After a long absence all derived to being in love for some girl who utterly destroyed my heart, I am back. I am not ready to love or trust a woman soon, but this dosent mean I dont want to have fun. For now I will go on being the alpha male who has completly disregard for who he is with or who he mets. We all now this is the most successfull type of approach, the problem is when fellings are in involved you break and lose your confidence. Well no more for me. I am broke, broken, in a lot of trouble, and in some debts. But I survived and once more I learned (again) that is better to be loved than to love. So guys, I just got in touch with the forum grave news, and I am ready to wait for the products I so desperatly desire. I almost extinguished my supply of mones because of this girl I emptied 5 or 6 bottles in 3 months and a full 10ml of A1. I still have half a bottle of ammo so I am safe. Ammo is enought for me . But no more a314 or A1 or IH . Neverthless I reached a conclusion with this girl and got my freedom back at the cost of my soul. Meaning I will be a meaner more vicious guy. Also meaning I will score girls . So I have something to share about last night. I dont fell up to my game yet, I am void of confidence and I am not very happy yet, but sometimes I can still fake it. The best thing is summer is almost here and it has the best of powers to lift my spirit up. So about last night:
Well or my ammo is broken or I am androstenoneless, but I got a very very good response last night with a girl wearing 4X shots of Heavy ammo I did piss off a guy who was really trying to score her although. I intruduced myself in the conversation were the other guy was trying to get her, I was casual and disregarded with witty comments, she maintained the interest in me later, she asked me my name and give me her msn. Pitty she left portugal today and I had to leave the bar very early to put my cousin home .
But 4x shots pissed off a guy and a very very successfull response… how I forget to mention her friends were all dying for being introduced, but she worked hard for not paying them atention
I can promise it isnt smilar to what your going through because… I think no woman can have so much disregard and disrespect for other person. I got to disrepect her alot after this, and well its over. I just say you this. When things are going bad, the more your give the more pain and suffering you will inflict on yourself. The more she will disrispect you, and the more you will suffer. I dont want to talk about it, but I can tell you that I know this would end before it ended. And the only good thing to save this was to end it. The thing is, you have very good advice to other people but when you are involved you have alot of trouble following it. And for more that you know that other people are right you blind yourself and suffer just because you want. There is a point were there isnt love anymore is just the fear feeling of losing someone important. But you forget that for this person being important to you, she must treat you like such.
Well, really dont want to talk about it. I learned this lesson before, and I learned it again. I am more happy with womans that love me than with the ones I love.
So my life will be easier from now on.
My advice is if she dosent respect you, end it. It will only get worse. Unless she thinks she lost you and is ready to change.
So true, I’ll be finding out soon enough. She was ready to change a month ago, and she did, now back to the same thing. I feel disrespect just from that. But if its anything from my part, I will try correcting first and see if she will work with me on this.
Spoken like it was ripped from the pages of any PUA book.
But I am sorry to hear that, but selfishly glad you are back. Remember there are plenty of woman and you are an awesome guy so you’ll have no issues finding a new one.
Thanks steve. Life is hard, we learn the hard way that we give to much to people who just dont give a dam about us, and we left behind the ones who tried to make themselves our friends and give us happyness. Its hard to be back, but well it is life. Just have to take the best of it, and learn with it.
Nice to see you back Falcos! I wondered where you flew off to.
Do NOT feel bad about what happened. I know how it feels to get your heart ripped, but as you’ve already said YOU are THE alpha male. YOU will move on and will be back on the market. It’s her loss. Now go out, live your life, and be sucessful. That alone will make her regret her descision.
About fly off… I have been in ibiza, I just wish I was there in a different setting. I will defenetly be back there some day. Really any single guy or girl out there??? Thats the place to go.
I know its easier said than done, but just try to pick yourself up and dust yourself off the best you can, and you will get back to the loving, caring, joyful guy that I know you are. Just the fact that you have found your way back here shows that you are already on your way.
And remember that every woman is different, just as men are. And no two relationships are the same. The next girl you meet and get to know might be wonderful and right for you, and in time this coldness and indifference you are understandably feeling will pass, as everything does.
Don’t let one bad apple spoil the whole basket for you.
. But no more a314 or A1 or IH 
. Neverthless I reached a conclusion with this girl and got my freedom back at the cost of my soul. Meaning I will be a meaner more vicious guy. Also meaning I will score girls 
