A bit of a conscious streaming today.
OK, well I mentioned KG and NG in the forum right? I failed to mention how KG stopped talking to me completely and I was a bit down about that. Nothing ever happened between us, so I wasn’t really affected too much, but I did find myself wondering what happened. Today I found out.
Both KG and TG liked me, and both KG and TG knew about the other, because I’m an honest guy and I’m not about to cheat. I liked both of them, but with KG there was a deeper mental connection, so I “chose” to go out with her instead. When I told KG about this she said “Really? You chose me!? GREAT!” and we made plans to go out. Unfortunately this meant telling NG what was going on. NG was crushed. Ng was so crushed, that KG, through a mutual friend heard about the impact my decision had had on NG. KG felt terrible for making NG so upset, so she stopped all communication with me. (She didn’t tell me this until today)
So, basically, because I was being honest with both of them I wound up getting neither of them. (although NG is now with me)
I don’t mean to sound…ungrateful? But that still hurt me a little bit to know why it happened.
/rant
Today I got called into work around 6, I’ve worked every single day since I was hired, so I guess that means they like me. I guess this might sound pathetic, but I really enjoy working at Sonic. The work isn’t difficult, I get free food if I’m hungry, I know most of the employees and am friends with more than half of them, and I get to meet new people. It’s also somewhat busy so the time flies, so I don’t dislike working long hours.
Today I wore Mx292 1 shot, and 2 shots of jerk.
NOTICE
I’m nearly out of my Togo of Instant Jerk, is anyone willing to trade for some? Just let me know what you’d like to trade for, I’ve got almost everything in the consumer line.
Didn’t notice too much, but thats probably because I was in the back cooking and its hot back there plus only one other employee hangs around me. One thing I did notice, was that this girl A who is a HB11 (my age) was friendly and didn’t treat me like I was “out of her league”, meaning she treated me like a friend/human instead of someone beneath her. This is probably the social proof of IJ. Also she commented on me smelling good when I first walked in.
More later, hopefully I work tomorrow!
EDIT: An ‘interesting’ thing about me.
I have OCD, its a special kind that is hard to explain, but I’ll try. (It’s self diagnosed, but fairly obvious)
For example, if I don’t have a job, I’ll just chill at home and do the same thing every day, browse forums, hang with friends, etc. If I DO have a job, I start getting addicted to the job, and I forget about anything else. I actually prefer to be at that job rather than at home, or even with friends. It’s pretty severe, because if this happens I can go weeks/months without even talking to people outside of work, and this obviously causes problems. I also find myself just dragging by until it is time to go back to work, at which time I am happy, productive, and charismatic.
For example, I just got off a shift and I have the urge to go back and work until close. I don’t know why, so don’t ask, but it’s like I get used to something then I HAVE to do it.
I’m literally just gonna sit here and wait until they call me back in, and that’s really…idk, strange.
Haha, if you didn’t find me strange before you surely do now eh? 
Night all,
~Bob