I have to go give my notice tomorrow…I am going to wear IS and molecule C…happy and calm, especially since I will be leaving before her trip to Disney …I am anticipating a very unhappy woman…so happy and calm influences would help
Had my time with my friend who is going through a very tough time.
I applied
1 spray IS
1 spray molecule C
When I arrived he have me a big hug which is usual, but he didn’t want to break it.
We were tooling around the grocery store looking for food for dinner and he came up behind me and whispered in my ear " I really like hanging around you, you make me happy"
Lots of laughs and talks.
Surprising since he just found out the cancer may have spread to his pancreas.
I’m driving him to the airport today for a stressful business trip. I’m going to wear more IS.
I just realized you are from New Hampshire. I am, too 
It’s sweet of you to try to find some pheromones to help make your friend feel better. IS has given me great results with people that are having difficulties. Sometimes I combine it with 50mcg of EST, and that seems to work well for me.
I hope his business trip isn’t too hard on him, and that you can have some time with him when he gets back to help him de-stress.
Keep up the journal, there aren’t a lot of women out here!
Thank you. Your journal has helped me too! I just dropped him off at the airport and held his blazer for him while he drove, I was secretly trying to get some of the IS & molecule c on it that I had just sprayed on myself.
Isn’t it a beautiful perfect fall day today?
It IS a beautiful day! I am going to take a walk on the beach before the kids get home. I love this time of year, when there aren’t so many tourists around and I get the beach to myself.
I hope your IS and TAC rubbed off a little, so he can bring a little of you with him. I am sure he will be happy to come home, to see you, though! I am sure it is a comfort to him, to have someone who makes him feel so good, when he is going through so much.
Oh, I work on the seacoast, it’s nice when it quiets down after Labor Day!
My friends been texting me all evening …I hope we can touch base this weekend.
Thanks for your support!
Last night my friend came over after having a particularly horrendous day. I sprayed on 2 sprays of IS, one of TAA, and we went out to dinner.
It was quiet, he was in a horrible mood. On the way home he started to feel sick, thought he was going to throw up, got to my apartment and almost fainted 2x, as I am moving in three days, the only place to sit was my bed…so I got him to the bed, where he laid down, I went to the bathroom real quick and sprayed one spray each of P104 and P 96. I got them in the coconut vanilla scent ( which is fabulous) on my hands( Palm) and went back to my friend and asked if I could do some reiki on him. Which I did, but this gave me an excuse to rub the mones on him, his neck, head and arms.
He feel asleep…woke up startled a few time" did I fall asleep?"
Yes
" I haven’t fallen asleep without drugs in years and years"
( he has PTSD)
Go back to sleep
Well this happened about four times, it started to feel like Groundhog Day.
I don’t think he was even aware of what he was saying, so I let him sleep, but I have a double bed and he’s 6’ 4…after midnight I got up to go to the bathroom, and just went back to the second bedroom…since I bascically had six inches…I guess that woke him up and he came in , apologized and went home, as he was getting ready to leave I asked him how he felt and he got very quiet , thought for a moment and said" actually I feel ok"
Thanks guys for all the advice and information…this is well worth any price to me.
Oh, on the way home from the restaurant he just blurted out and asked me what perfume I wear…I got a little defensive ’ why, you don’t like it?’
No, I just wanted to know..
Oops, a little guilty on my part…
Six inches??
Oh nevermind…I get it now. You had no room because he is a big dude…
Get out of the gutter CP!
Haha…dirty mind!
Back. I have been still using mones, but find my attention ebbs and flows from this amazing forum.
I have two orders being delivered any day. Have decided to start getting more serious about reporting on usage.
One footnote. I have a dear friend, male, we have been friends for about ten years. I think he’s sexy as hell in his own sort of way. But we’ve just always been friends. For the last year or so I have been putting on some ISb and shine whenever I’m going to see him, possibly some IO +\or IH too, depending on the situation.
He’s been getting flirty with me, and has on occasion told me I’m hot, but in a detached sort of way, like it’s a compliment, but not a come on…if you get what I mean.
The other day we were texting about some social media marketing work I’m helping him with I said ’ don’t freak out’ because I had signed him up to some sites, and I knew he would be getting these confirmation emails out of the blue.
Now his personality is very grounded, very honest, a bit reserved …out of the blue he texts back " I think i owe it to you to tell you this, but you freak me out. Whenever I’m around you, I am quietly on the edge of freaking out, your mind and your energy …I don’t know what it is. "
I kind of just laughed it off, something like " oh, good, love that I freak you out, haha…but it was really just about the emails.."
But it made me realize I think the effect of the pheromones went deeper than I thought,.
I think this is something I am going to pursue…!
Going to try p102 today, did 2 sprays on my neck and fluff
Ed some in my hair. Been at work for two hours.self effects would be I’m pretty focused on work, which is a rarity! This alone is worth the price. I work with engineers, a pretty quiet bunch. So no undue activity there…can’t really smell it. Covered with my usual perfume. Perfect kiss. But it’s an oil, I wounded of that affects the diffusion?
Finished the day with narrowly missing three fender benders..I got tons of work done, so the focus was great, but ehen I was driving, I was so focused on what was in my head, that I didn’t really see what was going on around me. On the way into my condo I ran into a man who lives there too, and we’ve chatted before briefly, he always seemed shy or skid fish around me. He stayed and chatted with me for about 15-20 min. Even made the comment thAt I seemed happier…hmm…?
After almost getting into a few accidents on p102 yesterday…I decided to try TAL alone today…two sprays from my to go bottle …on chest and wrists…
Ok, first all…I work with ten engineers…they come in, close their door, do their job, go home…nice, but oh so quiet.
It’s like a party here today, everyone is hanging out in the hallways chatting, laughing, it’s absolutely freakin amazing. I’m not even really part of ot, like not the center of attention…it’s just the whole place…I covered it with my new pink sugar, and I cannot stop spelling myself…I guess it is the way it diffused the mones into the whole office? I don’t know…and it’s only 10 am!
…and the hilarity continues…everyone os still exceptionally chatty here today. I will try three sprays tomorrow! No real self effects noticed. I am less focused than yesterday on the P 102. Kind of in a bouncy good mood. Other peoples issues, I tend to take to heart, I feel a definite disconnect from. And this is a good thing!
Welcome back Michelle!
Glad to see you’re on board again. I love this journal, specially the 6 inches! (What 6 inches?) 
Subscribed!
Haha Dee, don’t make me go back and reread everything to see where I made a (??) typo!
TAC day today…three sprays..( 5mg)
.two to neck, one split between wrists. Covered with Pink Sugar.
I was smiling ear to ear and be bopping in the car the whole way to work…
Well…I’m still happy, but the party atmosphere from yesterday’s TAL is gone, but people are definitely nice to me, but I’m finding more self effects from the TAC. IM SORRY OF THIs WAY OF JOURNALLING Is DIFFICULT, BUT If I WAITED UNTIl THE END OF THE DAY TO (oops, sorry about the SHOUTY caps) report, I would forget…haha…foggy brain unfortunately is me and not the mones…
Well…no more obvious things to report from yesterday. Today..I need to focus, a few work projects and is am having some of my art published, and I had to write the book to go with, I gap have until tonight to get the gal lies back to my editor. So I REALLY have to focus today! I used 3 sprays P102 and two sprays of P96. Focused, but not the hyper focus of the other day…I think the P96 has mellowed it. It’s like I’m good, I just know the stuff will get done…