Short updates:
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A314 1 drop + 15 mcg P74. Hadn’t worn A314 oil in a long time. God I love this juice… All the classic A314 effects were present again, in a very positive and non-overbearing way (like can happen with the spray - it’s too intense sometimes). Ofcourse the P74 rounded the A314 out nicely as well. Had an intake for a new project - meeting with 3 female colleagues and 3 male colleagues. Supervisor (female mid 30s) did the explaining, she was at the head of the table. I positioned myself next to her, on the side of the boardroom table. I sat in my chair, alpha posturing, feeling extremely confident like I was in charge of the meeting without actually saying much. Asked a couple of critical questions… that’s all. Now on to the hits: Girl 1 sitting next to me is flushed and constantly flipping her hair. Girl 2 on the other end of the table is eyeing me in an unsubtle way and giving me smiles and eye-brow flashes. She seemed really in awe. Female supervisor super respectful. At one point the supervisor called me ‘future CEO material’. I could make her insecure with my body language, just by smiling while she was doing her presentation. She constantly asked me to give my opinion - not with the rest of the peeps in there. After the meeting all the guys came and asked me for advice ALL the time. Hey Himeros, how would you do this and that? Am I working the correct way when I do so and so? All these guys are my age by the way, mid 20s. Gril 1 later sits next to me when we’re working on the project. ‘Jeez you look so nice and smart today. Going anywhere after work?’. At the feedback session, Girl 2 sits next to me. Flushed, hairflipping, sideways glances, seductive smiles, playful comments in my direction. Claiming me as her buddy to work with on the feedback assignment. I’ve seen this ‘claiming effect’ several times with A314 oil
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Weekend at gf’s place. I’m tired. I apply 10 mcg TAC solo after showering and lie in her bed, ready to doze off into dreamland. Gf is lying next to me. As I’m almost falling asleep she starts initiating sex. She rarely ever does this, 95% of the time it’s me initiating sex. She’s in charge, on top of me, doing all the work. She climaxes once. When I later take charge she doesn’t want missionary position, but she insists on doggy, and instructs me to firmly grab her love handles. Seems like TAC triggered some sexual assertiveness in her. Horny and comfortable enough to take the lead.
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Next weekend at gf’s place. Epic fail with P75 5 mcg, TUTH 2,5 mcg, P83 40 mcg, 10 mcg TAC to hands. I wanted to make a supreme masculine impression, so she would be all over me. The opposite happened. This mix was like a hand grenade… Anything but subtle. It made the both of us super irritable. I felt strong hulk rage, and was crazy horny. We baked a cake together. Every time she gave me well meant advice on small things, like how to handle and butter up the cake form, I saw it as criticism and I wouldn’t have any of it. I simply didn’t accept it, and told her to let me do it my way. I was definitely no fun that night. Teasing her all the time. She didn’t get angry with me (P75), but from a submissive position told me I was being a bully. Almost begging me to stop at one point. Took a shower to srub off the mix, but both our moods were ruined too much already. No sex that night. Next morning very average sex. I finsihed way too early.
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P96 22,5 mcg solo. I’ve been wearing too many mones the last few days, and I’m having a phero break so my neurotransmitters can have some rest. Gf during the day texts me that she’s coming by tonight for a surprise visit. I’m tired after a long day and just want to create a pleasant atmosphere, gf has been under a lot of stress lately too. I look at my stash and I can’t resist, so I put on P96 solo. The vibe is very mellow, lots of non-verbal communication. Smiles, lovey-dovey eye contact. We watch some series together. 2 hours in the vibe gets really playful and silly with me joking, her laughing a lot. Wrestling on the bed, but there is nothing sexual about it. I really feel in synch with her, we’re having a great time laughing together. Her nipples are hard, so I escalate further and take off her clothes. No resistence. While having sex I notice she’s pretty dry and not really feeling it… When I ask her what’s up, she tells me it’s not feeling pleasant. First time I ever had to stop in the middle of having sex with her. I back down and she all of a sudden is really apologetic and slightly emotional. I tell her it’s nothing. Safe to say P96 solo makes for good vibes but doesn’t really get her motor running. Or maybe PMS week on the way? In retrospect, I wasn’t super horny to begin with either, but because I really felt in synch with her I wanted to connect further through sex. Mission failed. P96 needs some eNone or eRone to make it really shine.