Learnings of a Twisted Ostrich - Phase 2

Looks like I’m going to some crazy redneck farm party with two kegs of beer split between 3 people, should be interesting… I’ll bring this new ammo out.:stuck_out_tongue:

Should be lots of ppl there for Canada day…
German documentary of davids farm - YouTubeNatasha crashing 2 cars with DOZER at DAVIDS farm! - YouTube

You know it dawn on me lately I havn’t talk to many women this summer besides when being in Cuba. It isn’t so much a resurgence of my own introversion but more so just a lack of interesting people around.. Almost like I’m stuck dealing with the refuse of society. I’m always optimistic though, I’m sure something good will come around.

Yeah its really been a dull summer and its not from a lack of trying. It almost seems like nobody of interest is coming out these days around this town.

The I started looking at the demographics of around here and other neighboring cities and stumbled accorss this artical written in 2010. I can really relate to some of the topics, only now its 2012 lol.

Toronto the cold | NOW Magazine

Then finding more recent blog sites that I really can’t refute with my own observations

The decline of the Young Professional Woman in Toronto - A society of servers - Living in the DEAD city

Amongst his other posts there are some good ones, but this one of online dating is classic.

PLENTY OF TRASH - Living in the DEAD city

While I had thoughts of getting out of this city for a long time, they are ever more present now after this dry summer…

So I’ve been comparing different mixes for job interviews. I had two last week so I got to experiment with two different directions. Both were successes in there own way, but definitely to be used for only the right time and place. The first mix I was inspired to keep things simple and see if that helped.

  1. Soft respect social mix
    IG 2x
    IO 1x
    IH 2x
    P74 2x 10mcg
    P102 1x 10mcg

  2. High Respect focus mix
    A314 2x
    P91 1x 5mcg
    P90 2x 10mcg
    P102 2x 10mcg
    Meo-Est 1x 25mcg
    TAC 2x 10mcg
    Bnol 1x 10mcg

When using the first mix the interview was with an engineer that was president of a company. The interview started very rigidly but after a few minuets he was more at ease. By the end of the interview he was trying to sell me on a bunch of ideas that maybe I would have been interested in when I was younger but not so much at this stage in life. I was able to explain how we marking works to him at ease and it would seem I was very convincing. Even though the employment its self wasn’t acceptable to me, my ability to perform and get this info out of the interviewer was exceptional.

In using the second mix I was being interviewed by a top tier retail company that dominates North America for a position that would oversee there web marking strategy and implementation. I was first interviewed by a women in upper HR that acted me some very probing questions about my work history. She seemed to be very encouraged by my answers, very conducive conversations from the start.

After an hour interview she invited me to speak to management which turned out to be very grueling. Many open ended questions with the posture of ‘ok, prove yourself then’ with very little emotion. Thankfully with the focus part of this mix I answered every question fully and with confidence. I was able to get them to laugh once or twice but for the most part I left feeling that I did terrible. In retrospect I belive they were testing to see what I would do when under pressure. They called me back to have a second interview with a Director so I much have made an impression.

Going forward I believe both these mixes have there uses. Where the first one is good to insure you don’t look ‘overqualified’ and help the interview be conducive to communicating. The second mix is good for giving it your all sort of situation and needing to be the best of the best.:slight_smile:

So I took out my high respect social mix for the second interview but added some P74 and P75

A314 2x
P91 1x 5mcg
P90 2x 10mcg
P74 2x 10mcg
P75 1x 5mcg
P102 2x 10mcg
Meo-Est 1x 25mcg
TAC 2x 10mcg
Bnol 1x 10mcg

The interview went much more smoothly, it was with a director that could be in her mid 40’s. A lot of the interview was talking about my fit in the organization and my working preferences. The P74 definitely gave more of a frienly im on your team sort of vibe and the P75 edged in the confidence both in my answer and how I was perceived. I could definitely feel the difference..

So I finally got an email back from that company saying that they are now finalizing looking at the candidates. Took a while! I thought they had moved on lol. Personally I was looking into other entrepreneurial ideas that seem more lucrative then something 9-5.

Meanwhile an update on P95. It really has become a staple for any sort of respect mix I make in the day time. It seems to be a more social and laid back sort of respect. I prefer to use it in a combination of other things as opposed to IG. :slight_smile:

So I was thinking of new ways to use my Androtics stash and something I was working on before. I thought to make a mix that could enhance my singing at karaoke. A friend of mine has gotten very good and wants me to come out sometimes.

So I put on

A314 1x under my nose
P102 @10mcg 2x
P75 @2.5mcg 1x
TAC @10mcg 2x
Anol @10mcg 1x

I was surprisingly in the mood to sing that night. I hadn’t practiced for 1-2months now but decided to take on a hard song. I requested ACDC - For Thoes About To Rock.

The place really livened up after I sang, standing ovation and multiple people congratulating me after singing. I still feel I could do better but it seems I pulled it off. My voice felt good and I felt positive, no stage fright or anything. The mix also made me friendly with everyone there, a few different people approached me to talk before I sang as well. Respect from my friends through the whole night. If I was to improve this I would add either some P123 as it seems to stimulate verbal thought, maybe it would pair well with the P102 audio enhancing.

So you’re saying this mix will make people sing better? OMG you better look out. I’m coming to your town to sing. I figure if its not good like you say at least I’ll have someone to blame it on.:slight_smile:

Lol enhancing whats already there… but the key to singing is just becoming comfortable with your won range and finding songs that suit it. Just a little practice goes along way! Even if someone sounds terrible eventuality you can sound abit better if you don’t give up!! hehe isn’t that the case with most things in life…

I have some points to spend here and was thinking to get some new A314… but I was hoping that something new would come out to play with before making an order.. hmm and christmass is coming up.. decisions decisions :stuck_out_tongue:

Doesn’t seem like anything new has come out in a very long time. Not sure whats going on but it seems like the last thing was the stealth diffusion but after over a year you’d think they’d have enough data. So yeah you really have to wonder :slight_smile:

So I’ve been starting a business which has been keeping me busy but its also a great opportunity to test some of the Putatives.

So I had purchased some material that needed to be processed for recycling. I have yet to have tools built to do it at ease or hire anyone to do the labour so me and my partner were going at it. The first day was exciting but it was still labour.

On the second day I tried putting on some P90 2x @10mcg and P74 2x @10mcg. Even though I was very sore the day passed by alot more smoothly. The p90 was good for getting the monotonous tasks done and p74 helped with comradery. We were going at it for 14hours and laughing all the way. Although I think I felt the effects last for 4-6 hours, I added some more in the afternoon.

I still feel that these two and TAC should be staples in everyones collection! I always wished there was a product to help with productivity and clarity of thought…

I hope everyone has a great newyears and can reflect upon a having a positivity in there lives! Its been great times we’ve been fortunate to live in, if you allow yourself to perceive it that way :wink:

One thing I’ve always loved is the thought of having an uninhibited mix. I’ve come accross some things thats enabled this for myself but I was thinking that I have all the putatives that could accomplish this. So recently I pulled out a bunch of putatives that I thought could help me accomplish this.

Just for the fun of it on a day I wasn’t to drink but was heading out I put on..
Tac 2x@10mcg
P103 2x@10mcg
P79 1x@10mcg
P83 4x@10mcg
Tak 1x@2.5mcg
P75 1x@2.5mcg

I was free spirited when wearing this but I may have made it too complex. Nothing of big interest to note on…

So just now I put on
Tac 1x@10mcg
Tak 1x@10mcg
P75 1x@10mcg
P79 1x@10mcg

To be honest I felt compelled to say something here even though I haven’t for a long time. I’m a bit more light headed. One thing I meant to write here I wrote backwards lol. Maybe I’m on to something, I’ll have to see what other peoples reactions are to this. :stuck_out_tongue:

Its good to see you posting my friend :slight_smile:

I have noticed I am misspelling words a lot more while typing..I suck at typing though so who the hell knows.. Know, siriously, I think I am halving a problim…:wink: