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The pheros to start - Ammo 1x to-go (1-2 sprays), IO to-go (1-2), TUTH to-go (1), and TAC 5mcg/spray to-go (1-3).

Later purchased P83 25mcg per spray, 30mL. and A314 oil.

effects noticed

Ammo 1X - Makes people flush in face. Obvious IOIs everywhere. Zero complaints about smell, even at several sprays. Waitresses etc. make frequent touches and get closer, flirty even when I am with a group and wife. Strong impressions formed by exposure to it. Got more interest from a variety of people, got myself onto their radar in a positive sexy-man way. Friendly and not overbearing. “who’s that guy”?

IO - Give me a strong drive to go out and talk to people. Velcro effect with other people. I can develop a circle of people around me talking. Endless conversations about nothing. I can talk to anyone. I talk to myself constantly. I can talk my way though doors, into houses and office cubes, talk my way into anything. I might actually be chasing people around, I’m not sure. Might be making me manic. Great with Ammo.

TUTH - Makes me horny as shit. Sometimes causes arguments with wife. Smells amazing, I love the smell. Gets stronger argumentative reactions. Seems to have a stronger effect on me than anyone else. Gets some stares.

TAC 5mcg - 1-3 sprays. Keeps my wife calm, not getting upset. Makes me very drowsy. Like a glass of wine. Wife’s concerns about me cheating surged back massively when I stopped and replaced it with P83… then A314 put this to rest. Seems to make women very comfortable talking to me at length. Less likely to “I’ve got to go” ending conversation. When used with Ammo, women’s legs open wide, hips thrust forward, body reclines in chair. Make me seem “safer” to women. Seems to soften any mix considerably. Brings a desire for her to “finish” after sex.

A314 Oil - Makes me feel calm and in control. Calms down wife, she defers to me. People make lots of apologies and give me space, go the extra mile for me. Great customer service. Sexual interest from wife. Lots of cuddling and leg-stroking from wife. She puts her arm around me and stands closer. The effects are very subtle but build over time and repeat exposure. Seems to kill all the past arguments. I just say we are moving on, and we move on to whatever I decide. Allows me to re-frame things how I want people to see them.

P83 25mcg - Sexy, relaxed, and playful. Lots of interlocking and holding hands, sensually w/ wife. Repeated exposure makes it easier to invade a person’s space and return there. Seems to eat away at a person’s space barriers gradually, like acid over time the barriers are eroded. Wearing this at a restaurant, the waitress put her hand on my shoulder over a dozen times for no obvious reason, as if to reassure me, or I was like an approachable celebrity in her presence. Others have given me a similar vibe. On the couch at home with some A314 and P83, my wife, son, and the dog all cheerfully pile on top of me until I am pleasantly buried. Internally, moments of pure joy occasionally surface out of nowhere. With Ammo, wife became overly concerned about me cheating again, and began checking though my phone for unusual calls. Demanding that I stay home with her and not go out, fearing she wasn’t living up to my standards and someone else might please me more. Pairing it with A314 seemed to dissolve the arguments that began when P83 first started. All is at peace and in love when paired with A314.

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Men's Journals Index
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Good journal start mate!

Your observations about Ammo, TUTH and A314 are spot on.

Flush faces with Ammo? - yep saw that last weekend with a blonde early twenties girl. The ‘who’s that guy’ effect is definitely there, much more with Ammo than with A314 oil I feel. Probably due to the strong scent and diffusion.

TUTH - yes people get irritated with me easily when I wear this. Makes me horny too.

A314 - I call this one 3C’s in terms of self-effects: calm, collected and commanding. The commanding part can be a bit worrisome :wink: Effects on others? Compliance, unnecessary apologies, respect hits - yes.

Reps!

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Date: 27th of Nov, 2013. 8AM

Product: P74 5mcg, 2 sprays. IO 1 spray plus rubbed some dew off the cap (it’s leaking), still have 2 drops A314 on neck from 24 hour ago, haven’t bothered to wash it. On spray Ammo 1x.

Application: Chest and wrists

Environment: Work, a soundproof studio room in a TV broadcast studio center.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: It’s been raining, day two, feeling kind of low this morning, need a pick me up. Having run low on the IO and Ammo, I have stopped using them and just use A314 with P83 the last few days, and my feelings have now much less extroverted and outgoing than I had been the weeks prior. Sprayed my chest writs with the Ammo and on spray P74. Old co-worker talks to me and notices we are wearing the same sweater color insists we take a picture together for her wall of people wearing similar outfits, yes she has a wall! I feel like after inhaling the fumes a bit settling I have the mentality back to charge about the office talking to other people and holding conversations that I want to have. She wants me to come back after eating breakfast to take my picture. I put on second spray of P74 and one of IO. When I come back we chat for a while about BS and take funning pictures, small talk, end up laughing when we are leaving. I prob. shoudl have used two sprays of Ammo since my friend is in her 40’s, but I’m getting stingy with this Ammo. Need to order more.

Duration:

Other Observations: Ammo and IO gives me amazing hits with nearly everyone, it really improves my day. Everyone seems to dramatically reduce their critisizms of me and so I tend to do less work since I know I won’t get in any trouble. A314 on the other hand improves things mainly with my wife in terms of her comfort / stability and my ability to command her around, and a lot of self-effects in terms of being in-charge and on-track. Seems like the overall trend is everyone else is doing more for me, and I’m doing all the commanding and directing. Ammo + IO gets me off the hook for work, people treat me like McDreamy. A314 gets me organizing other people to get something done, turns me into a manager… people act like the boss just showed up and frantically close their browser windows and get working, with profuse apologies. P74 and IO is water cooler time. Add in Ammo and it’s water cooler with McDreamy.

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I would perhaps attribute that to one of the 7 steering mones in 314. Probably used at less than 1 mcg, since 80% of each drop is the primary androsterone and some of the 20% is -eNone. I’ve always felt maybe .5 mcg of None per drop or so. My tests showed 1.25 mcg, roughly 2 drops oil (the suggested dose) is the amount at which women perceive the sexiness of None. It’s the optimum balance of risk/benefit for 90% of women over 21. It’s the most (I think) you should safely use around children, peers, etc. Pay attention if the status/deference quality of 314 is resetting past negative perceptions and reframing you as the “New Man.” Consider a hiatus from other mones over Christmas. Just use 2 drops of oil daily for two weeks. See if you can recapture some social proof from relatives you haven’t seen lately. See how your wife perceives how they perceive the new you. :slight_smile: I will report on this phenomenon myself shortly. Your fresh eyes prove there’s always value in journaling.

There is remarkably little reporting data directly from women describing how they perceive AMMO, TUTH and A314 differently. I happen to think it is the -eNone amount more so than the buffers. In other words, the different effects come from 1, 2, 3, 4 or 5 mcg. Androtics has never offered (widely) a .5 mcg per spray or 1 m c g dosed None spray. They should. With 2-4 drops of oil, you don’t always win, but you rarely lose. Whereas with any None over about 2 m c g (this seems to be the breakpoint), women can turn on you unexpectedly. Watch yourself at work. It can come out of the blue sky. In highly politically correct jobs, I wouldn’t even use AMMO. See if you can sense specific behaviors from your wife at 2, 3 and 4 oil drops, just by itself. You may find a superior sweet spot that doesn’t need more -eNone. Just TAC, which should be excellent with 314. 314 + T A C could be ideal.

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Thanksgiving day was very interesting. I woke up and make breakfast, eggs bacon, coffee, etc. I am already pulling the turkey out of the brine, making mashed potatoes etc… I am feeling like a commander in chief with a head full of checklists. With the supplements I take these days (a long list) my testosterone level is surely usually really high.

My wife comes down with an extremely agitated mood. I am ordering her to straighten up this and that downstairs, she is yelling back at me. I get agitated with her, so pretty quickly we are fighting. I’m thinking in the back of my head, I need to put on some A314, and another part of me is thinking ah no, that’s not really going to work, is it, it can’t be that easy. I go to shave upstairs and she’s yelling at me still from downstairs pissed off. Fighting continues, I do some more chores, continues.

I go slap on 3 drops of the A314 oil, one behind each ear and one right between the eyes / forehead, plus a half-spray of Ammo, and two sprays of TAC 5mcg to cuffs. Then massage face with some cucumber oil (my usual after-shave routine. I read before that women find cucumber scent the most arousing ad I do like the very clean scent, and it works well for skin care. )

I return from the bathroom and she right away shouts at me about something - “what are you doing?!”, I just march right up to her looking her right in the eyes, and as she continues her volume drops and drops, like the stereo getting turned down slowly and boy does she just sweeten right up. Her entire tone changes, and in fact her entire body starts to relax, her mood lifts, and she goes to can you please do this and that for me like a cheerful and helpless mouse. It was a dramatic shift in a short time-frame. I really did not change my frame in the slightest, if anything I remained as much of a commander as ever and on-track. Oh what a joy it was to see the ice queen melt so surely and quickly. Thinks just rand really smoothly and pleasantly from there. She seems to have completely forgotten that we were fighting and never brings it up again. After the warming, I apply 1 spray P83 25mcg, and she gets a bit playful with the kisses, ass pinching, etc. and makes a lot of compliments about me what an amazing guy I am etc. Seems to accelerate the positive direction once it’s established.

Around 3PM when people start showing up I apply 1 spray TAC again, 2 sprays IO, 2 sprays P74, one additional full spray Ammo. Do second spray of P83 25mcg. People were extremely talkative throughout the evening. People really deferred to me as being in charge of things. Of course it is my place but my wife also deferred to me which doesn’t always happen. Everyone is extremely relaxed looking and there is a noticeably higher than usual amount of arm-touching among the group throughout the evening. People said some things that I might describe as “blurting out” or overly personal stories even before the alcohol consumption really took off. It was an impressive lovey-dovey atmosphere among the couples. Everyone kept toasting and cheering me with the wine and beers. It seemed nobody was off-limits for an extended hug. There was a lot of physical contact and in our tight condo everyone seemed quite comfortable packing in together arm in arm, laying on the couch without boundaries. I was an all around great experience.

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Date: 30th of Nov, 2013.

Product: P74 5mcg, 2 sprays. TAC 5mcg 1 spray . IO 1 spray plus rubbed some dew off the cap (it’s leaking), 4 drops A314 on neck/face. It came out two drops at a time both times, so I just spread it around. 1 spray TUTH to chest.

Application: Chest and wrists

Environment: Double feature at retro movie theater two super depressing and graphic dramas, one about a man recaptured into slavery, the other about people dying of aids and smuggling unapproved meds over the border, with dinner at nearby retro diner in-between. Dropped kid off at parents, went with wife to movie. Two really depressing movies, and friend drops by at the diner and joins us for second movie.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: Wife is very touchy-feely w/ hands and my leg the entire time with both movies. At one point her hand was resting on my crotch for a while, but facing up. When watching the first movie (12 years a slave) the woman sitting a row down from me but nearby bolted out of the theater during the most intense part of the movie when a woman is being whipped on a post… I think she threw up just outside the door. The A314 had me feeling like a boss, and the TUTH heat had me extremely horny as usual, although I was trying to hide it.

My wife was unusually upbeat an optimistic at dinner after seeing the first movie. Friend who’s husband just had open-heart surgery and is recovering from a post-op stroke was also extremely upbeat and optimistic. Both were cheerful and enjoying the night. Friend gave me warm hugs and stood outside in the freezing cold talking to us for an extra 20 minutes after we walked her back to her car. She lives all the way up in Baltimore and we are in DC… after seeing us just last weekend (I had been wearing Ammo, TAC, and P83) she had been texting us to come visit again this weekend. She said she was relieved to see us and it helped keep her sane.

We got a lot of interest from the (possibly gay) servers at the diner. They treated me in a very “formal” manner. The movie theater attendant had warned me that the service at the diner is usually pretty terrible and slow, but we got great service. The server got very nervous when I wanted to briefly look at the check - he nearly fumbled and dropped something. My wife also fumbled and dropped mustard everywhere when she tried to put some on my burger for me. When waiting my wife outside the bathroom at theater, a woman waiting i the hall moved away from me to more distant location to wait - she was a younger girl and appeared to get nervous about my proximity.

Duration: Put on oil in the morning, sprays before first movie. Seems to have lasted all day.

Other Observations: I felt like I was getting really positive reactions from this combo, except the younger girl in the hallway when waiting for my wife. I have been warned about women turning on me from the high enone amount, but so far I’ve only seen people I’m interacting with warm up and relax, and attendants get a bit intimidated and provide better attention. I might have been responsible for the woman loosing her lunch at the graphic movie - or maybe not.

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Date: 30th of Nov, 2013. - continued.

previous to the double feature date, my wife and I went to a funeral for a distant relative, but it was the reception at someone’s home afterward. Put two sprays P74 on before going in… already had 4 drops A314 on. My aunt/uncle are very wealthy and show-off, he is an enormous man, 7 foot and wide like a quarterback, usually gives bone-crushing handshakes for fun. This time, he seemed intimidated by me, yes little me! And his wife (my aunt), daughter (my cousin) and my male cousin’s girlfriend were all hanging on me like velcro, being borderline flirtatious. It was very interesting. My cousin’s girlfriend went out of her way to spend considerable time talking to me. He came up to her a few times and kept her back to him, boobs pointed at me and was actually a bit dismissive of him when he was not around. He actually seemed to notice how she was preferring to talk to me and had a question mark look on him. Similar response from other women.

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Date: 1st of Dec, 2013.

Product: 3 drops A314, later two sprays IO, two P74 5mcg, 1 spray P83 25mcg.

Application: Chest and wrists

Environment: Woke up at parent’s house, applied oil before breakfast, other sprays at home just before dinner guests came over.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: I woke up extremely horny Sunday morning -(we had slept over at my parents house), which seems typical for me after using TUTH. I just couldn’t take it anymore and was feeling agitated. Wife just wanted me to leave her alone (still sleeping), was uncomfortable doing anything at my parents house. I took it the wrong way and left bed even more agitated. Went to wash neck and put on more oil on in bathroom, came out and she was up and about. Re-encountering me with the oil on, her mood was extremely positive/relaxed and I was very much on-track getting things done and left a positive impression on parents.

I got so much done around the house getting back. Eventually around noon couldn’t take it anymore and basically started an argument with her on-purpose about that morning. Let her know how turned on I was and listened to how she felt. Things got a bit unpleaseant and I withdrew back to working. She puts on a movie for the kid, corners me in the kitchen and demnds that we go upstairs and have sex, at this point I’m trying to reject her advances for whatever reason, and she won’t take no for an answer. so that happens…

Then before guests show up for dinner I apply more P74, IO, P83…Friends who I used 'mones around previously they had gotten very red and affected I think, the wife had been contacting me for weeks trying to get me to come back over… They were extremely impressed with the new place, we talked a lot. His wife got very red again, we talked a lot about nothing in particular, but very at-ease and pleasant. They seemed eager to come by more often, and I extended the invitation. They want to come by every week on Wed.

Duration: Most of the day on oil, 2-3 hours before bed for sprays.

Other Observations: Seems like now every time I start a fight, we end up having sex. And I’m the only one starting any arguments, and I always seem to win. Wife keeps telling me that she needs me and is comforted when I am around.

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Date: Wed 4th of Dec, 2013.

Product: 4 drops A314 to neck / face. 1 spray P83 25mcg and 1 spray TUTH later in the day.

Application: neck/face oil, chest for spray. Stopped by a Sephora near Dupont Circle and sprayed some ISSEY MIYAKE L’Eau d’Issey Pour Homme over my other applications. This was right before the bar.

Environment: Home, coffee shop, bar, post office, DMV, Police station

Self Effects/Effects on Others:

At DMV A314 only, 40’s woman at DMV was extremely helpful and patient, but i didn’t have all the right paperwork. Will have to go back.

Did the sprays at a starbucks bathroom by Howard Univesity, lots of young women studying, packat a common table. None of the women looked at me, but several started stroking their inner thighs, rubbing their sternum. An asian girl across from me appeard to get hot and unbuttoned her shirt a bit, and I could see her bra exposed from my angle, and she was rubbing there. She leaned forward into her laptop, but did not make eye contact.

Went to police station for DC parking permits, many 40’s african american women in uniform, they really warmed up to me quickly, and went the extra mile for me in terms of service. They encouraged me to come by again and call them if I needed ANYTHING. interesting.

Post office. Two 30’s men, I was asking about renewing passports. They were very helpful, and patient, despite that I was disorganized with a long line forming behind me.

Dupont Circle and sprayed some ISSEY MIYAKE.

I went to a nice bar for lunch that is part of a lager bookstore. There was a 30’s woman that showed up little after me who was a regular. She make an excuse to talk to me asking about my iPad, and once she started talking she kept going for nearly an hour, she told me her name and everything about her life… I was not wearing IO or P74, which I usually attribute to this behavior, only wearing P83 25mcg, TUTH, and A314. She did not touch the food she ordered for almost an hour. She mostly ignored her beer as well and was very focused on me, there were clear IOI and she never stopped talking. Towards the end she asked “if there was a person attached to that ring” referencing my wedding band, or was it “just a ring”? Weird way to ask. I did invade her space somewhat with arm touches / pushes while talking, and she welcomed that, it seemed to increase her interest. I left without asking for her number or anything. She had not really had anything to drink yet but seemed very uninhibited in the conversation.

Went to our last marriage therapy with wife, we are not going to any more for unless we request it, that prob. won’t happen. Wife seemed very happy with me at the therapy session, overall in really good spirits. It was more she worried if I was happy, if she was making me happy. We talked about how she hasn’t been interested in giving me oral sex since she found out about my previous affairs in the past year. She is saying she’s not interested right now, but may possibly be interested in the future. She still needs time. I’m still exasperated about it.

We had good sex late in the evening to cap off the day. She is prob. due to go into labor w/ the baby any day now so it’s impressive that she is still in the mood.

Duration: Oil lasted all day, I can still smell it strongly the next morning. Spray lasted all evening.

Other Observations: Girls at the coffee shop, there was a lot of hair-flipping going on, but nobody felt like initiating, I didn’t either. That woman at the bar was REALLY into me off the bat with strong IOI, she was locked onto me like a bloodhound. Remeber I had ISSEY MIYAKE over top of the TUTH and P83 25mcg, and I had 4 drops of A314. She complained that her left eye was getting irritated / watering, and I was sitting on her left.

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Date: 7th of Dec, 2013.

Product: P74 5mcg, 3 sprays wrists. P83 25mcg 1 spray chest. TAC 5mcg 4 sprays to cuffs . IO some dew out of cap (it’s leaked and empty) cuff, 4 drops A314 on neck/face.. 1 spray TUTH to chest. I tracked down some Dial Magnetic and washed with it, as well as Right Guard magnetic.

Application: Spray Chest/wrists. Oil face and behind ears. Deoderant stripe on back of neck and forearms, down adams apple.

Environment: Housewarming party in an efficiency condo with people taking lots of shots… big multi-level DC club afterward.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: Extremely attractive / tall african american woman instantly locks on to me the second I walk into the party, DIHL with a big smile. I joke with her about her furry / fuzzy vest. Basically anyone that I talked to seemed to show interest in me. A number of people made comments about my style or vibe, my hat etc. at the club, all favorable. People kept forming a circle around me socially.

One of the guys bought me a drink at the bar. This is the same thing that happened last time I went to a bar - someone bought me a drink. I may never buy a drink again…

A woman who lives in condo in my building showed some heavy attraction and danced with me in a sexy manner later at the club. Serious grinding action.

Another woman I didn’t know also danced with me in a very sexy way at the club later. I was really drunk at that point, I think I might have just grabbed her and she went with it in both cases. More grinding.

I was feeling very comfortable in my skin and there was great social flow when I talked to people. I felt very strong and attractive. There were a lot of younger woman in groups that when I approached they would all cockblock each other, or say something like that’s not how you ask a lady to dance, but yet they seemed like they did want to dance with me just they were trying to save face. My level of intoxication could have been the main impediment, I had several shots of liquor at the party earlier. I had an attitude of IDGAF what anyone thinks, I just enjoyed the night.

Duration: 6 hours.

Other Observations: I realized that the 'mones actually hit a lot faster than I initially thought. In a crowd, if I walk up to someone there is the instant impression that has power. If I don’t make myself known right away they may think the 'mones are just a product of the crowd or not realize it’s me.

Other hits I notice at coffee shops are indirect. Women sitting near me are minding their own buisiness, but pay their check and then stay near me for 30-40 min or longer just reading or checking their phone, etc. clearly lingering way after they had planned to leave. Or for examp. on Sunday I sat down next to a woamn at the bar who was talking to a male coworker… she was married and he was not. THe covnersation turned more sexual and their level of chatter and deepness of conversation increased dramatically in the next couple minutes after I sat down by her… they stayed for hours talking even afte they paid their bill. Then she gave him a long long hug before leaving! Later move to a couch, and the woman sitting next to me called up a guy and told him she didn’t want a relationship, she just wanted to be friends with benefits, and when her girlfriend showed up, she said she didn’t know what had gotten into her but it just felt so natural. They went on to have a really deep conversatio next to me and kept saying “this is so nice, it’s never like this”.

I have been wearing the A314 3-4 drops, once in morning at 8, then wash off and reapply at 3-4PM. I have started washing with Dial magnetic since it contains some A1. MY wife has been really really enjoying cuddling up with me on the couch and we just wrap up together.

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Date: 10/11 Dec, 2013.

Product: A314, repeated applications without washing - 3 drops morning then again afternoon, repeated next day without washing. TUTH 1x daily on shirt

Application: oil neck and face. TUTH to upper chest.

Environment: Decided to see what happens when I keep freshening the A314 in the evening, in the morning, etc. without washing it off. Added TUTH on shirt in eveing. Wanted to gauge effect without P83 or P74. Locations, home, DMV, restaurants, dr office and Vet’s office, shopping.

Self Effects/Effects on Others:

At the Vitamin shop, a 40’s/50’s lady working there remembered me and started hitting on me while shopping, reached to touch my arm but then stopped herself. Talked about products that “helped her husband in bed” and she moved the conversation towards sex and was looking me up and down. Totally unexpected but highly entertaining.

Two possibly gay waiters at one restaurant turned red as soon as I walked in and encouraged me to sit and have a drink with them, but the kitchen was closed so I left to different restaurant. They seemed awestruck with me.

4-6PM slow afternoon at pizza restaurant. Attractive young waitress was dressed/haircut like a lesbian, but was clearly awestruck and possibly turned on throughout the evening… was exceedingly patient with me when I was deciding what to get, very attentive. She seemed taken aback the whole time. Other waitress (latina) nearby got very red and rubbed her neck / chest when when she passed. Male bartender nearby got dark red. A mom with two kids and husband came in later, caught her looking at me several times.

At the vet’s office, pretty young kinda overweight blond girl who handled my dog’s vaccines got very flush, stared into my eyes and completely forgot everything I had just said to her, and apologized profusely. This is when I was preparing to get my dog updated vaccines. She then forgot to give the dog benadryl w/ the vaccines like I asked, when I asked her if she had forgotten she giggled and acted bashful, apologized again went to correct it. She just couldn’t think straight at all. When I first walked into the vets office, a woman waiting for her dog, maybe 30’s started up a conversation with me about her dog, was looking at me with great interest, apologized when she had to go get her dog and leave. Smiled at me again when paying.

At the DMV, woman sitting next to me I asked her some question about WiFi, we got into a little conversation… she giggled that I was talking to her, she seemed quite pleased and a bit awestruck at me. Man behind the counter was extremely helpful, patient, and pleasant. A security guard man went out of his way to help me.

Wife walked a long distance over to a restaurant to see me. Later told me she thinks she is being less stubborn with me than she used to be, implying that she is giving in to me more and was reflecting on that. We stayed up late watching a movie and cuddling 'till we fell asleep, night previous I just pulled her clothes off and took what I wanted.

Duration: 2 days

Other Observations: Overall notes, it seemed like anything I told people they took very seriously, and would say something like “well you sold me on it”, as if I had spoken with enormous authority. Walking around, for example in the mall bar/ etc. people would move out of my way a bit startled like I was a cop car with the lights on and they were pulling over. Overall trend was awe and some girly giggling when I was noticing them. Wife responded extremely well to repeated layering of A314 over multiple days plus 1 spray TUTH daily, plus use of dial / RG magnetic - although note that she is due for delivery in 2 weeks so her estrogen levels could be astronomical. Overall she seemed to feel very calmed and safe in my presence, and far less stubborn than usual.

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Date: 10/19 Dec, 2013.

Product: A314 oil, P74 5mcg, P83 25mcg. Washed the night previously with Dial Magnetic, with attention to let it soak in hair and beard - the scent of it is noticeable the next morning still, as it is rather distinct.

Application: 4 drops oil to face / neck. P83 to chest one spray. P74 to front and back of neck, two sprays total.

Environment: pre-k / elementry school theater and dinner in cafeteria.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: I got quite a bit of very respecful attention from men and women. Many people seemed to single me out for respectful acknowledgement, non-verbally just as frequently as verbally. Everyone seemed very pleased to see me, asked me about my son and wife. Security guards, teachers, directors, anyone I bumped into.

Several women sat around me after I arrived at the theater seating early. At first nothing, then about 15-20 min in there was a noticeable change in the women as they were now all smoothing their hair, rubbing their necks, down to their upper chests. A woman in front of me seemed to stealing glances at me surreptitiously. Every time I looked near her she suddenly glanced away.

My son was too nervous to go on-stage for the second act, and asked to sit with me, then after a minute seemed calmed and I was able to return him to the stage where he happily completed the act.

Duration: 4PM to 8 or 9ish

Other Observations: There was an overall pattern that people seemed to calm down and open up, in a respectful manner - in my presence, from whatever state they had been in previously. By open I mean a kind of civil, respect of compliance to good social manners and attention to my presence. An eagerness to please. A slight arousal in the women built gradually with extended stay in my proximity.

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I’m digging your reporting style. Keep it up :slight_smile:

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Date: 12/24 - 12/29

Product: Daily - A314, 3 drops, and P74 5mcg two sprays. cover scent, GIORGIO ARMANI “Essenza”

Application: neck / behind ears

Environment: daughter born Christmas eve, a couple days at hospital, then home, relatives visiting our home.

Self Effects/Effects on Others: A lot of respect from relatives and hospital staff. There has been a lot of hugs and touching. A great calmness and steadiness. A great sense of confidence. My wife’s anxiety was non-existent and she has a very positive and respectful attitude. She only got snipy briefly once before lunch two days ago, while hungry and sleep deprived before lunch after leaving the hospital, I was understanding and she later appologized.

Last night before going to sleep, a week post-birth, I asked her to put the baby down to sleep, and we made out for a few minutes after I said we should do something romantic. Quickly she fell asleep and started having very sexual sounding dreams while still cudddled up with me, which was quite entertaining.

While dragging bags back in from the car after returning from the hospital, I ran into this attractive woman who lives in our condo building and had invited me over to her place previously, although I hardly know her. I told her about the birth and she gave me a long hug. As I was loaded down with bags I just responded with a kiss on the cheek and some cheer.

Duration: the past week in retrospect

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Date: 01/06/14

Application: two sprays of P83 25mcg to front of neck, so 50mcg total. All application points washed with Dial Magnetic and scrubbed.

Environment: Home, wife on maternity leave, both fairly sleep deprived, wife especially so. Sexually, it’s been a long dry spell (a month now?), with no relief in sight. It is two weeks out from the birth now. She is still unwilling to gratify me with oral sex, as this idea automatically leads back to her thinking about my cheating on her 9 months ago and getting very upset with me. She says oral sex is not going to happen until sometime later this year, and standard sex not until she is recovered and she is back on birth control. She has been ok to cuddle when the baby is not demanding attention, but wants to avoid any overtly sexual cuddling. I am finding this quite exasperating to say the least. Dry spells made me nuts. During her recovery from our first child birth, she relieved me orally and that was a huge relief. I last brought up oral sex on new years eve and she started yelling at me and crying about all the sexual things I did with those other women, and how she can only think about where my penis has been.

Results: She did stroke my hands in a fairly intimate manner, and put her hand on my leg. She did allow me to kiss her a number of times without pulling away too quickly, but was not returning the gestures. She voiced some comments to the effect that she was concerned that she wasn’t meeting my needs. There was a distinct focus in her mind on the idea that I had sexual needs that night, however she felt unable or unwilling to gratify those needs. She seems worried. She did voice that I had been doing extremely well in supporting her. She ended up eating a large amount of chocolate cake, and fed half of it to me. At one point I did get an annoyed reaction when kissing her on the back / side of neck while she was on the phone with her friend, and she pulled away. She said that we need to talk about birth control. Previously when she talked about birth control after the birth she had brought up vasectomy as if she had already made up her mind, but I don’t want to be bullied into this, not sure if she has sensed it. She is opposed to having more children, although I am not. This time she did not name it.

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Date: 01/07/14

Application: I shower with Dial Magnetic when I get home at 3PM, put on only one spray of P83 25mcg to front of neck, then a couple hours later two drops A314. Later after putting kids to sleep (7PM), a second spray of P83, 1 spray TUTH 5mcg.

Environment: Home, wife asleep w/ baby on couch. It has been literally 5 degrees outside, with a -12 degree windchill (in MD?!) overnight, thought the day, and continuing into tomorrow night.

Results: Nothing in particular of note with just the P83. Again I maybe got the sense that she had my sexual needs in her mind, but could not act on it. There was distinctly more respectful or status vibes after putting the A314 on, and a greater sense that my presence was strong and noticed. Since I have been wearing the A314 regularly, it was maybe more somthing I noticed the absence of when it was not there, like my presence had been so light and I was less visible without it.

Later in the night when adding the TUTH and adding second P83 shot, I felt a distinct change. I started feeling intensely sexual as usual, and began making more bold advances. My wife got a bit red, particularly on the chest. when i hugged her more boldly and kissed her face, stroked her back and sides, I did not detect any resistance… when I pushed, she moved easily. However she did not want to lay down on the couch with me because she said she didn’t want to fall asleep there, or so she said. She complained that her lips were chapped, feet unkempt, otherwise worrying about her appearance. I was as reassuring as I could be. Going up to bed, she cuddled up with me closely, all wrapped around me, differently than the night before. Something more like the way I usually want to do with her. However she said “she didn’t want to make out with me” which was interesting since I didn’t ask her to.

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Date: 01-10-2014

Ordered: P96 25mcg, 5ml. P75 5mcg, 30ml

Very excited to report on P96. Most likely will use it on special occasions as there is a long restocking time.

P75 - as my wife / in-laws are Latin (central america), this is something I felt I need to have given the other reports I read.
I plan to test the OD and low-dose boundaries with them. I have enough to test over an extended period of time. 5mcg was high enough that I can test the full spectrum… 20mcg at 4 sprays, but I will also dilute some to to 1/2 (2.5mcg), 1/4 (1.25mcg), 1/8 (0.63mcg), in a Sephora bottle with everclear.

Date: 01-09-2014

Environment: home, watching 5 episodes on apple TV with wife

Application: nothing. but I applied A314 3 drops on two consecutive days previous and did Not wash application points. I have had very positive experiences with A314 staying on skin for multiple days layering up, at least with my wife.

Results: Lots of cuddling with wife. Late at night she helped me get off for the first time in about 3 weeks, since a week before she went into labor.

other thoughts: Not bad considering she is still recovering and our newborn is a frequent distraction. Also breastfeeding represses sexual response so I’m fairly impressed that she was so responsive at this stage.

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Dates: 10, 11,12,13th of Jan, 2013:

Application: Used 2 drops A314 daily, 1 shot of TUTH to neck.

Environment: home indoors all weekend, lots of family comes over to visit. We went over to visit friends on friday. I wear TUTH at home to access results with family / friends.

Results: Noticed a lot of blushing. People seemed very keen to drink alcohol throught the evening. People asked me for drinks that don’t usually drink. We seem to be getting much more frequent visitors than we used to, and the frequent visitors are all people that have been exposed to the the 'mones a few times now since I started wearing them.

Wife got me off on two occasions, even though it’s too soon to have sex yet. That was fairly impressive considering how extremely sleep deprived and cranky she is. She got cranky and yelled at me on one occasion - I stormed off, but quickly apologized within about an hour.

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Recieved 5mcg of P75 in 30m. Will test extensively. plus a to-go of P96 25mcg and P102 5mcg which I will save for special occasions (target-rich)

I have not applied any 'mones today. However I still have on A314 two drops from yesterday, and one shot of TUTH which I never washed off from previously.

Initial impression of P75: Smelling the cap - I get on off taste in my mouth. This develops into an increasingly yucky taste, like armpit or balls? ick. I’m not really catching the orange smell much. It doesn’t smell, but the bad taste starts to linger on the back of my tongue.

Wihin 10-15 min I’m sweating at the armpits, noticably. And it’s cold out. And I absolutely never sweat EVER. Futher snifs of the cap, I feel a twinge, almost a pinch in my scrotum at the corners. Increased genital sensitivity.

I do one spray at 5mcg in the bathroom. Hardly notice any smell, very light.
Increased perception of depths and shapes, the 3D modeling of objects I observe. Observing attractive women walking by - woah. just woah. More pleasureable to observe than usual. Feels like my brain is processing a 3D motion-capture scan of that ass in realtime. There was almost a sense of a bright “glint” off the body as a viewed.

Walked to the coffee break area. I an editor I don’t know starts talking to me instantly. joking about the free coffee. very positive “us guys” attitude. he assumes I’m another editor (i’m not), this never happens. A second guy comes in while we are talking - he also chimes in talking to me “us guys” positive. Super weird. this is new.

Walked over to two cleaning ladies, possibly Honduran - one young and attractive, the other older and overweight, sitting at cafe table by the food court, sat on a large pot holding a tree next to them, checking my phone. They stop their chatting and look over at me alternating. Seem to get pensive. Older one nervously says to the other one (in Spanish) that they shouldn’t be sitting around and need to get back to work. They get up and leave. Did I just intimidate them???

I walk over to a woman who has given me positive IOI in the past, a redhead, tall. Once I open her, she opens her posture, adjusts her shirt and bra, smiles, gives IOI, we have a brief flirty conversation. When I walk away she strongly encourages me to come right back in a few minutes! My own attitude was a bit cocky and confident, but not a jerk.

Got back to work. Self effects. Notice “a fullness” in my groin. Seems a bit heavy / sweaty. Armpits a bit sweaty, but I don’t feel nervous. In fact the opposite of nervous. I feel unafraid of consequences. Concerning smell, I’m not sure if I can smell any of the spray, but I’m starting to smell my own BO from sweating. Or maybe the P75 smells like BO. I just can’t tell, but the type of BO this is is not rank or old, it’s the kind that reminds me of after I’ve taken my bicycle to work up a few steep hills - workout sweat after a morning shower.

update: talked to an old friend, 40’s african american woman. she did seem a tad intimidated, wouldn’t look me straight in the eyes. a couple times reached to pat me on the arm and then stopped halfway. she seemed happy to talk and catch up, but a bit embarrassed. Again, my own attitude was a bit cocky and assured.

update 2: later in the evening did not notice any negative effects with wife. she decided to wash the dishes and make dinner of her own desire, which has happened very few times in the 10 years we have been together. exceptional! When kissing she did not pull away when I continued to press on, which is unusual. Effect of adding on shot TUTH was positive, she wanted to cuddle on the couch, hold hands, touch my leg, etc. for hours.

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Date: 01-15-2014

Application: 25mcg P75 around noon, having not washed off A314 from two days before, and likely some enone residue from TUTH two days. Around 7PM shower with good scrub on app points, and a new spray (neck) of P75 25mcg.

Environment: work, home

Results:
Feeling very solid like nothing can push me over, somewhat cocky and a bit horny. Nice sense of focus. A sense that I couldn’t possibly be afraid of anything, that nothing can get to me or ruffle my feathers. This is a Teflon suit.

After spray of P75 at noon, got some coffee in break room, a tall muscular african american woman showed an unusual level of interest in me and great eye contact. When she left with her lunch, she said I hope you have a REALLY GREAT DAY! over-emphasized like she was trying to make a point.

Caught old co-worker downstairs and chatted him up, he offered to have me shadow with him next month to see how his job works. That was unusually generous of him… he’s going out of his way to help me out here. He had been chatting up another female that had been giving me attention earlier - he turned his attention to me upon approach. He is 30’s white, very over-weight and fairly serious.

I talked to another old co-worker who I know from 10 years back, she had a long conversation with me and asked to come visit me at my new home and to see our new baby. She has never asked to come visit my home in the 10 years I have known her. Very interesting! I forward her my new address and extend the invitation.

I do some self-hypnosis / relaxation type exercises occasionally in my office alone, so I tried this out. I was impressed that the self-hypnosis processed seemed to work unusually well, as if I was in better command of my own beliefs and emotions. I seem open to suggestion.

Heading out of my office when work is finished at shift change at 2PM, the very attractive younger white woman (mid to late 20’s) who works in this office space after me shows up and at the door, proceeds to start telling me her who life story. Wait, what? She completely opened up with extensive details about where she grew up (florida keys) her family, etc. I didn’t even ask her. When I left, she said it was REALLY GREAT TALKING TO YOU, kind of over-emphasized, like she was almost clinging a bit.

When I leave I stop at grocery store to pick some things up, when I am in the soda isle a random girl strikes up a conversation with me when I am selecting some bitters (kind that goes in a Manhattan) she also talked about the other contents of my cart and inferred that I must be planning a party. She seemed to take unusual interest in what I was doing. In retrospect, was she fishing to get invited to that imaginary party, it almost seemed like she was. I can’t ever remember a woman starting up a conversation with me in a grocery store isle. Cool!

Got home and took out the P75 bottle, offered it to my little terrier dog for a sniff. As soon as he got a whiff he put his tail between his legs and backed up to the other side of the room, startled. He then exited the room and hid in his crate, his eye were darting around nervously.

My attitude when I got home, my wife later described as “very physical”, she had noticed. I felt a strong impulse to touch her, push and pull her this way and that. When I guided her body, she was completely pliable and submitted to my pressure. This is usually not the case, she usually resists either eventually or right away. I asked her to wash all the dishes, set the table, etc. an she did all that I asked, even though usually these are my job.

Later at night, moving towards sexual activity, she allows me to kiss her as long as I want without pushing me away. I noticed earlier in the day that she would let me put my hand on her breasts when she usually would not allow it - usually she is shy unless we are in a locked bedroom, and right now they are also sore. She didn’t seem turned on, mainly just calmly compliant. She commented that she found it more attractive when I didn’t smile. She wanted me to have a more serious look on my face, stop smiling so much. But how could I help it, I was feeling such a good mood?! The fullness I have noted previously that develops in my testicles when wearing P75 has been growing all day, and at this point in the evening I’m feeling it will be necessary to get off or I’m not going to get any sleep. My own body odor seems to have increased noticeably.

She expressed some concerns of worry again about me possibly being interests in someone else. Jealously / worry was re-emerging and she cried a bit. I was reassuring for the better part of an hour, and we returned to sexual petting, etc. and she finally accepts my reassurance and proceeds to give me genital massage, and turns around and wants me to finish on her, between her thighs, so happy endings.