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Maybe add some lower dose P74 to IG and see if observed effects increase. I’ll do it someday. Very Interesting, thanks.

Just read the preceding entry. You tested it already - too friendly/soft/friendzone potentially. Can see that. IG + Ammo is defenitely a great combo. I’ve added some A1 and it becomes even more substantial. Very allround. Solid, approachable, dependable, attracting, comforting - great for all kinds of dating and qaultity time with gf

I get wild ass dreams from both TAC and mx297. Not nightmares, but just crazy ass shit in Technicolor. ..

I’m so tempted to go buy mx297 just so I can join in this dream fun!

Man, I’ve had so many interesting phero induced conversations the last weeks… It’s all too much to write down in detail, as my life is crazy busy right now. So…

Short updates:

  • Had two male friends over at my place. I wore 10 mcg TAC during sleep (it stops my snoring). They were like 1,5 meter away from me tops. Next morning they both commented on having had the most weird and vivid dreams they had in a looooong time. They both described me their dreams in detail and both were filled with weird psychedelic and futuristic elements. And also: I played a role in both their dreams.

  • IG 1 spray plus 2,5 mcg P75. Hulk rage… There is this guy in my friend group who is always trying to sabotage me. Our ego’s simply clash. We’re both ENTJ, both competitive characters by nature. He’s from a posh family, I’m a normal middle class dude. He’s always trying to make me look like a fool, for his own egotistical pleasures. I’ve reached out to him many times, trying to get along normally, but he always refuses and acts like a total asshole to me only. If it were up to me I would delete him from my life for good, but unfortunately that’s not possible as we have many mutual friends that I don’t want to lose. Last week he was misbehaving towards my gf. Trying to flirt with her heavily while I was standing next to her. Insulting her with so called ‘charming’ jokes… touching her… trying to lift her from the floor. My gf told him she would not talk to him if he was gonna act like this… He saw it as a challenge and continued bullying her. I was giving him crusty looks so he might get the hint, but he just laughed in my face and told me ‘is this making you insecure Himeros?’ with a psychopathic grin on his face… No respect at all. What the fuck. I don’t think I’ve ever been this angry. I had to use all my energy to control my rage right there, so I would not punch him in the face… I’m not an aggressive guy at all, but right there I felt like breaking his fucking neck. I felt betrayed. How could a friend say something like that? What the hell was his agenda? The problem was all of them were staying at my place because we were attending a festival in my city together. I didn’t want to spoil the evening for everyone… But if he acts like this next time, he and I are gonna have serious problems.

  • Same night. IG 1 spray, P75 2,5 mcg, MX353 2 sprays. After adding the MX353 my rage cooled down immediately. Attended some amazing gigs. High energy environments. Dance floors… loud music. My gf was 100% focused on me the rest of the night. We were having a really hot time. The vibe was super sensual and sexual. Lots of kissing. Me pushing her to the wall. She was crazy aroused. At the end of the night she ended up telling me that she loved me. This was first time these magic words were used in our relationship, so it’s really a big deal to me. It also means a lot to me that she said it first… MX353 fallout? I don’t know, but as I’m typing this right now I feel damn happy.

  • Wore IG 1 spray + MX353 2 sprays combo a couple more times in party situations, and this combo is the real deal. The attraction potential of this one is simply unbelievable… Guys and girls love me. I become a charismatic bastard. I really love the selfies and reactions I get. One of my female friends started grinding me again 5 minutes after I applied the MX353. Girls start blushing and try to get my attention… Coming really really close… Have to be careful with this one, because it has the potential to really make people jealous. Not what I’m looking for. This combo is almost too good. The ultimate player mix.

well duh dude. Youre edging his turf. He coming from bourgeosie probably thinks he is auto-better than you and everyone around. And knowing you are from lesser status and socially equal must fucking annoy the piss out of him. And he is acting out. and acting out. and acting out.

does your friend circle reaact poorly to this idiot?

This more obvious in europe where aristocracy still exists in some shape or form even though they say it doesnt. Americans kinda play this role like they see it on TV. in europa class struggle is more obvious.

why oh why do we hang out with people who suck!

punch him next time. its the honest thing to do. sometimes you just gotta do it. the line in the sand will be drawn. …maybe he just really really wants you to punch him… maybe that fulfills some fantasy he has… and if he is dishonoring your girl.. violating her… you must stand ground.

good luck to you man.

Without further comment, may I recommend this Himeros. If you have a favorite cologne, let it dry. Then, have a spray or two of IG on top. Something interesting may happen.

Le jour de gloire est arrive!

Thanks jett, I appreciate the reply and your support! Your comments about this guy - I will call him Mr. D(ick) for writing purposes - are spot on. He really thinks he is better than everybody around him. Most guys in my social circle hate him for it. Most girls cannot stand his arrogance either. I already talked to one of my other alpha friends, and he has had the same problems with Mr. D. I am gonna stand my ground, and I’m not gonna let him toy with my girl for his own ego gratification reasons…The problem is the situation is really complicated. I have to maneuver carefully, as his father is the senior prosecutor in this district… If necessary I will kick his ass, but if he starts playing mind games again, I also have some other dirt on him that I can use…

Interesting! I’ll try it out sometime. If I find something worth reporting on I will let you know.

Nice reports, thanks! I have a similar dickhead in my circle of friends … after some sort of escalation last year around christmas we have not seen each other again. Good thing, I could sway the friends to my side mostly. Some of them broke up contact as well or make sure that when we meet, he is not involved. It cost him deraly socially speaking, his foolish behaviour.

He ain’t even from a slightly “posher” family than mine, no, that hardly matters, were from the same school and stuff. It was more about general outlook and aproach to life. He is this ultra-neo-liberal economy/financial industrie sucker which massively reflects in his political views. But thats just a front for being greedy and egocentric. I’m a nature loving and very solidary vet. The ironic thing is, while he is surely on a solid career-path at a big consulting-company with maybe eve great prospects, at this moment in life I make better dollar/euro in my practice. I have found my niche and am very competent in it. What really pisses him off is that my gf is from a really well of family, and I mean really :smiley:
That pisses him off big big time. What’s more I suspect that he was seriously attracted to her when I first introduced her to our social circle few years ago … Well, all bygone now and I could’nt care less about him vanishing from my life. Utter victory for me here, though I’ve never seen it in that wary, competitive light up until he went all shit on me.

What I did was, I just called his bluff. I confronted him once, in front of our friends, and was absolutely prepared to hurt him badly. Backed by A314+Ammo+P75 !:open_mouth: Haha, don’t know if that affected him, but it surely did not diminish my anger.
Sorry fpr spamming you journal!

Anyway: Congrats to hearing the Love-sentence. All the best to you. And thanks for another great Mx353+IG report. Seems it turns out to be a very potent attraction/arousal/fallout mix. And it did’nt scare or annoy the male-friends around? That would be gold. Suspectedly the Epirone is at work there.

What’s that? Recipe of “Instant plus burgeois than tho`” ?

Better still: 5 sprays of Instant Jerk + 15 mcg of p75:
“Instant Guillotine” ! :wink:

Thanks for the love brother! It really feels good to blow off some steam every now and then here on the forum. Don’t worry about the ‘spam’, I really appreciate your story. Food for thought for sure.

In my case I don’t think I clash with Mr. D’s worldview. It’s just that he’s extremely status and power hungry and does everything to get things his way… He studied law and constantly argues with every single one in my social group (all academics) about their respective expertises… Example: one of my friends is doing a PhD in History. Mr. D. constantly is arguing with him about historical topics that he doesn’t know shit about. He doesn’t respect other people’s knowledge, and always tries to win arguments even when it’s obvious that he doesn’t know what he is talking about. He always uses cheap rhetorical tricks (that he learned in law school) to win arguments… while not backing it up with real substance / knowledge.

He’s also extremely competitive when it comes to women… Which doesn’t make sense, as he is in a 7 year LTR! He just wants other girls’ attention for ego reasons… So that he can feel good about himself. I’m not gonna allow him to do just that with my girl… I think he’s just very unhappy with his current girlfriend, but doesn’t realize it. Nobody is close enough to the poor fool to tell him this… And yes, I also suspect that he kinda likes my current girlfriend.

I wore A314 oil solo around Mr. D the next day btw, and that day he already toned down the attitude a couple notches. He stayed away from me and my gf and didn’t look me in the eye. I think P75 alone triggers competitive behavior in him… With the IG in the mix he thought he could dominate me. But if I back it up with some A314 he will back the fuck off and know I’m serious. Thanks for the advice man and I will definitely keep the A314 + P75 + eNone combo in mind for when it comes to a confrontation. Do you remember your dosages?

The IG + MX353 combo is amazing, and yes it’s male friendly! No competitive behavior whatsoever. They will just sit back in awe and admire you. BUT… Obviously this can have implications in the long run as well. I have a feeling that if you wear this combo too often, people can get jealous… But so far no negative effects noted. I almost burned through 1 to-go MX353 with this combo now, and I ordered a big bottle MX353 yesterday because I love it so much and I still have a buttload of store credit :smiley:

New toys arrived:

  • IG 1x strength, 30 ml
  • TUTH 1x strength, 30 ml
  • MX353, 30 ml
  • P86, 2,5 mcg strength, 30 ml
  • P93 2,5 mcg strength, 30 ml
  • P131, 5 mcg strength, 3 to-go’s (freebies)

:smiley:

Short updates:

  • IG 1 spray + 2 sprays MX353 - female friend told me ‘you’re glowing’. When I asked her to elaborate, she told me I looked very happy and healthy. Mones or can people just tell that I’m happy with my girl? My gf wasn’t there and I certainly didn’t have sex with her before attending the party, so there was no post-coital glow.

  • A314 2 drops + P96 25 mcg, at gf’s house. Extremely good combo for romantic bonding / conversation. Had a free day but planned to go home early to get some work done. Ended up staying the entire day, because she just wouldn’t let me leave. Clingy behaviour, but I didn’t mind. I found myself admiring her beauty - even without make-up - and she was giving me lots of lovey-dovey looks as well. The non-verbal P96 effects were there again. We put up the Christmas tree and started waltzing through the living-room, with cheesy music and smiles on our faces. Neither of us can really dance, so it was hilarious. The A314 in the mix kept it from becoming too silly, like with P96 solo. The mix still had sexual punch, because she dragged me to the ground in the living room and wanted to get to business right there. First I complied and started undressing her, but then I decided to make her work for it and played a little hard to get. This didn’t go well with her… She became really emotionally vulnerable and insecure, acting as if she was feeling that she somehow wasn’t good enough for me… This has happened before, massive A314 status hits :open_mouth: I told her this was unnecessary and asked her where this was coming from. We ended up having a really really good conversation about all her insecurities, where they come from etc (some boys have been mean to her in the passed, so me playing hard to get triggered some insecurity in her). She also told me she’s really happy with me, and that she’s for some irrational reason afraid to lose me, that I’ll just walk away someday. I reassured her I’m not going anywhere. All in all the conversation was worth more to me than the sex could have been.

  • TUTH 3 sprays + 20 mcg TAC - superb sex, but that’s nothing new. Next morning I was sitting in the train. I was running late, so I didn’t have enough time for a proper wash. Mid 30s lady from Indonesia (I guess) came sitting next to me - long fucking DHL - really awkward :roll_eyes: :smiley:

Short updates:

  • IG 2 sprays, IShine 2 sprays. Christmas Day at in-laws. My goal was pretty simple: create a nice atmosphere and display some value to the parents of my gf. She has a normal middle class family. My gf is blonde, 27 years old, blue eyes, skin type 1 (pale white). ENone in the mix was a no-go. A314 is too intense / serious for the holidays… I don’t have a huge list of hits, but I think the mix delivered what I was looking for. Conversations were very fluid, her mother was very much trying to please and impress me with her cooking… Approval seeking in a way. Her father was nice and respectful. Not testing me in any way. He can be a little weird sometimes, as he is mildly autistic… but today nothing like that. My gf was constantly smiling at me, lovey dovey eyes… super cute. Met her little brother (25 years old) for the first time that day. From what I heard he can be pretty unpredictable guy with a tendency to cause some drama around the holdays… , but to me he was nice and respectful. Boxing Day I spent with my gf at my parent’s. Same mix, similar results. Very comfortable and pleasant atmosphere. Everyone had a good time. My parents and my brother met my gf for the first time, and they really liked her. I find it hard to see mone hits on my parents… They know me so well, they usually just treat me the same way, unless I’m wearing something intense like A314…

  • IG 1,5 spray, later added 2-3 MX353. Christmas dinner and party with ~15 friends, at a friend’s apartment. When I was running IG solo at the start of the party, I was surrounded by 3 female friends. They were asking me lots of questions, and being very interested in me in general. I introduced my new gf to the group that night, and my female friends were trying to get a status update… One of them spilled the beans, as she acted really surprised.. She didn’t know I had a new gf, and told me that I really had to keep her up to date next time. Another female friend with a suspected crush on me was acting jealous, and told me I had a huge ego. Male friends were nice a talkative and respectful. Mr. D. - alpha male dickhead in my group - was there aswell, and he had his attitude up again. He wasn’t actively challenging me this time or being rude to my gf, but I could feel he was not interested in having a nice friendly conversation with me… While I was bantering away with some friends, he became competitive again, trying to disrespect anything I say… typical for him when I wear IG. I didn’t pay much attention to him the rest of the night, and just focused on having a good time. After 3 hours I added 2 sprays MX353. The mix didn’t really seem to hit this time… Not much change in people’s attitude. Maybe some mild shit testing here and there by both guys and girls… But nothing blatent that I can attribute to adding MX353… The vibe was not high energy enough maybe? 2 hours later that night I hit town with the gf to visit another group of friends in a bar, and I added 1 maybe 2 new sprays of MX353. Respect hits from males were now over the top. I was wearing a suit and 2 friends were complimenting the shit out of me. One of them also jokishly told me I shouldn’t stand up so straight, because he was feeling small next to me hahaha… Female friends were telling me I looked fancy and pretty… This was special, because trust me I’ve rarely been called ‘pretty’ in my life. It’s not that I’m a bad looking guy, but it’s just not an adjective that they use for me… Usually it’s ‘hot’, or masculine, or ‘a real man’… It’s the attitude, the confidence that they like, not necessarily my looks.. Makes me believe that some beautifying molecules are essential to MX353’s magic. Some of my gf’s old friends were there aswell, and she enjoyed parading me around while giving me lovey dovey looks. Some of her friends really looked intimidated for some reason… Very nice and repsectful, but intimidated… Maybe a little too much MX353 for a first impression? :smiley:

  • IG 1 spray, 5 mcg P86. In the train with gf. Out of nowhere the gf started to discuss my facial features, and how my forehead has no wrinkles whatsoever. How flawless it looked, while at the same time being self-concious and expressing concerns about some wrinkles that are slowly developing on her face… Trust me she barely has any wrinkles… Are these the P86 beautification effects that people used to rave about? More testing needed.

Himeros,
I really like the beautification pheros.. there are a few of them. Helps me with getting in the mood for congruence, makes it easier if you will. Also nothing better than wearing them on a sunny day..the epitome of rose colored glasses…IMO

Hey CP, what putatives have beautifying effects in your opinion? So far for me P86 (people tell me I look good) and P96 (other people look more beautiful, me admiring their qualities, manga eyes, a certain ‘cuteness’ effect). P93 is one I’m still testing, but I don’t have the effects fully down yet… But for some reason I feel more sophisticated with P93, and other people look more sophisticated. It’s a status thing… like they carry themselves in a more classy way… but there are definitely also some visual beautifying effects.. P75 makes my face look more rough and masculine, and some girls like that / have commented on that… IShine gives off a healthy glow, but doesn’t really have visual effects for me.. Hard to explain.

P94 is regarded as a beautyfier as well - based on what I’ve read here and elsewhere, not my own experiences.

Testing P86 since mid-december. Clearly something about this stuff and perception of features, especially facial. E.g. I have been commented on my “new” !! haircut and how very well it suits my face by 3 persons, 2 female, 1 male. But I have’nt have a new haircut :wink: In fact, I did not find the time for one before xmas even though I intended to.
What’s more, 2 of those persons have seen me raher regularly within the last weeks, so it’s very peculiar indeed for them to comment on it.
I’ve catched some adoring looks directed at me with P86 on as well.

Himeros, P93, P94 is one for sure. Ive tested it quite a bit. GirlFriday put me onto that one. I also get it a little with plain old I. Shine. Most noticeable on sunny days.

P96 I get it a little as well, but I might be confusing that with a content feeling on that one. Happy, content, smilie..

Himeros-I got a bit of a beautifying buzz off of P130 saturday at a hockey game, and in my office today. P130 was all I was wearing in both cases. Seems to only give me the effect in the first hour though, then it goes away. FYI.

Short updates:

  • No time to test new mones this month. Life is too hectic right now, and I can’t afford to become distracted, so I’m only wearing tried and tested mixes that deliver the results I’m looking for. I’m wearing a lot of IG solo during the day, sometimes tweaked with a little IShine or P74. Excellent results. Friendly and comfortable vibes from everyone I hang out with, colleagues, friends, project supervisors etc. Around the gf I usually switch to A314 based mixes to increase attraction. Hopefully I can get back to testing new molecules in second half of February. I still need to test P86 further, P93 and P131.

  • I started using a witch hazel lotion in december to clean my application spots, and I now also use a tea tree based wash gel when I take a shower. I also wash my bedsheets regularly with oxi action products now, to take care of build-up problems (eNone and TAC mostly). As a results I found I’m a lot less prone to crashes / neurotransmitter overstimulation. A good daily hygienic routine is essential when you want to get the best out of mones.

-15 mcg TAC, 2 sprays TUTH. My gf commented on having had the weirdest dream in a long time. This time it was a trippy nightmare actually. She was being chased by aliens, had to run through scary woods with all sorts of evil creatures, had to swim through a pool with a kraken in it to get away… and ended up in a laboratory where the aliens executed freaky experiments on humans… It was all very visual and she could remember many many many details after she woke up and told me about the nightmare. Personally I also had some TAC dreams, but nothing as weird as that… I would say the TAC dreams occur maybe 30% of the times I fall asleep with TAC.

  • IG 1 spray, MX353 2 sprays. Location: bar. Time: 11 in the evening. I joined a good friend of mine who was there with 10 of his new colleagues, 2 guys, 8 girls. A few hot ones. All doctors. When I arrived everyone was just casually talking, relaxed atmosphere. Two female colleagues displayed quite some interest in me. Both seperately isolated me and monopolized my time. Both had pupils like marbles and seemed starstruck. Constantly saying ’ really?! really!?’ to everything I said to them. Either they felt like playing dumb or they were trying to flirt with me :wink: Good flowing conversations, lots of qualification questions. Everything I said was impressive to them. After 30 minutes the situation changed dramatically. The DJ turned up the music and all the girls went wild! I’m serious, it was crazy. Had only spoken to 2 girls by then… One of the other girls and one of the girls I had spoken to pulled me away from a conversation I was having with my buddy, and started to sandwhich me! Two other girls did the same with my buddy. I’ve had girls claiming / chasing me before when wearing this mix… MX353 can make the confident girls very very forward… and I think my buddy profited a bit from my phero cloud. He’s a handsome guy who looks very kind and approachable, so he never has problems to attract the ladies to begin with, but this shift in mood/vibe was too dramatic :smiley: The rest of the night was filled with a lot of light-hearted flirting and dancing. Great night. I have no doubt MX353 helped with disinhibiting the entire group. I added 2 more sprays as the night progressed. At 4 sprays I got some mild shit testing from one of the dudes, but nothing serious to worry about. 20 mcg eNone is a lot even in disinhibited environments apparantly haha… I usually can’t get away with these amounts of eNone, but 2-3 sprays MX353 is never a problem. The buffering and steering molecules make all the difference. One spray unbuffered TUTH is instant ghost for me when I’m socializing…