Hi Emily, welcome to PTalk.com!
It’s fine, we all love to hear people life story’s from all walks of life 
IS/b is one of the best products which suits your current needs. You might also want to consider some IShine for that pick-me-up effect.
Gives you the happy vibe that should give an impression of bubbliness,
You might also want to check out this thread, great to read up;
https://pheromonetalk.com/t/an-introduction-to-mones-names-size-strength-use-effects-length-of/43003
Also you are taking most of the initiative, so you might want to consider having more options in future. Girls deserve more than that
Cheers Emily!