I also got it in FF21 version
Yeah I’m not a huge fan of the FF’s. They give me a headache if I don’t wear them often…
enone and working out… ugh
PT today just starting back up and again it’s a do it at your own pace thing. Following up on a previous observation of enone and exercise, I used enone plus nitric oxide this morning. For those of you who don’t know ‘nitric oxide’ in a workout complex means arginine which increases the amount of NO in th bloodstream which is used in almost all aspects of your body. Most noticeable effects are dilation of blood vessels increasing bloodflow to muscles and whatnot. pharmacy lesson over I use NO on a regular basis as a workout booster and have not received results like today before.
experience:
lack of limiting ability and body warning signs. Today’s workout wasn’t difficult by any means on it’s own. Had I paced it regularly I probably would have been fine but I wound up becoming fairly severely dehydrated without any of the typical warning signs at all. No nausea, lightheadedness, headache, vision issues, no nothing. Nothing up until after the workout, after having stopped and sat for a few minutes that when I got up again, I upchucked what little was in my stomach, and had to sit and sip for a good 15 minutes.
conclusion:
It’s pretty obvious to me that enone is a fairly effective workout booster as it makes me more aggressive and more willing to push myself while pushing other concerns out of my mind, I would say animalistic, but that is a strong term. It heads in that direction.
hillke: great adventure so fare 
I know what you mean with the reaction of the IS though i had it too very strong the first round.
Started laughing my ass of in my car… for no reason , i was just in a fantastic fun mode, and for no reason lol. Because i was just going to the store to buy some food.
So no i have ordere my 3rd package of mones.
to bad all the good MX series seem to be sold out, would be fun to try 297, 301 and 354 and probably more funny ones too oh and some P 93-94 and 98 ^^
A little F in my coffee…
So I’ll admit it, when I have a piled up list of stuff to get done, I sometimes take a little TAF to keep my focus up, and it works (see before). Problem is… today I got distracted…
So for the past 3 hours I have been randomly perusing the internet. I remember everything I did. It’s like waking up from a coma. BAM Here I am 3 hours later with absolutely nothing to show for it.
I’m turning off my computer now, just thought I’d share before I went
A little A1 in the morning…
So I’ve been digging throughout my stash and found my little bottle of A1 I ordered a few months ago. I’ve been taking the advice of some others on here and putting a drop on my hands with some lotion in the morning. I know that it has an effect on myself to a depressive tune but it’s not depression by a long shot, more like a calming effect. As to others, I haven’t noticed any reactions that I can explicitly attribute to it but the logic behind it is ok I believe. I can’t really see many effects better than associating “comfort” with “touch” whether it be running my fingers through her hair or a shoulder rub or whatever.
College… wow
So, it’s college season again, week three starts tomorrow. If this post seems muddled and disorganized it’s because I haven’t been really keeping a journal but rather just writing as I remember.
First off, college season (for those who don’t remember or aren’t there yet) is amazing. I call it a season because there’s college during summer but that’s just not the whole experience. Over the summer I haven’t been working or had other serious commitments so, through this site and other resources, I have been working on my “game”. There are mottos out there like train hard and work easy and I am finding that to be true even when it comes to working with people. During the summer, this college town is near empty and there are relatively very few people around and things to do to where you can improve social technique. But doing so during this time is seriously paying off!
With the assistance of mones and what I’ve learned (and a 12 credit course load ) college is so much more fun! I won’t say its easier to manipulate people but it is exponentially easier to control whatever situation I am in. A good example is last night:
A female friend from high school, two years younger than me, just got to college. She friended me on facebook two days ago and we have been texting pretty much non-stop since. Last night she invited me to a movie night with some of her friends. Movie night turned out to be 4 people on a dorm futon watching a dvd on a laptop. I volunteered that we go to my place a few blocks from campus. Wound up with 10 people at my place watching movies all night long. I jumped on the couch, and so did my friend and 5 freshman girls…
back up…
She invited me at about 10 last night to one of the dorms to watch a movie. I decided to start trying my project UF and went with 2.x sprays of MX391.
To be continued, above friend just invited me to lunch… figure I’ll keep up the 391 
College… Wow***…On Golden Pond 
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and now, the rest of the story:
SO, where was I… Ah yes, the dorm
So I get to the dorm and find my way in because security is a joke. I then call my friend asking which room she is in and apparently she was waiting at the other entrance for me. She comes in and tackles me as usual but because she’s a small girl she just kinda latched onto me with accompanying laughter and rolling eyes from her friends who were with her. Names and introductions around while climbing the stairs. When we get to her room, I realize that they are using only a laptop to watch the movies. Once everyone else arrives I volunteer my apartment for a better movie theater and my friend enthusiastically agrees. I head out of the room to use the bathroom and when I get back I hang outside because they’re talking about me. “He seems cool” “He seems nice” “That kid is awesome, where do you know him from” “He smells nice, did you notice that?”. I lol to myself and go in, startling everyone . So we wind up going to my place which is pretty damn nice for a college kid (thank you US Army). Obviously my place has an effect on folks and I start my host routine making popcorn and getting out all sorts of pillows and beanbags. As they filter in I hop on the couch next to my friend and then so do 5 other girls 
. Well, my couch seats about 4 people, not 6 so I get the popcorn and settle back in on the floor. Everyone comments about how darn nice my place is and the movie (Monty Python and the Holy Grail) eventually starts. Doesn’t take long before the girls start giggling and prodding each other, being just out of high school and all, and I notice that they’re texting each other. I text my friend “What’s going on over there” and she replies “scoot next to girl x” who happens to be on the couch. Then surprise happens. My friend bumps the girl off the couch and onto me. I’m sitting here like wtflol and ask her if shes ok and she looks up at me and just kinda nods and laughs a little I ask her if she needs some help up and she says “I’m ok here actually”…
Well, some more shenanigans ensue throughout the movie and the movie after that but nothing really worth commenting. The girl falls asleep on me by the end of the second movie and afterwards they all go home. Nothing was really said about it but I say win!
Where we were interrupted:
So, yesterday, my friend invites me to lunch, which turns out to be a backwards way of getting me to come to a discussion group for a homework assignment… Fine and dandy. So I picked one of the two person couches and started chowing on the Qdoba I brought (I thought ahead ). Not too long after the girl who fell asleep on me the night before sits down next to me and we get to talking. One vastly off topic discussion group later and we decide to go to the gym. We all played racquetball and then went swimming. After swimming came the hot tub. I sat in next to the one girl and then got the idea to play deprivation (aka never have I ever, I have never, etc) which is a pretty good icebreaker and a great judge of how comfortable people are around certain subjects. After a pretty revealing game, we all get out and go eat and then head back to the dorm. It’s now about 7pm and everyone is hanging around the lounge. I’m still talking with the girl and it turns out that were the only ones in the room who don’t have homework due in the morning and I offer that we go see a movie and surprisingly she accepts. We head back to my place (I reapply mx391) and then to the theater. Sitting next to eachother turns into hands next to eachother turns into holding hands, arm around shoulder, then her basically laying on me by the end of the movie, which was Inception, definitely not a romantic flick. Car ride back home, get to the turnoff where it’s either back to my place or the dorms and I say “your place or mine?” and she says she doesn’t care. She tries to put a movie on while I take a shower and I come out in a towel she complains that she can’t get my tv to work. I go over and show her how to do it (still in a towel) and she’s not looking at the tv . I put on my lucky fleece pj’s (chicks dig the fuzzy) and sit next to her. She’s laying on me, my hand is moving lower, she’s reciprocating, and I say “I would do more, but your belt is really tight”. Next thing I know, I’m on the floor getting no sleep :o.
Sidenote: After four hours, she’s getting worn out so I volunteer a shower and bed. I get dry and put one spray of TUTH2x on my chest right about head-level for her. She gets out and hugs me and her face is right there, she says “you smell nice is that Axe?”, I say “no”, she keeps smelling and guessing and when we get to the bed shes all wet and it’s another three hours before we get any sleep.
Social proof + personality + MX391 + TUTH = friend-of-a-friend to fucking in two days. I’m pretty sure she’s not smitten with me and she’s definitely not as innocent as she initially seems . Even I’m anxious to see how this one plays out.
I’m not dead actually… just remarkably busy and lazy at the same time, not a good combo. As it happens, I haven’t been using pheromones for the past few weeks (mostly) because I was getting to the point where IS didn’t affect me any more which wasn’t encouraging. All excuses aside, I will be trying my best to keep up everything here and get back into the testing scene in about a week or so. I’m now 21 which means that bars and better clubs are available to me but I think I may be a bit too attached to this one girl to be about flirting with everyone… Who knows, that could change any day or I might have quit before I even started.
Point is, I’m not dead. Just… I dunno, the last month kinda disappeared
Backfill:
first off: my collection (minus a few in the car, gym locker, backpack)
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That turned one with 5 behind it next to MX138 is MX297
Secondly, some posts that never went up. I wrote some up in a pocketbook for a while before going on hiatus and never got these entered in. I wasn’t intelligent enough to date them as I probably didn’t think it would take me this long to get them in.
Timeline is somewhere between mid september and mid october:
MX138: Doesn’t affect me anymore, tried 1, 2, and 3 sprays on separate occasions over a week and nothin. Sad panda face. It wasn’t amazing to begin with for me, seemed like 4x of IS with a quick wear-off and was missing something, maybe frontloaded TAA…
CTTM: At two sprays comes in as a combination of IS IO and a little IG but has a mild effect at best. More sprays doesn’t help. I get a little boost from it and am feel slightly more confident but not really much effect. Never identified any hits.
MX297: Has actually been getting smell hits recently. Girls describe it as dark, woodsy, musky, campfire-ish, deep, oak-like. Strangers like to open up to this one and it still has a pretty pronounced effect on myself as well: calm, relaxed, i’m-cool-and-if-you-come-over-here-you-will-be-too. Personally, I like the oil-ish base as I can spread it around for greater diffusion with less product and the heavier substance results in less waste from sprayaway. Still one of my favorites, glad I bought a whole bunch before it went away forever. I like two sprays for this, one spread around my neck and one spread on my forearms. Seems to have better diffusion on body hair.
MX301: One of my favorites, as such I’m running out (ran out as of yesterday, actually). Oddly enough, seems kinda hit-or-miss, as in either no effect or huge effect on certain people. I have had girls comment that they “usually don’t talk this much”, nothing deep like IH/IG strike or anything but just really chatty (can be annoying even…). I only use this one when I have someone in mind and apply it 10 or so minutes before contact. Only ever used two sprays, in close to the neck and wrists.
MX330: haven’t used yet :o
MX384-385: Only used these on two occasions each because I do NOT like what they do to me. They make my personality clunky and wry. I find myself acting like a stereotypical jock with a speech impediment. It’s not entirely that bad but it’s hard to find something intelligent to say and when I do it’s usually a really harsh zinger… A friend commented that I was being an ass, and I honestly was. This was at one spray to the neck.
MX384-389: haven’t used yet
MX390: Milder effect similar to MX391
MX391: Awesome! Neck and neck with MX301 in my favorites. I find myself being witty, intelligent, suave even. Fantastic personality booster. It’s almost like I think faster when I use it. Seems to affect others in proximity similarly, definitely when close. Always two sprays, close and slow so I get all of it and spread it around my neck and wrists.
MX392: Makes me more alpha in social situations. I start pulling up cool stories about myself and leading conversations. Only used twice at 1 spray to the neck so I haven’t nailed down any effects on others yet. Seems like it could possibly have a sticky effect to where people just kinda hang around and listen as long as you’re talking, but further testing is needed to verify that.
MX393: haven’t used
MX394: I actually didn’t receive this one in my UF pack. Instead I got two MX393’s. I just realized this as I was organizing them all for the photo. Am I missing out or is the extra MX393 a decent substitute?
MX395: haven’t used.
P130: Fantastic. Don’t know what’s in it but it hits me like a ton of IS with a confidence boost coming from somewhere. Almost like a really happy version of A314. Due to the rarity, I’m saving this one as best I can.
TAA: I know this is in IS and it is kinda like it but is definitely missing something. Where IS can give an overall happy feeling, TAA is kinda like an empty happy feeling. It’s hard to describe, maybe my mind is expecting something extra that never comes. Maybe I’m hallucinating and the world is a farce? Anyways, I have been using this to balance out my A314 on occasion instead of IS/IO as it gives me a more upbeat strong alpha where IS/IO can “water down” the alpha vibe.
TAH: No real self effect noticeable but I did use it when I went to see a great friend. She was like a kitten almost. She was definitely happy from me being there but there was one point where she just came in the room, sat on the couch, laid her head in my lap and fell asleep. Best nap ever. Her only explanation was that she was really happy I was there. Girls I know well tend to sit close and touch more, nothing sexual, more like cuddling. Will definitely be testing this out more but I can’t seem to think of a great public place to use this one. It seems to be more appropriate for when around female friends in proximity.
A1: I got the half strength from LS and have been using it on my hands with lotion as per other users uses. There doesn’t seem to be much of an effect with one drop and there isn’t much more effect when 3+ but two drops seems to be a nice spot. In a word: disarming. Guys are less aggressive, less alpha, can be passive almost. Girls seem to lose barriers, or at least resistance. It can be pretty apparent in the attitudes. I think I may have even downed a few guys days when I stuck my hand right in their faces, they seemed down after that. Separate occasions, different circumstances, one was just surprising my friend by sticking a notecard in his face while studying, the other I was doing a follow-the-finger thing to while bored during a training day. I know it has depressive effects in some guys and I have been careful with it after these experiences. It doesn’t seem to have an effect on me but I might be desensitized to it. It just seems to calm me down, just knock my attitude down a notch or two.
That’s all that was in this book, I know I have some in another around here, but that’s really where I left off.
Ahaha, found my TAF in my backpack, the bottle says most of it:
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Ok, this was just a few days after my 21st birthday and my birthday was on a monday so I didn’t exactly have a party in the beginning of a school week. The next weekend, some of my friends kidnapped me on my way home and took me to I don’t know how many bars and other places in the city. I figured, what the hell, I’m gonna have a birthday bash for once in my life. I don’t know how many bars there were (or strip clubs apparently?) but I woke up on my couch in my boxers (never found that set of clothes) with “get tested” scrawled on my forehead in sharpie.
That stuff aside, I had a project due the next day and a whole lot of stuff that had been put off and I was hungover as hell and slightly worried about the note on my head. I had two cups of coffee and a caffeine tab and I don’t know what else to no avail and decided to reach for some TAF because it has helped me before. The bottle is 12.5mcg/s and in that state I think I put on something like 6 sprays. The next three hours, I remember very vividly during which time I did everything on my list a large amount of homework, threw up several times, developed a splitting headache, and the last thing I remember was tripping in the hall. Now granted, this is more of a funny story that involves pheromones rather than research as I NEVER plan on repeating that weekend, but I can’t help believe that the TAF had something to do with the clarity as it always seems to boost concentration. This really is kinda a cap on the whole TAF subject as i’ve reported on it before but it kinda reminds me of the thinking cap on Hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy.
TAF=
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Aside, my friends still won’t tell me everything from that weekend and the doc said I’m clean
AHAHAHAHA, hella way to come back to the boards. LOVE IT!.
Hopefully you wore a hat over your new skull tattoo
Yes I was wearing the extent of my hat collection that week, this is for sure… It’s good to be back, I gotta say I forgot how much I missed this place.
As I crash here… I have had my first experience with mis-guessing the bottle in my hand. Now this isn’t particularily a horrible thing and it may have been somewhat beneficial even, but it’s only been an hour and I am about to fall on my keyboard.
At the gym, was in the hot tub with H and things are going great (more later). We get out and I go to shower and get dressed (rec center, locker rooms, etc) and being out of MX301 all I have in my locker is IO and IS. I grab the IO and, thinking that it’s a 1x, put on 4 sprays. By the time I finished getting dressed I knew something was up. I looked at the bottle and instead of 1x it was 1 of only 2 4x bottles I have… Well we went back to her room and I looked over an assignment of hers and helped her with some tech stuff and wow… the both of us were obviously buzzed, happy, just overall awesome and eventually we just busted out laughing at a stupid joke til our sides hurt (and that was the best capri sun I ever had). Only problem is that when 2x gives me a downer feeling when wearing off and 4x gives me a crash, I’m definitely going to bed after this post. 16x of ISHINE, fantastic if you want everyone around you to have a fantastic time, bad if you don’t plan on going to bed in an hour…
A girl called H:
I have had fantastic times with people before, even times I wish would never end, but never before have I had someone who’s sentences I can finish and visa-versa. Before this week the only real relationship we’ve had was through the army but one invitation to the hot tub and well… click. That’s the only way I can explain it, I finally get what it means to click with someone. Nothing exciting as of yet, but I know there’s something there, she knows there’s something there and we just need to find a similar free time to do something about it…
Awesome journal, I have enjoyed reading it! Keep it up!
I never really thought that the day would come. I’ve been through college three years, all throughout high school, and everything else I’ve done and there was never a person I have been more attracted to in every way than I am to H. This is a declaration of loyalty, honor, and love. Until we fall apart, I will not flirt, fantasize, date, or sleep with another woman. I am head over heels in love with her and that is all I need.
As of yet, I have not worn pheromones around her. This is a reminder that regardless of how well pheromones work, the single most important thing in building relationship is just being you. I know that when I have been duplicitous in my relationships before it just seems empty. Between her and myself we connect in a way I have never experienced before, it’s just there, like two pieces of a puzzle. I never thought I would meet a person that I would be so compatible with, in fact I had almost given up the thought, but it’s happened. And the most insane part of it all is that we have been friends for the past year. We are implicitly comfortable around each other, no walls, no lies, and anything that may have remained in the way went out the door last night. This girl is perfect in every way I can see and I love her.
What does this mean for me here? I will continue to report to the best of my ability, and assist other to the best of my ability, but I will not be indulging in random adventures involving other girls.
Congrats
Hey hillke
I know exactly how you feel and true, it is the best feeling.
Congrats on experiencing it and may you feel like that toward each other for ever
May god bless you
Joe
Hey good to hear.