So Today I wore 3 drops of A314, but a bunch more gobbed out so it was more like 3 blobs…and I didn’t wear anything else.
It happened again…I was stuttering! It’s like too much A314 causes me to get nervous and stutter and hyper tense!..Also on my tours the people I was guiding around were very quiet the whole time. Not really a good thing…this is supposed to be fun times…but they were quiet and it was tense. This is the 4th time it has happened to me. It’s as if A314 is working against me, something in it makes me nervous and tense…none? maybe…too much rone? i don’t think so cause Ive worn 5 sprays of IG and felt great. Not gonna do that again.
that happened to me SEVERAL times with A314 by itself.. especially when im high im just 100000x paranoid.. I’ve came very close to feel what a panic or anxiety attack really feels.
I guess just buffer it =|
yeah, buffer seems the only way..but i wanna know what exactly it is insdie of it that’s doing that because it’s PRONOUNCED…kinda like if i never had worn mones and met someone who had a bunch of A314…it’d make me nervous in their presence…but its doin it back to ME…nuts
I’ve been running p130 solo this past week and it really makes you calm and indifferent to EVERYTHING. If you’ve got some of that, maybe try adding that to your higher A314 doses
Hahaa I was thinking more of P75… seriously just skimming through reports tells me that something in it reduce SA a lot or something.. best thing about p75 is from 1.25 up to 5mcg it’s very effective (some say at 5 its too much even). a bottle of p75 will last you forever that way too.
I decided I would try it on my band mates. Girl 24 guy 25.
When we 1st got there, she had a little tantrum, she was VERY upset, because of past issues.
I had on 30 mcgs of TAC.
I felt like I was on 9 bottles of Instant Shine or something. I just felt soooooooooo happy and energetic and silly and, I took my shirt off while playing… Her tantrum would normally put me off make me annoyed or angry inside and I’d bottle it up, and it would come out later.
Not on 30 mcgs of TAC.
Not this time…I just very straight forwardly, in a happy way said, well I didn’t mean to offend and then moved forward. I can’t explain it. By the end, her demenour had changed so drastically and she apologized.
So somethings afoot with this Molecule C.
EDIT: I didn’t notice anything from guy, but they both asked me…“like damn…are you on something?”
After, I was like yeah…am I on something? Why am I sooo damn UP and cheery. then it popped OHHHHHH right I sprayed 30 mcgs of TAC…gotta be the tack!
Ok so to add to my TAC reports, today I had 20mcgs instead of 30mcg. I did my tours like normal EDIT: i actually had a 5 hr energy but I just found it in my pocket and i didn’t drink it! But I had a shit load of energy for the tour, matter of fact now that i look back, I even said…am I talking and going to fast for you girls??..Hmmm so maybe there is something to the energy as well as flirting with TAC …anyway the 3 german girls who were on my tour showed lots of flirting and then even asked me out afterwards. I’d say thats a pretty damn big hit. That never happens.
1st night I had 3 sprays of IG, 2 sprays of IS(4) TAC 30mcgs 5mcgs of TUTH. Date was fun, silly feel to it and just great. Matter of fact next day she texts me saying “you were so happy!” …again I think TAC had a lot to do with it.
2ND DATE.
I had exact same mix.
So things went well until the check comes.
it’s 59.88.
she puts out $40
so I’m like okay I’ll pay the rest and 20% tip.
so I do…I drop $32…i didnt eat as much and so all seemed well.
She flips out at me! and in a very sharp emotional angry tone she SNAPS at me…I’m just gonna go home!!..*…I’m confused…what?? "You’re just gonna put in $12?..m like what are you talking about?..so she angrly picks up and sees there was an extra $20 bill there.
Well, this upset me. Yeah she apologized, but I don’t care it really hit me hard. …i rode bikes back to her place cause she invited me, but it just ook all the good outta the night. So i said..no I’m tired Im going home. I bet she feels bad, but damn. To me its all about hour you deal with situations…
If she was a server at a point, or was influenced by someone who was, typically that’s a point that gets very touchy for most people. Don’t take too much offense to it IMO.
There are situations that show you just too much about the person you have in front of you and things get completelly cold. And when that happens, it´s better to end things as fast as posible. Maybe she feels bad, but you are not responibel of her wellbeing unless you are in a LTR, and even then, your responsability is always smaller than hers in what concerns her happiness.
That kind of reaction is so cheap in my book… Everything on it shouts TACKY! and It´s a big warning sign.
Anyway, that kind of things happen when you deal with people you don´t really know… You should feel proud about yourself, first for trying and second for having standards. Sensitivity and class are very important quelities in lady.
yeah I hear ya, but I’m still in the service industry too and I always tip %20…she got snapped and got upset, cause she just “made it up” in her head somehow that I didn’t leave enough to even cover the bill like i was gonna leave without tipping OR paying the rest…anyone else would have I think just stated, “Hey did you leave enough?” ..or “How much did you leave?” …but to flip out “at me” and in an negative emotional way kinda shows me how she’ll be in the future should “other things” happen. Maybe it’s asking too much but I don’t want a women who deals with the little things in life that way…esp. since it’s only the 2nd date? I mean if we were married or something…i guess yeah. …She felt bad and apologized , but it just turned me off like a light switch…*click.
While it’s not really an indicator - lot’s of chicks freak at the little things and the big ones send them into organizational overdrive. It’s the multitude of little things that break down relationships; certainly cause for concern if she’s happy to snap in public.
Happytappin’ and Happysnappin’? Funny, in theory but not in practice.
To ME, it sounds like she may have pegged you as a CHEAPY, USER, or something in that area. This could be from something in the past, but yeah … I’d keep a keen eye on her character! You never really know what type of person you’re dealing/in love with until they get pissed off; and if they reach for a knife, axe, 9mm, a spiked club, or anything off the ‘CAN HURT/KILL YOU’ list … it … doesn’t … get … any … better. DO NOT! I repeat … DO NOT … think you’ll be the exception. Tis best to be alone and lonely, than to die from a hammer to your dome!
…I’m confused…what?? "You’re just gonna put in $12?..m like what are you talking about?..so she angrly picks up and sees there was an extra $20 bill there.