I ordered some IS to go and got some P102 with it mainly decided to try it for self effects but anything else would be a bonus.
I have some bad anxiety issues (not working at the moment and haven’t really hung out/been out in a year or so for more than a random encounter with a friend somewhere)
The other day a friend of mine had returned from another country and I wanted to hang out with her.. The social anxiety started shooting up so I shot my neck with one spray of IS and it started dropping off right away (I am on medication for it so it wasn’t just IS that fixed it for the moment but it definitely helped a LOT)
We hung out for a few hours and it was great.. Didn’t notice a whole lot of difference in her outside of she started feeling tired especially the first while after I picked her up.
A friend had texted her (who I hadn’t really seen in ages) saying they where having a party that night and figured i’d test it a little further and go as well.
Sure enough after I went home cleaned up some my anxiety started kicking in harsh bad.. another spray of IS to my neck and I was on my way. The anxiety was still there but it was really mild in comparison to normal. Really sweet to get out! None of the interesting lady getting stories some of you have but after being a recluse for so long it’s actually pretty great.
I’ve tried a bit of the P102 on its own (just one spray.. 5mcg i guess?) and havent noticed to much but going to try a bit more of that sooner or later too.
You take the positive you get and make your day flourish… We’re all different and special because by boosting your confidence and minimizing your anxiety, you’re on your way to some ‘interesting lady getting stories’, my man!
One step at a time…
Oh, and yes, IShine may have some effects on you and others of a mild tiredness after multiple exposures. In your case, it was much quicker for her.
IO can also help, IME, to get out of your shell, bubbly at ease, talk about anything vibe, in case IShine gets you too tired. I’d also suggest, back of the neck application, to minimize your self effects or in your hair. ONLY for IShine or IO.
Tried out a few sprays of P102 for self effect yesterday (wasn’t a whole lot going on so i figured why not)
I know some people I had read said they received a lot of extra focus or things like that but I didn’t directly notice anything like that at all, until I started doodling around and drawing things. Nothing special but I was paying attention to details in shading and shadows and what not way more than I normally would (or care to usually? I’m not an artist exactly ) also drew up some plans to make my mother a smaller loom for weaving on and got way more into details and was looking into possible things going wrong way beyond what i’d normally think of (have kinda thought of things before just passing by but most of things never crossed my mind)
I don’t know if thats all an effect of the P102 or I was acctually paying attention to things today but that was neat. Also one thing I noticed that was definitely out of place when I was trying to draw up those plans I was asking my mom about what she might want for certain things and any time she strayed off topic I was agitated feeling quite quickly.. which wasn’t exactly normal for me. Just wanted to keep on track really bad?
So went out to a friends party last night… Tried a mixture of things
IS (1.5 sprays)
P102 (1 Spray ) Ammo (1 spray) which I got just to see maybe how that was… haha
all to my neck.
Turns out it was a pretty good combo! no real hits but more popular than normal I think? I was also a hell of a lot more social/talkative less quiet guy sitting back and that was with very little extra added alchohol so it was overall a pretty good night. Probably one of the better ones I’ve had in years, to a lot of people probably not so much but being as cooped up as I tend to keep myself it was
Was given a gift of p75 and the a314 spray tried the p75 5mcg. Does it create a bit of self effect of aggression ? Not a lot just was a bit more forward with my thoughts and actions. didn’t get a whole lot of any social interaction as I just went out for some groceries but anxieties are down enough I might try that in a more social setting soon ! can’t wait to try the a314 spray as well.
Tried the 1.32B today just a spray to the neck.. Been kind of drowsy all day which is odd beings I got enough sleep. Not sure if thats’ me or a self effect off the 1.32B? Did feel a bit more confident in things and my anxiety definitely seemed kicked down but not as outgoing with a bit of aggression like the p75.. Few dudes I came across seemed to want to talk to me more than normal. I wonder if trying p75 with the 1.32B is a bad idea? lol
Tried out the 1.32B again this time trying to be a bit more outgoing with it. Definitely noticed a lot more talkative people/easier to build some rapport with them. Kind of awesome feeling. Too bad once I’m out it looks like im’ out for a while!
I travel for work and am going through a lot with the family life and anxiety is very real and tough to deal with sometimes.
P109 I have found the most useful for me to deal with this. I got this as a freebie test putative and am almost out now. The only problem I have is it gives me an IDGAF attitude which can be good and bad.
IS definitely helps to and I wear it most days.
P74 I find helps with stress and depression most days for me as well or at least it makes it easier to deal with.
Thank you!
P109? I hadn’t known that I think I shall get some of that on my next order as well as the P74. Have you tried those with IS at all or just by themselves for the anxiety?
) also drew up some plans to make my mother a smaller loom for weaving on and got way more into details and was looking into possible things going wrong way beyond what i’d normally think of (have kinda thought of things before just passing by but most of things never crossed my mind)