phero’s. specifically, i need to do the ol’ “try one product at a time” approach. i am lacking any sort of experience due to the fact i still havent done that.
