I GOT IT
I’ve been here and there running around throughout the day(Wednesday, September 1, 2010). It’s been a good day and prior to calling it an evening, I’m going to drop by K-MART to purchase a bag of peanuts.
I noticed there’s plenty of shoppers all around as I walked through the door heading to the snap/chips aisle. As I was walking down it. “Oh My Goodness” coming from the opposite direction is a tall sexy lady. Is Robert Rodriguez shooting a script in this place.
There’s no doubt, if there’s any living warm blooded man would’ve voted for her, by her height alone - as a model she passes with flying colors. She is an very imposing creature. She’s has the look. I go into automatic drive. Trying to figure her age because you never really know these things these days.
There a male with her, whom looks to be a couple of years older than her. He gives the impression he’s subservient to her. As she carry herself with higher value to him. I know you can’t always ‘know for sure’ just by looks only, but I felt a knowing discernment and awareness by her body language that she was superior to him. I would say she about 21. Perhaps the dude is trying to get close to her and in the initial phase(s) of getting to know her or perhaps their just friends.
Her attire put emphasis on her whole body. Imagine a model- 5’10ish in tennis shoes wearing extremely short ‘Daisy Dukes’ and she had on a with a white, tank-top.
Shootttt! I had to check her out, and once she inches of me I confidently look directly into hers eyes. I’m impressed. That’s alright. Good. I just wanted to see her face and let her know this. Her facial appearance isn’t on the tier of Zoe Saldana. But let me tell you this; this female has a youthful and refreshing radiance throughout her body. This is what feminine energy is about. I love the color of her skin, slightly a lighter shade like mind. A nice tan.
Her feminine presence was powerful as well as eye catching: I’m sorry, but for the brief moment ‘old-boy’ was non-relevant. As she passed me I turned my head and watch her walk. She has a bangin` body - like a Victoria Secrets model.
She then turns the corner and disappears and I resume searching for whatever it was I was looking for. I completely forgot what it was.J
In no time no time at all, she had returned within 10 seconds. This time without her shadow and is now standing with a couple of shelves from me. . And then she bends over with backside facing me. Please, why me? Very strange? She has her behind up like that. MI’m like, ”I don’t believe this.” This can’t be real. Check this out: Victoria’s Secret Models Share ‘Incredible’ Day | PopEater.com (Registered & Protected by Markmonitor) view the video clip of Chanel Iman, Now imagine if you can seeing her returning and bending over showing her backside to you.
I bet old dude, was shock because he quickly returned that corner to be with her. I think she may be too much for that dude.
Conclusions: I realize that I just needed to take a break away from –mones. I’ve been really enjoying MX297 and MX301 alot this past month. I ve also been dealing with the fourth hottest summer on record as well as maintaining a very high optempo and really need to take a break because I was feeling more drained and not as mentally sharp as I would like. Our neurotransmitters are linked to our thoughts and emotions as well as our ability to learn and memory retention. I felt it was just time for a break.
The above situation is just one of many for what has been an awesome week. As for me I’ve learned that –mones have a place. A person that has confidence in themselves can go along way in life if they apply themselves. I will give credit in saying –mones have done just enough.
I’ve come ways to regaining some of my previous skill set’ and I had to push myself to gain that edge. I feel free, I know there’s no need to hide the amount of sexual attraction I feel toward women. This attraction is not only natural, but healthy, and beautiful. It’s freedom when you are comfortable with your attraction to women and thus displaying it and having a impulse to give love. I’m feel at home with myself.
Its been an interesting journey since I’ve been a member of this site.
MVKBUGATTI
