Hillke's college pheromone adventures!

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
41

First go at TAF…

Housework and homework when not doing a project or anything is rather mundane, especially since the sun is shining and whatnot. I received my TAF the other day and heard it was good for focus and energy. I wholeheartedly agree, with conditions…

When I first hit it, I used 25mcg, first self effect was brainswell (something I get often using pheros), right on the top of my head. I remembered some random anatomy a few minutes ago and looked up a few things. The area where I felt it (and still do after two hours), is right over the premotor cortex to the posterior parietal cortex. Now if I’m not making random associations, this would make sense why I have just wanted to go for a run the past 90 minutes. I can’t wait to try this stuff in the gym.

As others reported, I have experienced less distraction, more motivation, and that crazy kind of energetic happiness that you get when you are in one of those cleaning moods… I can honestly confirm that, but I think you have to be moving around for it to be most effective. Doing homework, even just writing this, I’m losing that dedication buzz. Anyways, for the past two hours, I have been doing all sorts of stuff I have been putting off and I haven’t looked out the window wishing to be outside. The one time I did look out the window, the colors looked a lot more vivid than usual and I just kinda stared for a few minutes, either my brain is a little too happy on TAF and cupcakes or my apartment really is that dull. Probably both… Now if you’ll excuse me, I have some vacuuming to do.

42

Evening lecture again with my friend. I was wearing 2 MX301 and 2 IH. There was the playful attitude again but tonight she kept taking my things; my phone, my leatherman, my soda, so I think there is some attraction building and a sense of possessiveness, but nothing serious yet. The IH came through at the end because I heard some pretty revealing crap about some guy spreading lies about her so that’s not good but she trusts me enough to tell me about it. No secrets come through before and this is the first time I wore IH with her. I offered my support and an ear or shoulder available 24/7… I just hope that this stays as some infantile prank and doesn’t turn into anything serious… I told her what to watch out for.

43

Hey!

My A314 came today and there was a message from Jaz on my sheet. I feel special :slight_smile:

Just thought I’d make the rest of you Jealous :smiley:

Thanks for the kind words Jasmine!

44

WOW… has it really been more than a week already?

sigh

Nothing to report unfortunately, between school and travel, not enough interaction with anyone (nor experimenting for fear of waste). Didn’t even get over to the mall because of a surprise term project :frowning:

Still looking forward to the rest of summer though and definitely to next year. Good times ahead :slight_smile:

45

Hit up qdoba after a week away. Was wearing 2x A314, 1 ISHINE 2x, 2 IO

Al was at the serving line and when I came up to her she started bouncing in place with a great big smile. Apparently she still likes me :smiley:

I noticed that she was wearing glasses today so when she came by my table I complimented on the specs. She smiled and replied that they were “inspired by” me (I wear glasses all the time), that was a pretty clear sign. As I got up to leave, she asked why I was leaving so soon. I said I had a study group. It was in an hour and I could have stayed longer but I think making the stops shorter may make her look forward to it more. I asked her if she still wanted to see a movie on my way out, she dropped the metal plate she was wiping and responded yes (rather enthusiastically). I couldn’t even finish what I was going to say before she said that she would find a time and call me because it was always her schedule getting in the way. That went well :slight_smile:

At that point, I could tell there was more that she wanted to say at the end but I got a call and was already on my way out. Tomorrow then!

On a side note: She is really nice with everybody, even other guys (but she doesn’t drop what she’s doing for them). As we were talking on my way out, I could see that the guy she was talking to before me was glaring something fierce at me. Apparently somebody was jealous.

46

Study buddy is starting to warm up to me. Now wearing IH again, 1 spray of 2x split on back of hands.

Told me her relationship was complicated yesterday on a random conversation that moved into personal relationships. Just now, out of the blue, completely randomly, as I was staring out the window (6th floor of library, great view), elaborates on complicated. And it is. yeesh…

Anyways, she seems to react to the IH pretty well.

47

OK!

another update from the boring world of summer class me…

The term is ovar!!! Yes I misspelled that on purpose because I felt like it after having to hand write TEN %!@#%#$ PAGES BY HAND!!! grrrrrr

Either way, next week starts the lovely world of biology. Wonder what that class will be like…

Al seems to have transferred to another location, I knew that would happen eventually. My study buddy has gone off to mississippi for a month, and half of everyone dropped out of all my classes, leaving noone really to test on. So much for that, for the next three days IM FREE!!! AHAHAHHAHAAAHHAAHAAAA snore

48

ok so its been a while. Haven’t been using nor reporting as I’ve been shut down with the flu for the past week and a half. Perhaps I finally found the swine flu… Oh well, best to get it out of the way before the school year starts again. One thing I had noticed before getting sick, every time I wear IS and IO I whistle. It was an unconscious thing until someone mentioned it to me and sure enough, I whistle all day long when I wear those…

I got the restock notice on TAH a few days ago about an hour after it was sent and oops… I didn’t get any. Ah well, another day then…

I griped on the forum a few weeks ago that I couldn’t get any IS4x when it was in. Surprisingly enough, when I got my long delayed order of MEO-EST in the mail, along with another, I had two shiny un-ordered 5ml vials of IS4x wrapped in that familiar green bubble wrap. Somebody out there is looking out for me (and everyone else :smiley:) Thanks AD!

49

Hope you are feeling better, I enjoyed reading your journal

50

Hey Hillke,
I liked your journal, i am experimenting with this stuff as well, NOT yet a believer.

If you have time, check mine at: MARK's Journal on IS, IG, IO, TUTH, A314, AMMO World
under mark’s journal.

Perhaps we can exchange few remedies, and double test the effects of products.

Cheers.

51

I’m not dead yet!

ok so for the first time in at least a week I felt normal for two days straight so I started back in where I left off. 3 drops A314 (chin, wrist, wrist) 2x2x IS (neck/upper chest), 2x IO (forearms).

NIGHT AND DAY

I left the apartment in a better mood, dominated with ease everything at the office, went to class not wishing I was somewhere else, and walked home unable to keep a smile from appearing on my face and just about dancing to the music in from my ipod. I have had maybe 9 days in my life like this and 5 of them were using pheromones. Not overblown.

@mark:
I tried the scientific approach for a few weeks but then realized that I was more interested in analyzing my interactions with others than just interacting with others. I was sold on day one because I took a huge hit of 6 sprays or IS and was laughing at the silliest things. I have verified that effect too with the stronger concentrations and TAA. It wont get me out of a particularly bad funk, but I rarely ever get into those. All I know is that they work, and whether that’s a placebo or not, who knows because people very well could just be reacting to your altered state and your mind could be attributing it to such, but I choose to believe.

Disclaimer: I have a whole slew of putatives and others at my disposal which I will be semi-scientifically testing once the normal school year starts again. At the moment I have decided that I just don’t have a steady control group or even single person to test on besides myself. 5 more weeks til then.

52

I am returned!

Got my latest order of TAH and TAL and the p130 going around and an awesome freebie (Jasmin, if you’re reading this, I think I love you) and I think I’m all set through winter if not beyond.

Class this fall is really easy at only 2 days a week which leaves me lots of time for that social life I’ve been neglecting. Also, in 28 days (oct 18) I turn 21, which means I no longer have to worry about getting busted at parties by the overzealous cops around here (nor will I have a use for the fake id anymore). That being said, I believe that my journal will be hoppin with new posts in the not so distant future.

Thanks AD, thanks everyone else, and see you around!

53

So this morning I got my latest order and in it was a free bottle of P130 so I figured I’d try it out. Within about 30 seconds I felt confident and upbeat. Quite literally, it made me stand up straighter, smile, puff my chest out, and think ‘I’m gonna kick today’s ass’. I didn’t really get to observe others’ reactions as I was working in a server lab all day.

It seemed to me to be something like A314 minus any added aggressive. No irritability, no impatience, no intimidation, just upbeat motivation. I have a feeling that this combined with TAF would be killer for getting anything done. As a social prop, confidence is always required and, even though this is just my initial reaction, I believe this could be a staple mone for all situations social.

54

Welcome Back Hillke!

55

Thanks Hop, I forgot how much I enjoyed being around this place.

56

A314 and me:

So I’ve been back in the Army department this last week and as such have been using my favorite 2xA314+3xIS+2xIO combination. It holds status and authority yet has enough buffer to take it down and make me not so intimidating to others (+ the self effects). Yesterday was one of the few occasions when I did not reapply the socials halfway through the day as I was only working in the morning and I have confirmed something off-putting to myself. A314 on it’s own makes me very intolerant of stupidity, idiocy, or even mediocrity. Anything that irritates me will have a very short fuse to burn. Thankfully I was only playing Halo, but man, I really lit into some people… Usually I’m laid back in whatever I do wherever I go, but this stuff can make me a flippin drill sergeant. This will most certainly have a use in the training environment as that is part of my job in the unit, but I will have to keep myself in check. I don’t get violent or anything, just really “big and scary” (description from a friend in the field).

57

It’s ALL GOOD …Perfect.

58

Tonight I went to cage fitness. For those of you who don’t what it is, Force of One Martial Arts - CAGE FITNESS

I’ve been going for about a week and have neither used mones nor substances before. Tonight I really wanted to amp it up and I decided I’d go for some of the Enone that’s been collecting dust in my closet. My little bottle of enone is 112, and I applied one spray under my chin. No immediate self effects were noticed but

Wow

My intensity was so through the roof I nearly passed out. Note here, the way the class is set up you can have any intensity of workout to however you pace yourself. Tonight, it seems I just couldn’t pace myself. Everything was “go faster” “hit harder” “keep up with the instructor who’s been doing this for however many years”. When it came time for ground pound (beat the crap out of the bag) I really got into it, grunting and yelling to boot. The people around me were just kinda looking at me funny after that round. The biggest thing I noticed was the near passing out but also that it looked like it rained on my area of the mat. Sweat everywhere…

That was a little scary, but also good to know. Right now I’m sore as hell and will be worse tomorrow morning when I do it again…

I’m a little afraid of using that in conjunction with some workout products (all legit, btw) but I may sometime soon.

59

Sometimes you just need to stick your hands down her pants

I’m dead serious. Well, certainly in not all situations, but I have confirmed that this works on two separate occasions. As I continue on the forum here I see people asking which combination to do this or that but the one that really gets to me is “what combination will help me to take it to the next level?” and the OP sounds like he’s just banking on a phero combination to work some magic.

I am not bashing pheromones, I would testify in court that they work, but nobody should base their hopes of having a relationship on pheromones doing any part of the work. I am also not saying don’t ask for advice, it’s always good to get input from others, but just take a look.

My story begins 18 months ago, spring term, freshman year, my dorm room, before I had discovered pheromones. One week earlier, one of the girls next door moved out and another moved in. I watched and listened for a few days before making any attempt to go introduce myself and when I did it went well enough. She was about 5’4", small and cute as hell with a streak of sexy and just a little crazy. We didn’t have too much in common but we just kinda clicked in some ways. The most we did for the next three days was talk about 30 minutes a day. Then her TV stopped working and she asked me if I could take a look at it. Well, her TV was a dinky 15" flatscreen and after getting it working I suggested that we just have a movie night in my room (42" LCD w/ surround sound, yeah shaddup :stuck_out_tongue: ). Well, she brought some friends and so did I and both bunks and all the chairs were filled with folks in my mini-theater and she didn’t have anywhere to sit. Attempting to be a gentleman I said “you can sit here”, meaning my chair (comfy squishy thing, middle of the room)… without saying anything and before I could get up, she sat on me and kissed me on the cheek. Ok then, I put my arms around her and we started the movie.

Half hour into the movie, she was shifting around and my hand wound up under her shirt. She didn’t seem to mind and she just laid her head next to mine. Something inside me is saying do something crazy and I thought, what the hell? I shifted and then my hand was a few inches in her pants. Nothing. Then she shifted up and my hand was gone. She kissed me on the cheek again and that’s where this story ends. Epilogue: We went steady, inseparable actually, til then end of the year and then she went back home. She didn’t return to college and lives an hour away. I’m still her “second best friend” below from a childhood girlfriend and above all her boyfriends since then. We see each other a few times every month and every time is an absolute blast. I have no doubt that if we lived closer we would still be together, but it just isn’t in the cards. I mean seriously, what would we tell our kids about how we got together. “Oh I fingered your mother during a movie in the middle of 12 people” :roll_eyes:

That’s another story out of my book with the moral being that the biggest thing driving a relationship is you and not any accessory you can buy. Am I saying that every girl will be like this? Hell no! But sometimes you just have to nut up, take a risk, and do something crazy (or at least different), to get you where you want to be.

But more often than not, something a little off-kilter will usually be more successful. :wink:

60

Just realized that the store has been out of 297 for a while now. Good thing I picked up 5 a few months ago :smiley: