It’s been so long that I haven’t “complained” about my personal issues on a online forum, but I just couldn’t hold it anymore and figured out, what a website better than the one I’m ALWAYS browsing on?
So, pheromones seem to make people like me more than before and make me appear more social, but I feel I’m still underrated. I feel like I deserve more.. more what? more friends, guys and girls, more “fans” if you would say. Just more recognition.
I even think facebook is making me depressed.. people post some of the dumbest shit ever and you see 1000 likes and 9999 comments.. while when I post anything(stuff that I’m sure that if just another “famous” facebook guy would post and you would get 1k likes for it), the most I get is 2-5 likes from the same people everytime (mostly these people have been exposed to my mones several times).. Lol, that doesn’t actually bother me so much but makes me wonder how some people are so “liked” when they post the dumbest shit. I wish there were mones on facebook 
And even outside facebook, I see myself as very outgoing and social person but I just don’t seem to be known. May be the creepy vibe that I’ve been projecting for 3-4 years I’ve been here is stuck on people’s head?
Honestly, my brother and I always have this feeling that we “deserve way more”. I don’t want to sound cocky or anything but it’s just this feeling that I get sometimes.
My best friend is a guy who I wouldn’t even depend on to take my back when he’s 2 years older than me (19). And my real closest friend and I’m very thankful and proud to have is my younger brother.
I just can’t seem to get my head straight sometimes. The girls that gets attracted to me always, and by always I think I should say almost all the time, play mind games and “hard to get” on me. I haven’t witnessed a girl that got attracted to me without talking about other guys to me and saying how they feel attracted to others or flirt with others just to “make me jealous”. That doesn’t work very well on me and I seem to loose interest VERY easily this way. I just can’t seem to find a girl (or a guy) that would actually feel or understand me. I don’t know what I might be doing wrong to be honest. I guess I’ll just have to wait till I go to university and may be things might change their 
.