S908a
P80 - 1 spray neroli 12.5 mcg/s in chest
Temp – 35-40c
Location - At home
I had my monthly and I was experiencing much symptoms of PMS. They are getting worse day by day.
Mood before testing –
Was crying (on nothing), hope less, lonesome, wanted cuddling, didn’t want to get up & go for work, had pain & was fussy. Thought of running away & hiding somewhere. Was very cranky.
Got ready but did not go to the work cos I dint feel like & had pain as well. So I just opened my notebook lied in bed & surfing here at the forum but was not able to read or do anything but be miserable. So I got up & without any notion applied P80. I had 3 new p’s in my order to choose from.so just picked this one. Results were amazing.
Self effects -
Within 15-20 mins( I actually noted time) I was quite. Not crying & was feeling in my control. I asked myself what the hell I was crying on & then I realized I had mone on & it is doing something.
I felt in my control.
I was not feeling any turbulence.
It was like magic happened & all the symptoms of tremulous & upset & emotional misbalance has gone.
I wasn’t happy or upbeat but was very much in my solid state.
Nothing was disturbing me.
Not many thoughts were coming to mind.
I was in a plain state of brainwork.
if I was on -10 on the scale before P80, I was at 3-4 within 20 mins of application, without realizing when I went past 0. It was like immediate shift.
As I am saying it was a emotional control, & fell good within , not really uplifting.
I was in undisturbed state.
I felt as if, whatever happens I can take that. 
At one point I felt I have enough strength to undergo any circumstance.
I felt stern feeling, not aggressive.
I felt there is no point sitting like this & should do some action.
I had feeling of let whatever it is, & move on with my objective( I was kind of driven, but for what? I don’t know, I had no objective in that situation).
I was kind of carefree, about what happens as a result but was ready to go for it. ( I had no idea but what to do, so made a plan in head to go out with chic when she is back & get something – what? Again no idea. This is funny:o )
I waited for chic to come back from school.
In the meantime, I was feeling so bored tapping the touchpad.
I was just lying on the bed, & thought , let me get remote & watch TV.
Just then I told myself, huh , who gets up from here, & get remote, fuck it up, I will read a book . & there I was reading a book which I just picked from my nightstand.( very manly, I was asking myself why I am doing this, I had no answer) but I didn’t like being that WAY.
My brain was kind of not fixed but not open also. Very neutral kind of thought process.
I sprayed it at 10.30 and effects stayed with me clearly till 3- 4.00pm.
At 4.00
I reapplied 1 more spray. But by that time I understood the effects so thought of mixing it & go out to see how day goes.