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Wow, this is incredible! About the shotgun, I believe in arms and the right to bear them, I own guns, I also had a friend in the 5th grade who didn’t make it to the 6th because his older brother was careless one afternoon. The man who gave me my first job commited suicide several years after he killed a thief in his home…he couldn’t live with having defended his wife and himself. If you choose a gun make sure you get the best training you can get and make sure you are prepared to live with the consequences of using it properly. Things like pepper spray, tasers, and even the aluminum bat ARE good alternatives.

These beasties should be prosecuted and sued. The faster you take the legal offensive the harder it will be for them to do so.

All the best Phya this is a terrible thing to happen to anyone.

Go for it buddy, press charges on those assholes as they deserved it. Hmm, well since you say that those assholes are ‘protecting’ M, this smell fishy like a setup. Don’t mind i ask buddy does M know these assholes as friends?

And no witnesses, that is hard & the police will be doubtful but the weapon that the assholes leave behind will be an evidence against them as the police investigators will check the fingerprints on the weapon. So you have an advantage there buddy :slight_smile:

I agreed with renny on his advice on use of guns well it is better to use pepper spray, tasers or aluminum bat like he recommended instead. I myself have a bat for self defence buddy.

Phya, I’m no lawyer, but (sorry, I bet you’re going to get heartily sick of “I’m no lawyer, but…” posts soon) surely it would be up to M, and M alone, to try and pull a stunt like this. It is not up to the frat boys to file any allegations of sexual assault. But if you think they might try and put M up to it, if they have some sort of influence over her, then do tread carefully. Maybe you should keep in touch with M a little bit, just socially, to make sure that her friends are not leaning on her to revise history.

NTK, I’m attempting to make peace with the central figures in all this. So far I’m good with the hired muscle, but not quite good with the people who caused this trouble to begin with. I offered to meet them in person so that I can clear it up and hopefully get into contact with M directly, because..well I just think I should at least talk with her once after a ONS gets broken up like that.

Whether the gangbanger excuse is true or not…what he’s doing is trying to cover his (their) a**(es)! Trust me, they’ll say anything they think will get them out of owning up and taking responsibility for their actions. And if their parents have money you’re really in for a fight or you’re gonna get payed off fast. The last thing they want is for their “good name”, or their sonny boy’s, to be besmirched.

You don’t have to ejaculate to be charged with sexual assault.

M is the only “witness” and hopefully she won’t let those morons influence her and she’ll do the right thing. A little chat with your lawyer should clear up her thinking. Nobody wants to go through what she’ll have to go through to bring those charges against you and make them stick.

Bella

Hi again Bella. :slight_smile:

I’m trying to pull together quotes as fast as possible, to hand the bill over to them. I’m looking for the silver lining and I’m catching some glimpses now..Sigh… I just gotta have faith in the path I’ve chosen to walk.

I haven’t forgiven, and I certainly haven’t forgotten, but I want to rid myself of wanting revenge. It’s a nasty vibe and I don’t want anything to do with it. It seems that a lot of the people involved genuinely realize that they made a big mistake. Hella people know about it though, just today on my way to class I hear two girls stop, whisper to each other ‘that’s the guy, him, right there’ as I pass them. I’m looking right at them as I walk past and turn around to look at them still looking at me as I walk away…I’d feel embarrassed if I had actually done something, since I haven’t, this just pisses me off. This will pass over, and when it does, I can just go back to having fun.

As a sidenote, I went and kicked it with A because I wanted to get away from anyone that was involved or knows someone involved. I wanted to get away from the drama. It was nice, and we had a chill chat, but she told me she was kinda hurt that I went and picked up a girl at a party, because we had mentioned that we were both interested and would want to date when she closed off her old relationship.

I just gently reminded her that we’re not in a committed relationship so she can’t really expect me to be a one girl man. She understood and didn’t blame me and wasn’t mad, but just let me know it irked her and she didn’t wanna hear about any other girls, whether or not it happens. I smiled and let her know I don’t really kiss and tell anyways, and I didn’t mention the girl because I wanted to brag, but that it came up because of the story behind getting beaten.

She didn’t distance herself and if anything, the bond was strengthened so it was all good. I mentioned it earlier in my journal and it’s interesting to note here that keeping the mindset of, if you aren’t going to commit to me then I’ll just do my thang, has been…integral? supportive? helpful? whatever.. of keeping A on her toes and wanted to be with me.

In fact, right after I let her know that I’m a guy and I’ll be talking to other girls while I’m not in a relationship, she placed her hand on my elbow and was saying, Nooo I’m not blaming you, but you know… (unsaid: I just want you to myself :wink: )

My friend also is very sick all of a sudden and fainted last night. I think he’s doing better today. One of his roommates also suddenly went to the emergency room and I’m concerned there might be a very deadly virus floating around. So far his other roommates and myself are okay.

Unfortunately his illness might have indirectly ruined his relationship with his gf, she thought he was joking, and he was hella pissed she’d doubt him like that. They had a big ass fight right in front of all of us. It was gnarly and definitely awkward..

It’s either you’ve got a quiet, uneventful life or you’ve got a crazy roller coaster ride…at least that how it’s been for me the last couple years..damn man. I like rollercoasters but the quiet grass is nice too. Too bad you can’t have your cake and eat it too, eh?

2 drops of a314, 2 sprays of mx200

Went to class, found an open area, but had to squeeze past a cute girl, we’ll call her N, to get there. I decided to sit one seat apart from her. She was mostly texting on her phone so I kinda just let her alone and I was busy texting someone myself so I just chilled for a bit. Something my friend sent me made me laugh kinda loud and I noticed she looked in my direction curiously. Shortly thereafter, I noticed she crossed her legs in my direction. Right before I could open my mouth, some other guy decides to sit in the seat right between us.

I pause for a moment and ask the guy next to me if the professor puts up any notes for the class. I notice that N is looking at me, apparently wanting to be in the conversation. So as I’m asking about my options, I look right back at her and basically kinda talk to her instead of the guy (lol). I say that I missed the first week of class because I registered late. Follow it up with, I don’t think many people will want to give a week’s worth of notes, and she offers her notes to me.

I thank her and start copying the notes furiously. I didn’t think I’d actually finish, but it’s a lot of material, I might as well get started now. By then the class has started so I’m flip-floping back and forth from transcribing what he’s dictating and her notes. Needless to say, I paid very close attention that class. :slight_smile:

Anyways, fast foward and class is done, I haven’t even come close to finishing the notes. I ask if she minds if I copy them over the weekend and offer her my number so she can call me whenever she wants them. Instead she wants to write down her number. I give her the back of my notebook and she writes her number and name. Turns out she’s actually a girl that my friend has known for a while from a separate circle.

I don’t think much is going to come of this except getting a better grade. Mostly because I’m not gonna mack on my friend’s interest and I hear she’s a good student so it might just have been really natural for her to want to help another student out with notes. But I think the IOIs were there. The legs, the way she responded as if I was talking to her (she expected me to talk to her), and the way she offered her information rather than taking mine.

Take from it what you will, but I’m gonna try and see if she wants to study for the midterms, and if she’s cool with that, I can at least try new combos to see if it was a fluke or what. :smiley: Yes, at this point, I can’t believe it, but good grades are more important to me than getting some. I don’t mind putting it in the backseat here.

You’re right, hanging onto these types of feelings never amounts to any good. It’s best to TCB and move passed it as quickly as the law will allow.

Yeah, formal charges can do that to a person.

Well, you’re now famous or infamous…depends on who they are and what they were saying about you. If they’re sorority sisters…you’re infamous…if they’re regular gals you may just be the stud who took down those drunken frat boy morons :wink: …dunno. :roll_eyes:

Well no one will ever accuse you of not being up front and honest…my kinda guy. :wink: So tell me, Phya, with you waiting in the wings…what the hey is holding up A? If I knew you were waitin’ for me, I’d have way ditched this other guy by now.

How’s your friend doing? Anybody else come down with this?

Funny thing about life…the minute you get the least bit comfortable…there’s always somethin’ that jumps up and bites ya on the a**.

Sometimes you just have to settle for a cupcake. :smiley:

Bella

TCB?

I’m pretty sure it’s more on the infamous side. I don’t think the different frats have put their stories together, but I think I’ve been infamous with more than one frat before. Fortunately, most of them are funny/interesting stories. This one just sucks. :stuck_out_tongue:

I like Instant Honesty for a reason. :smiley: I have no idea, but I don’t really care, I’m over trying to figure out people’s motivations and influences atm. Whatever her reasons are, if they are positive I don’t care about changing them, and if they are negative, I really don’t care about changing them. I’m just gonna keep talking to girls till I meet one that really clicks.

He’s good now, thanks for asking. It came and went like a monsoon. I think the virus had less of an impact on his life than the resulting breakup.. I guess he’s happy.

Ain’t that the truth? I was toying with the idea of tattooing “If it gets too quiet, something’s about to surprise you.” Or something along those lines. :stuck_out_tongue:

But actually though, this recent event has me inspired for a new tattoo, I know it’s coming up soon, I just don’t know exactly when or what right now.

Today was a chill day. People were very friendly and pleasant to be around.

I had on 2 sprays of Instant Shine 2X, 45mcgs of p74, and 2 “dabs” of p79@5mcgs (my bottle is nearly out).

The first notable moment was when I was in line for lunch. The guy ahead of me looked at me and we just sorta started small talk, very naturally. Same thing with the female cashier, it wasn’t sexual but very social and acceptable.

After lunch I had some time to spare, turns out I run into two girls I haven’t seen in a while, we’ll have to call them L and D. I have had slightly romantic encounters with both of them in the past and they were both happy to see me. I pretty much talked to them for a half hour, just catching up a bit. D is big on water sports so we were talking about swimming. I told her I’m terrible at swimming, she offered to teach me. :slight_smile: We’ll see where that one goes.

Overall it was just a very chill, laid back combo, nothing spectacular but you could have a fairly good time pretty much anywhere.

Will defintiely have to give this combo a go at some stage in the future.

I wore the same mix as yesterday plus 5mcgs of TAK and 45mcgs of TAF.

Let’s see…not blatant hits, but I noticed two things today in my CS class. One, the guy next to me was copying my work for a little bit, but then stopped as he couldn’t keep up (lol, shame on him).

Two, the lab TA was very quick to come check my work, I felt that it was on the verge of giving me special treatment. That may be due to the fact that for the past two labs, I’ve walked in on average 30 minutes late and finish who knows how many minutes early. I think he just knows that I wanna get my stuff done and be out. There’s no reason to give me a hard time since I pretty obviously know my way around Word and Excel..

Anyways, I run into a friend’s roommate at lunch and decide to eat with him. We have a good long chat. It was nice, I’ve never talked with him that long. After lunch, I’m talking with the roommate outside and I see D walk past me. As I watch her walk away, I eventually part ways and I go catch up with D.

I catch her right before she’s about to go to the pool. I call out her name and she turns and walks to me. We chit chat for a while, and it seems like things are good for me. Lots of good eye contact, big smiles and all that. After seeing all these pouty club girls, seeing a girl with a bright cute smile like that really makes my day. I think I wanna date her. Seriously, considering all the bullshit going on in my life, that smile is like rays of sunshine to me.

But. Here’s the dilemma. I sorta feel like any relationship I have next is gonna be sort of a bounce back. I’ve been with girls since I broke up, but I don’t really see it the same way as dating a girl. Eh, I dunno, at the same time, if I keep stopping myself from dating someone because I might break up with them later, then I might as well just stop trying to date.

If it turns out that there isn’t much of a spark, I think I’ll just have to do the right thing and break it off. It doesn’t matter if the girl is a random girl that you met or a friend of a friend, if you break up with them, they’ll probably hate you either way. So, do I avoid any relationships with girls who are in my network, even vaguely, to avoid burning bridges?

If it just doesn’t work out, is that okay? Will I be hated as if I cheated or something? I dunno. It’s for those reasons that I think staying clear of friend’s friends (or friend’s cousins for that matter) is a good idea.

Anyone have insights/comments?

My friend’s bday today, we drank to celebrate, it’s the preliminary celebration. :slight_smile:

I wore 30 mcgs of p74, 1 spray of IH4x and 2 sprays of IS.

Very good kino from my friend, V. Everyone left, and V stopped to ask me about the frat boy situation. We ended up talking for at least 30 minutes, 1 hour about the situation and my options.

From what she said, if I can visually confirm the people in a random line up, my word is pretty solid. From there, since they are all technically accomplices I’ll have the detectives focus their efforts on the two girls that were bystanders, since they didn’t actually do anything, they’ll probably think it’s unfair that they get hit with charges and be willing to testify.

From there I have witnesses to put the major 3 people in jail. Of those 3, 2 probably know who else was there. If they crack, I’ve got the rest.

But from what I’m thinking, if either of those two girls crack to begin with, then my case is rock solid. Now if only this detective would call me back. You may very well have convinced me V. I don’t know if it’d be considered beta for changing my decision, or alpha for getting mines. Or it’s it peaceful alpha by taking the higher route and beta to rely on the police. I don’t really care, what will I regret more? I think I may very well regret letting these guys go, especially when I seemingly have them in the palm of my hand.

Jeez, ya take a few days off and he’s at V…last time I was here it was M…lol. I think we may have to come up with a longer alphabet for you, Phya! :smiley:

Perhaps instead of “letting them go”…or them actually doing hard time…you could work out some kind of community service deal, with the lawyer/courts, for these guys to do as “punishment”? That would more or less Take Care of Business. Just a thought.

Bella

Great reports, as usual Phya…reps. :wink:

Thanks for dropping by Bella. I’m skipping around a bit so I think the alphabet we have now is plenty long. :slight_smile: I dunno where I’m gonna find a Q or Z..hell, let alone X. :stuck_out_tongue:

As far as the community service, that’s not a bad idea, as that won’t cause anyone to miss school, just a lot of their free time. I’d actually rather they have to settle for $20k or something to avoid the drama. :smiley: A guy can dream, right?

Push it as far as you can. No reason to put up with that kind of BS for any reason. Just because they are dumb college frat punks, they should not get a “buy”.

Press charges, get damages plus and if you are feeling nice agree to community service. Letting them walk is not doing you or them a favor. They need tough love right now - letting them get away with that just teaches them and their buddies the wrong thing. If you press charges then the police will get to figure out who they are and who put them up to it.

I’m gonna keep this one short.

2 sprays of IS2x, 30mcgs of p74, 2 sprays of IH4x to hair, 5mcgs of TAH to hair. and two ‘dabs’ of p79.

I’m going to skip most of it. I’ll just say that IH, as I have said before, can pull out some very strong memories and emotions.

Near the end of the night, L was tearing up at the thought of an ex bf and his situation. I don’t know the details and I don’t know if she’s hurt because she cares about him so much or if things went badly. Due to the reaction, I suspect it’s because she cares about him, though even when he comes back to school, they won’t be back together again.

Eventually she had to go upstairs and V followed her up. After a moment, two other mutual friends and I went upstairs to check up on L. We quietly came in to try and change the mood. As soon as I got in, I saw a book she was reading in class and asked her about it. It was a book on having sex for the first time and the various experiences for a human sexuality class. Obviously that switched up the conversation pretty rapidly.

Then she was on her own roll and offered us some chocolate that she keeps around for guests. :slight_smile: And then told us about the posters she made for her friend leaving to the UK and how she forgot them when she went to say bye. :smiley: Cute.

I’m pretty sure it worked, she was looking much more upbeat than before. I noticed V, and our two friends left, leaving me and L up there. I’m not sure why they left, but I forgot about it, and just tried to make L more comfortable. She’s a complete sweetie, I wanna make things good for her. I challenge you to find a nicer, more giving girl.

Interesting results with your socials there Phya.

My best advice would be to go with what you think is best, and have no regrets about any decision you make.

I’ve got some TAH and I’m wondering what the effects of using this molecule in a mix like this would do as i’ve never tried it yet. Would it make things more sexual in any way?

I haven’t seen any outright ‘sexual’ effects from TAH. But I could see how it might go in that direction. It’s got bubbly, overflowing energy, and if that energy has direction with a sexual edge, I’d see it kinda as playing with whip cream and licking it off each other, or taking body shots of each other.

It’s mainly a fun energy that could become sexy, not necessarily ‘sexual’, that’s how I see it. Of course, like most test molecules, time will tell/show if there is more to it. I’m sure there is a lot I haven’t seen yet. I have yet to try dosages over 10mcgs.

I threw in the 5mcgs of TAH for the dinner because it was a girl’s bday and wanted to make things more fun for the ladies (plenty of them around tonight, all taken though) I don’t think she needed it, I don’t think she had any problems getting lost and taken away by the fun.

If anything, the past results have only reinforced what I already know about IH, and for some reason, either the conversations that come up in my presence at this moment, or the people I talk with, but either way, everyone’s got something serious on their chest right now, and IH makes them all wanna let it out.

It also shows clearly the IS. Kino, kino, kino. It’s like the magical ‘come here and brush against me’ product. :slight_smile: I think a lot of the time the kino is unconcious, to elaborate, I think the actual action of touching (ex: hugs) is conciously decided, but the extent and length of the touch is not (it goes on longer/closer/tighter than originally intended.

I have just thought about it, and I think p74, p83 and lots of IS might simply be addictive to some people. p74 draws people in socially and they just want to talk, talk, talk. p83 is that well known disinhibitor, making them want to act quickly on their impulses to talk to you. The IS keeps things in a light fun mood, reinforces their reasons to talk to you (you’re a socially fun guy) and the ‘magnetism’ combined with the p83 leads to great kino, which can easily be followed up on.

For example, if I’m at a party, and I get a good tight hug from V, all the other remaining girls will give me much tigher hugs (social proofing). So, the idea is that, if one girl really feels the p74, she’ll want to talk to you a lot. That draws in other girls to talk to you. Eventually (probably sooner than later), you’ll come across a girl that is also reactive to IS/p83 and initiates kino.

That leads to all the other girls giving you increased kino as well. And if all the girls are talking to you, and all giving you good kino – even better, if they initiate either one of those conditions – your social proof goes off the charts, IMO. Even better than taking a girl and making out with her right there (as that implies you’ve already made a choice/taken someone, this way, you’re still unattached, even temporarily, and should incite more competition amongst the females.

Hmmm..this might be a fun daytime combo that might transition well into the night as well. I dunno how many situations you might be put into like that, but you never know.

In the end, I need to try it out first.

Initially, I’m thinking ~30mcgs of p74, 2-3 sprays of IS2x, and ~30 mcgs of p83. I think if anything, the ratio of p74:p83 will need the most tweaking. At levels under 25mcgs, I feel p74 becomes more of a background supporter, making things smooth than an active, you wanna chill/talk with me. At lower levels, I think p83 would be active enough, but I also want to push the p83 to give it an edginess that pushes people to take quick action.

Ideally, I’d like to be able to walk in somewhere, and within a couple minutes, watch the social situation just fall apart and rearrange itself into a kino fest. :smiley: Although, I think at that point, it’s not just ‘kino’ anymore. :stuck_out_tongue:

Alrighty, I just finished off a giant bowl of pasta (thanks Bella, for those tips!)

So I tried the p74/p83/IS combo. I was hoping it’d be a giant honey pot, but not quite so. Needs less p83. I’ll try it again, but I think I’ll try it in at night. p83 is rough to use during the day at that concentration.

Wore 1 drop of A314/30mcgs of p74/and 2 sprays of IS2x today.

Very nice, casual feeling, the p74 and IS really balanced the A314 well. People were not chatty but still very social (that’s the p74 for sure). I liked that the conversation today wasn’t hyper like a-nols or too deep like b-nols. It was just good ol random talking. My friend and I usually go to the gym together and talk a good amount, but today it wasn’t so much the quantity of talking, but rather the flow of it. It was way..well smooth (what else did you expect from p74? :stuck_out_tongue:)

One of the cashiers at the pasta line has seen me a few times. As I pull up to the register, I see my friend and say hey. She turns, looks at him, looks back at me and asks if I work at dining services with him. I tell her no, we’re just friends and small talk about whatever for a bit.