MX272
Amazingly, felt a lot better today. A lot of coughing still but I don’t look like I’m dead.
Anyways, 2-3 sprays of MX272. I pumped the spray a bit till there was pressure and tried to spray and got the usual 2 tiny drops, the 1/2 spray and then the “Was that a full spray?” and then added a REAL full spray. About 1/2 the dose to front of neck, 1/2 to back of neck. I’m going to say it was like 2.3ish sprays. It’s really warming up in my area so diffusion is really good.
Self effects: “GET SOME!” attitude. Like outgoing, social type feel. Made me want to be social, not necessarily talkative if that makes sense. I did feel a little aggressive at first, then much more so throughout the day. Probably cause it was a really shitty day, but I REALLY got angry. I’d say it felt a little like -none rage.
First class today is always quiet, hard to test. Early class, boring subject, new professor starting to feel frustration from being a teacher, confusing topic makes for a quiet, not too social class.
Skipped second class to study for a test which I crashed, crashed again, and burned terribly on. Fell down the idiot tree, hit every branch on the way down, tree fell on me and someone came by with a FAIL bat and beat me while I was down. Yea, it was THAT bad.
Anyhow, I’d say the best hits were in my third class. I reapplied 2 more sprays, one to front of neck, one to back of neck. So 7:40am: about 2.3 sprays, 4 hours later around 11:20AM 2 more. Same girl from previous posts (one I called out in lab, one I called pathetic, etc) I’m going to call her W. W gave me no personal space today. Constantly came over to my table really for no reason. Just came over, stood next to me, body contact, would stand around for a bit until she had to go back to her table. Did this at least 4-5 times throughout class. (Her background is 1/2 white, 1/2 Asian, 24). At my table, girl across from me also gave me no room. When she stood next to me, physical contact. I’ve been getting a lot of hits from her when I wear pheros but today, slightly more blatant. (Background: black, not sure of age but at least 19). The girl who sits next to me at my table, very social. I would say she’s not very touchy feely but she didn’t move her foot when it came into contact with mine. At first when she rested her foot on top of mine, I noticed in the corner of my eye that she kinda looked at me to see what reaction I gave. I just pretended not to notice or care so she just left her foot there. Fairly unusual of her. She also wanted to share her handout with me as she placed it inbetween the both of us. I found that pretty… redundant because everyone had their own… probably a hit. (Background: Asian, 19).
I felt really… expressive? today mostly cause I was so angry at how my day was going. It was ironic because people, W and other 19 yr old asian girl thought I was “awake” and “happy” and more social. When W pointed it out, 2 others thought the same. Definitely more social, less bleh, less “sleepy” which friends joked was because I was high, but really, the quick to anger, easily frustrated feeling… withdrawal. Oh the irony… Honestly, I was more pissed, but I just wasn’t showing it. It’s strange because even though I was angry throughout the day, I kept smiling. Now that I think about it, when I was frustrated, I smiled. When I was confused, I smiled. Dunno, kind of a weird response.
Class room was cooler than outside, I’d say low to mid 70s. Outside easily high 70s, low 80s.
I think I’ve tested this before, not too sure, have to go back and check, but if I did, the max I tested was probably 1 spray. Today, about 4.3 sprays total. Overall though, this mix seems to be a feel good social mix that has an underlying, subtle sexual feel to it. Slow on the sexual/attraction, quick on the social. I’m not sure if my anger was due to withdrawal (I’m sure some of it was due to this) or if there was -none in the mix or maybe it’s due to both and the fact that every class I went to, I had a bad time in. There’s gotta be some sorta happy juice in here, or something that makes you smile cause apparently I wouldn’t stop. I’m estimating that my sweet spot is probably 2.5 or 3 sprays considering that 2 sprays + 2.3 (4 hours later) got good hits.
Honestly, I think FOR ME, this seems to work better than 292, but I haven’t used both long enough to have even a slight grasp on these mixes.