Hey everyone, I’m a guy from Israel who’s in his early 20s. I’ve heard about pheromones from a friend, and found this site via google (it appears as a first result nearly every time I searched for something pheromone related).
When I was little, I had no social problems what-so-ever, and most of my friends were girls; but as I grew up, I became the class’s ‘nerd’, and lost all my female friends.
I got a lot of grief (was “confiscated” by the other kids, got into fights, bad sayings about me were graffiti’d on the school walls etc.) as a kid, and it had made me socially awkward/afraid for a while (even throughout highschool). I’ve been battling this social awkwardness since then (even went to a psychologist for several years), and I’m now back to being quite a confident man. I still have fear of approachment, but other than that I’m pretty normal (after the conversation has started, I’m pretty awesome. My sense of humor is kind of wild, but women seem to like it).
Due to my self training (“love yourself”, “respect yourself” etc.) I went from a self loathing little shy kid who’s afraid of people (I was so afraid of the public that I felt really stressed out and on the verge of throwing up just from being in places like malls etc) to quite a narcissist who isn’t afraid to stand up to people, even his superiors. I’ve served in the military, which also helped me get fit, boost my confidence and taught me to be proud of who I am. It wasn’t until the age of about 18 that I could again walk outside by myself and feel like the world is at my feet, and not otherwise. It’s a very powerful feeling, now that I think about it.
After I was confident enough to not be that feeble little guy in the dark corner anymore; my next goal was to become a better person towards others. I felt like I got a second chance at life, and I should help other weaker ones get theirs, too. I’m always very protective of people who are being made fun of just for who they are, and I’m the first one to jump to their defense.
I’m all about self improvement now and becoming a better person. It makes me feel like I’m, step-by-step, gathering all the pieces of my human self on my way to self accomplishment and becoming “complete” again. Sorry if this sounds weird.
Surely, you could guess this by now; I was never a master with the ladies (except when I was 6-9 years old, lol), and I accept it. I’ve had 3 girlfriends, and lost my virginity at age 19. When I truly aim for a specific girl, I usually get her- or at the very least a close miss (the last close miss I had was so funny, it was worth missing. I got the girl to sit with me alone outside of the bar where our friends were. We had a good conversation, and just when I was about to make my move… a bird shat right through my fingers and onto my pants. Knowing to always be confident and to not give a crap, I almost fell down laughing at the situation; but she didn’t find the shit-covered-man so funny/sexy and wanted to go back in. Later some guys she knows from her old class came by and stuck to her).
I’m very interested in pheromones for that extra edge. I feel like I’m missing something. I’m self confident, but not when the time has come to hit on women I don’t already know. I guess that deep down, I’m lazy and want them to hit on me. While this would rarely happen, maybe the mones would ease the process up a bit and help me with my baby steps. I’m a pretty attractive and calm guy, but due to my closeness that I can’t help, I fail to give off a sexy/friendly vibe. I catch women glancing at me quite a lot, but it stops there, and I’m horrible at picking up women at bars/clubs (it’s very hard for me to hit on them when I can barely hear myself). I hope pheromones can help me send off an inviting and sexual vibe, to make them know that I’m available and ready- and not this closed shell of a man that I appear to be.
So, that’s me. A guy on a life quest to fix his childhood damage and improving. Hope to have a great time here, guys. 
P.S.
Could you guys please recommend me a beginner’s kit of sorts? Especially something that would show me clear result, as I’m not very observant in these matters- and I’m afraid that if the effects aren’t clear enough, I might miss them and think that mones are ineffective.
Thanks!
