To be fair I perhaps took this to the extreme, especially by my usual standards of blanket -mone saturation. Ok I applied but two sprays of P79 at only 2.5 mcg a shot. So 5 mcg of total -mones. This is partly due to not having much of an arsenal left (P79, a spoilt batch of Primal Instinct, some Copulins [ducks for cover], and trace amounts of other To-Go bottles) and partly due to wanting to see how using small amounts of P79 (a candidate for being -none’s cousin, perhaps) would stack up against using just small amounts of -none itself.
On that subject; I recently checked out a website of one of those generic, cheap-a$$, -none only products; where they were drumming on about how their product contained 20 mcg a drop of -none. And supposedly how that made them the bees-knees. There must be 50 totally clueless new -mone users out there for every one who has at least SOME knowledge of the ins and outs of the actual constituent parts. The link was off ebay, so what can one expect? Schemers and bottom feeders I guess! Was on ebay looking for cheap Irvine Welsh books to read. All reworkings of Trainspotting; but I love Trainspotting so much I guess that’s a plus for me!
Ok, so went road with my friend who is a pizza delivery boy here in Cape Town. Southern Suburbs; which is the english part of town. The conversation with him was above average I’d say; even though he admitted to having a really lousy day up until that point. Still nothing out of the ordinary - I wear 70-80% of my mixes around this guy, so it’s tougher for me to tell; as I have had limited -mone success in the past 3 months or so. I am starting to believe that this is due in large part to perhaps negating alpha -nol - as my Instant Openness To-Go order from my first order arrived a little low (about a third full); so have not worn more than say 30 mcg of alpha -nol in the past 3 months. With my next order; it is all basically alpha -nol based. This should prove very telling. Will experiment with doses as high as 400 mcg of alpha -nol and report my results. I have certainly enjoyed the bulk of my past -mone success with alpha -nol based mixes in the past. SOE and so on.
The first sorta-kinda-maybe hit was from a homeless guy who, ok he was pretty wasted as I’d be if I was homeless, told me he loved me when we popped back to the pizza place to pick up some pizzas; and that after I told him I didn’t have R3.00 for him (about $0.40 - yeah I know!). After my friend finished up with work at around 10:30 pm (yes, we’re 6-8 hours ahead of you guys here, greetings from tomorrow!) we went to a local bar, to have a few quiet drinks. 7 of us in total. 3 couples. I know them all from previously; some better than others. Girls were: a 4.5; 7.725 and a 6.125 - all the same year at school to each other - so 19-20 years old. I’m 24 and my friends are all 23. At the bar my friend and I had a guy start chatting to us, pretty much out of the blue. He was proper drunk - saw him an hour later getting dragged to the car by his friends. He was about 42 years old. Talked about the cricket and so on; as the World Cup is on. I think I came across, -mone signature wise and perhaps in the way that I carried myself, as a quietly confident, not immediately threatening presence but someone who could “step-up” in certain situations to either stand up for myself. Perhaps like a 24 year old who was really good at sports at school but is now more pragmatic about life and not so hung up about status. Although at the same time, showing SOME status. Two of his friends then came up and chatted up a storm with me for a goods 15 minutes. I wasn’t drinking alcohol so just had a Red Bull and two cokes.
Went back to where my friend were sitting and felt confident, joined in the conversations they were having. Not the most stimulating of conversations going on between them all - they’re not really the intellectual types. I noticed some signs of the P79 raising my status, perhaps by 10-15%. I will continue with a low-dose tomorrow and then switch to a higher one for Sunday.
Can’t wait for my order to arrive so I can get testing with the fun molecule of all fun molecules, alpha -nol.
Matt