P86 explorations (continued)
Mix:
P86 25 mcg
Location: the office
Applied 25 mcg to the neck, while waiting for the elevator. When I arrived at my desk I felt nervous and unstable. The drunk feeling was there again. The first hour was very unproductive. I found it hard to concentrate. Especially multi-tasking was impossible. Had to use all my energy while making a phone call, to understand what the woman on the other end of the line was saying.
Girl next to me wanted to ask me a question, so she asked if I was busy. Told her ‘yes’ and immediately corrected myself, because I meant to say ‘no’. She laughed. Later she asked me a question again, and I had to ask her to repeat the question. It was like she caught me off guard, like it was impossible to listen+talk to her and work in my spreadsheet at the same time. Had restless legs. Felt overstimulated in terms of audio, and hard to find the right words when I was talking to people. Much like a previous experience with P102 at work.
People around me reacted positively. Girl next to me (mid 20s, brunette) was giving me smiles all the time, and being very helpful - like she wanted to take care of me. Do you need anything? Coffee/ tea? I’m going to person XX - do I need to deliver a message? She even offered to send my resume to a recruiter she knew at a local bank. She also shared some personal stuff. She’s working 4 part-time jobs, so she’s having a hard time. Half-way the shift she almost bursted out in tears because someone was rude to her on the phone. Minutes later she was all smiles again and trying to chat me up in a playful way. Does P86 intensify emotions in some way?
~1,5 hours later the drunk feeling was managable, so it was easier to remain concentrated.
After 4 hours I applied another 12,5 mcg. Girl next to me (mid 20s, blonde) was very playful and chatty. She wanted to play hangman with me to kill some time. She also asked me some personal questions, and her body language / facial expressions looked like she was worried about me.
Makes me think… Does P86 give off a youthful / childish / playful vibe? Girls seem very open and protective in some way. Is this a pheromone that is excreted by babies?
When I get home I’m tired and need to take a nap. I fall asleep instantly and wake up 2 hours later.
Next day:
Mix:
P86 12,5 mcg
Location: the office
Drunk feeling very light. Easy to concentrate. This dose is managable at work. Or maybe I’m just getting used to the selfies.
After 2 hours I add 1 spray of Ammo, just to see what it does to P86.
Blonde mid 20s girl sitting next to me was giving a lot of smiles, and being chatty. P86 is definitely approachable and fun. It puts people in a good mood. No one has been rude to me so far with this on.
Male colleague was very friendly as well. Today I joined a project that he has been working on for a couple of weeks. Without me asking he came to my desk to give me some tips, while being very attentative and respectful. Nobody asked him to do this. Nice. This never happens when I wear A314.
So far it’s pretty hard to figure out P86! One thing I can say: I don’t really like the self-effects at work. Should test this molecule in more relaxed environments.