This 2x P95 10mcg 2x TAC 10mcg and 1x epiandrosterone 10mcg mix is definitely giving me more social confidence and drive. Alot of the people I had to call back this week I just got completed. I feel like reaching out to others. There is a smoothness to my use of vocabulary that is more respectful then if I was to use P123 for example. Uplifting positivity from the confidence boost 
Ahhh I’m just collectively putting my thoughts here. Thinking where to put myself in life, it really comes down to what I want. I continue to have opportunities that reach out to me from my efforts of ‘putting myself out there’ only they arn’t on the beaten path.
I essentially need to choose between my original career path of web marketing or go into what is more seemingly more lucrative of working for myself and being a sales person (not generating leads, but closing which I am good at). I’m looking at the numbers for sales opportunities like this and I can have 2-3 times as much money as jobs offered on my career path. Not to mention my arsenal from androtics can be put to proper use, I doubt I’d be looking at the worst case earnings lol.
Meanwhile living in a country where graduates get the worst return on investment on graduate degrees 
… one thing I don’t want is to get in on sales which isn’t related to my career but then lock myself out of my career in the long run. In the big picture, strategy is what I love and in 5-10 years the earning potential of my education and experience in a career will pay off.. Just a matter of finding where to belong and is it worth the opportunity cost of the time to get there. Besides the lost interim earning potential of sales job but also my time on this earth, time is the most precious and I shouldn’t waist it on valueless ventures and ideas.
Voice in the back of my head is saying to do both lol. 
You know I’ve mixed a lot of things with P95. P95 on its own to me is like a more social laid back version of andosterone. I’ve also experienced taste enhancements with it. Even the crappiest beers taste exquisite when I have p95 on.
But now when I mix it with 10mcg of epiandrosterone it really completes P95. I find myself reaching for it more so then any other respect mix. It feels like IG Deluxe. I may start seeing how this works as a base for other things like P90 and B-nol. I’m bot sure which P is epiandrosterone but I figured its worth it for the powers that be keep it in mind when your playing with the IG formula.
Whoa, I’ve really been exploring a lot of career options.. One path to the next, reading reading reading… Everything from picking up scrap metal to adult industry lol. I could do well anywhere really, just were does it all fit with my long term plans and what I love..
Interview tomorrow for an airline marketing co-coordinator, see how that goes..
Best of luck to you sir. I know you will do good anywhere.
Yeah looks like I ran into the ‘you’re too qualified’ again. The interview had alot of questions concerning if I would like working with them. The next day one of the girls left a long message on my cell which is surprising. Concerns that I was too qualified and wouldn’t be happy working there. Seemed sin-sear as usually people don’t go though that much trouble to make excuses when rejecting you lol. I was wearing a mix for concentration as they were supposed to test me.
The mix was Meo 2x @50mcg, TAC 3x at 10mcg, P102 2x at 10mcg, P75 1x at 2.5mcg, P96 1x at 10mcg, A314 1x
I was contemplating earlier today on some observations… As of lately it’s become more and more apparent that whether for business or pleasure people seem to be attracted to either what they are familiar with of what they lack(filling a void) and this can go on subconsciously. I believe this also goes as far as on the biological level. The easy one to pick out are those who like what they are familiar with, and it could be some signature characteristic from family or some positive stimuli from some character in their youth. If let’s say a women’s father had specific personality traits and biological look, there is a good chance that whatever his signature was the women would be drawn to it if that’s what she is familiar with.
The other side of the coin is filling a void. For example in procreation my genetics desire a partner to procreate with that can broaden the extent of my gene pools genetics. For example I have a Dutch background but extremely attracted to women with spicy or exotic features. For example Brazillian, Italian, Romanian, Molato ect. I don’t have a sense of smell but these women smell sweet to me. I know that I’m picking up there biological sent and its attractive to me. The only explanation is that my genetics desires this expanded gene pool. I believe so is the case in why there are so many other couples that connect with partners that are so different from there gene pool.
The filling a void thought can be extended to personality as well. Such as introverts seeking extroverts or beta’s looking for alphas and vice versa. These personality mind sets I believe exude pheromone signatures that people can at minimum pick up sub consciously. I for one have gotten to the point that I can interpret someone’s signature and energy from first glance. I’ve encountered other women that would try to interpret me and would essentially describe what the mix I’m wearing is supposed to be exuding. What a lot of the successful pheromone products attempt to do is put someone’s signature into a more typical and sought after signature and amplifying it. Such as being more Alpha to attract other beta females, or allowing alpha females subvert into a more beta role. All assisted by socials and other visual stimulus pheromones.
So I added abit of P91 to my P95 and epiandrosterone respect mix and it seemed to take things to another level. I was even even more status and I was more compelled to dish out witty comments.
It was 20mcg of P95, 10mcg of epiandrosterone, and 10mcg of P91
I went to my weekly poker game and was given the best seat in the house. To date I usually take something lesser but today is was left wide open without any position or competition for it. When I spoke I lead the room, people would stop and listen. There was an added level of vip going on now with this addition to the mix.
Also everyone playing poker is Russian, in the past sometimes they would start speaking Russian and I would be left out of conversations. But all conversations that night were in English. Even ones I wasn’t included in.
Definitely a good fit for a respect mix, I will test it some more.
Lately I’ve had a chance to play with Steve’s ICM3.0 named Evolve For Men. Its definitely a room stopper in terms of intensity and I’m still assessing.
But one fascinating thing I’ve found is the use of AndrostAnone seems to be a distinct variation to that of the traditional none. One that is very energizing in a masculine way. Almost like P75 but more in your face.
My mother (in her 50’s) who comes in contact with my clothing sometimes if I come home to do laundry (sometimes I do) distintly picks up on the AndrostAnone on specific clothing and gets her mad. Where as I’ve had other women in there 20’s smell me that in some cases when on the pill picked up on nothing but when not on the pill invite me for a threesome on two occasions. So to the right age demographic this stuff smells like sex to some girls.
I know my mother is the type that prefers androsterone and socials from my other mixes and of course I’m her son and wouldn’t want this bad ass signatures around her. But what is useful is knowing the strength of this residue on my clothing. She occasionally tells me she smells a wave of it floating through the house then goes away quickly like its drifting around. This is after not using it for a week! I tried using just 10mcg of AndrostAnone when walking out the door with some socials and P95 and she could tell from 20feet away that I ‘had that stuff on again’.
I had the talk with her that this stuff is targeted to people more my age just like how my gf would be huffing my armpits, same stuff but cleaner. That seemed to work, but now shes on a mission to find some cleaner to get it out of my clothing. I read a thread that Trish recommended Nature’s Miracle Stain & Odor Remover so I’ll try that next. Oxyclean is working somewhat but after a few washes.
I’m not sure if you can OD on AndrostAnone, I’ll have to see when I’m not around family… Would be an interesting addition to the Androtics store if they have the means to produce.
Borax 20 Mule seems to be working pretty good for me right now. Yeah its stinky
Cool journal, liking the experimental mixes, have you noticed any similarities between P95 and P96?
Originally when I started first playing with P95 I had those same thoughts. To try anything around P96 and P86. Besides the recommendation from Steve and the comments and encouragement from Jasmine. She originally commented that P95 is an ultra pure form of a forum favorite. So it could literally have some relationship with IG or P96. I find it so pleasant I originally thought it was related to TAA but others who have the sense of smell say they it brought about thoughts of IG from it. Just spewing my thoughts for ya… 
Yeah I ahve it soaking in Borax right now too, I’m going to have to report on which is best soon!
Thanks, it’s part of the Golden 13 and seems like an interesting molecule to play with.
3 more sleeps till I’m off to Cuba
I’ve been thinking of ways to have fun there.. like for example instead of tipping the bar tenders all day I could go to the store and buy a $3.50 bottle of rum and drink that lol… Or instead of going on the jeep tour and paying $75, follow them on the path with a moped for $12 and go off roading with it.. Might as well
Gotta have fun while I’m still single right? Before I know it, it will be August and summers over…
First stop bragging! Bastard!
Next, how did the borax work for yah?
Could hardly sleep last night, its like christmass
Its sorta working, takes a lot of effort…
While on vacation I primarily used MX461 and Steves ICM3.0 (Evolve). I met some very fascinating people from around the world. I had many opportunities to be with them but I kept it on a light and fun level just to see how many women I could interact with and not become someone ‘property’ which was the fate of my friend.
MX461 was very interesting, I had a very outgoing women in her mid twenties who was attached start talking about my aura when I was wearing this. We had been drinking together for about 10min at a few feet away. She described me as someone that demands to be talked to, that just draws people in and its inescapable. Also that night when I was more intoxicated a couple from the UK prity much threw there baby on me saying “here you hold him!” Amazing that they trusted me with this!
Another day when wearing the ICM3.0 I said hi to 2 tall blond Hungarian models and ended up spending the day splashing around in the ocean, taking pictures and having fun. It felt so natural that I be there beside them. We then went to have drinks, dinner, splashing around in a pool with more pictures then they when to there room for a rest. Next day was the same thing! Lots of fun. But on the second day they were close to the time they were leaving so less ecstatic. I remember them commenting on how I was the most friendly person they met on the resort and how everyone else just didn’t ‘click’
Was a few other interactions but these were the highlights, in total it really helped me to see my own self worth. It was funny, I’d get comments from some of my new buddies saying “god I wish I were you!!” I’d just laugh…
Good stuff right there.
Soo I’m very curious if anyone who knows me is still reading my Journal.. I was thinking they’d come out and say something.. but maybe your not 
One thing you did teach me was the value of life and how precious every moment is. You helped me realize at my young age to live like its the last chance to do so, because really it is…
I’ve been working on business projects, I want to be well off by the time I’m 30. But I also want a partner in crime. I should be putting to use the accumulation of knowledge I’ve gained from here in all avenues.
I’ve been building my self awareness and self esteem, discovering my self worth… So in the first time in a year and a half I went on a real date. She has an awesome down to earth personality and love for all things in life. I discovered that she is a model from London and works as a designer for a tv station, entertaining clients (I believe, she said her work is confusing lol).
I was wearing
A314 2x to my jaw
IH @10mcg 2x
Anol @10mcg 1x
TAC @10mcg 3x
P96 @10mcg 3x
P91 @5mcg 1x
P86 @20mcg 2x
P74 @10mcg 2x
We talked for hours about fun life stories at a bar that has $10 pitchers, enjoyed so much that we decided to go for a walk on the beach. As soon as we left the bar she grabed my arm to make sure I was holding her as we walked. We laughed at the custom paint job on my car, she insisted that every car have a nick name. We called my car Scar Face lol. I’m driving that thing till it dies, nothings killed it yet… Brought me to her house to change.. Then we made it to the beach and she insisted on holding my hand for the walk, but I believe hers being in the dominant position. I’ve also discovered she has all the traits of an alpha female, very calculated underneath her smile. Disarm you with words not violence, appealing to the heart. Shes the type that gets what she wants, but doesn’t abuse it.
Shes been txting me good morning and other cute things through the day. Also mention of reading the book 50 shades of gray which I had some sly comments on. The day after we agreed to see each other a day later and she’s 80% decided to come to my friends cottage for a holiday long weekend party. I need help drinking from 2 kegs we got coming. But this must be a good mix if I’ve inspired that much trust from a first date Or maybe thats just me…
I think my next mix will have some P83 in it, or I’ll try out this new summer 2012 ammo when it arrives