My Journal (what an original title)

Well, I screwed up and overdid it. 6pm I refreshed my ammo, and put too much on. Didn’t realize it until I was sitting on the couch waiting for the other people to arrive.

The one girl’s (I’ll call her #2. The one that worked with me at 11am) 9 year old boy came in and sat down next to me. This was the first time I had met him. He immeadiately shot to the other end of the couch and said he was frightened of me. Uh Oh!! Girl #1’s daughter, the one from this morning, said she thought I smelled bad.

Needless to say, I kept my distance as much as possible and prayed the stuff would wear down. With me, it seems effective for about 3-4 hours.

Movie is at 845pm. so we go to the theater. 2 cars b/c there are so many of us. I ride with girl #1. Plenty of small talk over the sounds of the kids in the back seat. Nothing of consequence.

Sat next to girl #1 during movie. Monsters vs. Aliens. Good movie btw.

Got back to her place around 1030. Chatted in the kitchen for a bit. Noticed a few hair flips, tugging at her clothes, and she faced me directly when we were talking, except for when she was loading the dishwasher. According to the IOI sticky thread, those are IOI’s.

I know that doesn’t sound like a big deal, but I’m trying to get myself out of the “just friends” column and that will take some time. Going over at 11am to fix her hot water heater. The whole burner/pilot is shot.

Also told girl #2 how I feel about #1, and she’s in my corner. That can’t hurt either.

Saturday.Went to a small town in PA with some friends.4 sprays of 1x ammo and 2 of instant openess. We walked about 5 blocks to the main street where the bars are. PA recently passed a no smoking in public places law, but most of the bars got waivers. First place was really smokey, so we stayed for one drink and left.Second place was dead. We were the only customers. My friend that was sitting next to me seemed really chatty.3rd place. Dead again. Just can’t catch a break.Sunday I didn’t use anything, and scrubbed the areas I’ve been spraying with hydrogen peroxide.Monday. 4 sprays of ammo, and 2 of instant shine. I noticed that the ammo smells different to me today. Has anyone ever experienced this? The bottle has been in my coat pocket. Room temperature. No sunlight. The shine smelled the same as it always does. I applied them to different places.

I’ve noticed the same thing, its rather strange eh? Its the exact same mone but it smells less sweet to me after a few uses. Is that what you get?

That’s it. Today it just doesn’t smell right to me. I didn’t have anyone I could ask about it either. I’m taking tomorrow off, and will try again wednesday.

Boy oh boy. I’m becoming a phero addict. I bought CTTM2 last week when it was restocked, and Alpha314 today. Really interested in what both of those can do, especially the Alpha 314.

Did you use it from a TG bottle or a full sized? I know this sounds crazy, but when I spray anything from the full size bottle it seems to smell a LOT better, and last longer. (as opposed to TG)

No, it was the full size. I ran out in my togo bottle.

Today I didn’t put anything on in the morning. My intended target wasn’t coming in in the morning.

Had a meeting after closing at another office. I couldn’t resist, so right before I went in I applied 4 sprays of 1x ammo, full size bottle. 1 to each side of my neck right down the main veins. 1 to each wrist. I let it dry a minute inside the car, then went inside.

I walked in and kind of moved my arms a bit more than normal. Walked right between 2 desks with 3 of my female coworkers on my way upstairs to use the restroom. Came back and sat in the lobby while waiting for everyone else to finish up so the meeting could start.

The black girl from last week that said I smelled so good that she wanted to have sex with me was there. She walked by, maybe 10 feet away, stopped, turned around, walked right over to me and leaned into my neck and took a deep breath. She absolutely loves this stuff. She says “I love that. You still don’t know what it is called do you?” I had told her last week it was just some old cologne I had bought from a friend selling avon and that it didn’t have a label on the bottle. I happen to have a real bottle of stuff from avon that doesn’t have a label, so it’s a believable excuse.

She ends up taking a seat next to me.

Another coworker, one that I don’t know very well and that I rarely interact with at all, came over and just started up a conversation. Mostly work related stuff. She smiled a lot, which is rather unusual. She was slightly closer than what I would say was a normal social distance. She’s in her mid 40’s and happily married.

Meeting starts and we move into the cubicle area. I sit in my normal chair which is at the outside of a desk with one chair inside the cubicle to my left. The black girl moves around me and takes that chair, even though there are others.

My target girl, from earlier in this thread is there. She’s standing, so I get up and get her and another girl chairs.

Meeting starts. The mid 40’s woman is conducting it. She’s normally a pretty forcefull person (ie, a bitch to be frank about it) but today she seemed much happier and much less focused. Was that the ammo? I don’t know.

After the meeting I go to target girl’s (hey pherfreak, I’m going to steal your abbreviation and call her TG from now on) house to relight the water heater pilot AGAIN. The tank needs replacing in the worst way, but she doesn’t have the money and the house is being foreclosed so why should she buy a new one. Plus it gives me an excuse to go over.

She’s cooking dinner for her and her little girl while I’m in the basement. I come back upstairs b/c I want to wait around awhile to make sure it stays lit, since it apparently went out shortly after I left the night before. I get to the top of the stairs and she hands me a plate of food. She’s also on the phone. I ask her if it is for her daughter, who is in the other room watching t.v. She says no, it’s for you. I’m such a clueless dork around this woman, LOL. We all go and sit on the couch to eat and watch SpongeBob. I sat in the middle. Daughter was much more friendly than friday when I had on too much.

I don’t know that the ammo has much effect on her. Certainly nothing like some of the other women I’ve been around lately. TG certainly has a lot on her plate right now. Water heater problems actually being pretty far down the list. Losing her house. Getting recently dumped and having the previous ex, the mentally (and we think now but can’t prove as she won’t say) and physically abusive one keeps trying to get back with her. He texted her while I was there in fact. I’m thinking with all that, plus having been put in the “just friends” category, that this will be a long process if it ever even comes to fruition. I’m hoping the A314 I ordered will enhance my alpha male in her eyes.

In the mean time I certainly won’t be sitting idle at home. Not with the hits I’ve been getting.

I got CTTM2 yesterday, and A314 today.

Went to dinner at a small, but crowded restaurant with some friends from work, all women, including TG. It was her birthday.

I applied one drop to each wrist, then wiped my wrist down the side of my neck. I then got dressed up, which I rarely do outside funerals. Nice shirt, tie, etc. I figured you should at least try to look the part. I also put on some CTTM2.

I didn’t really notice any self effects, but from everything I’ve read about A314 so far it is supposed to be subtle. I was a bit more talkative than normal, but then I was trying to make the effort.

As far as the women were concerned, no obvious hits. TG sat next to me, but that was primarily b/c she arrived late and everyone else was already sitting. We had our picture taken, but she’s a picture freak and was getting pictures taken with eveyone. It was with our arms around each other, not just leaning in.

People were all talking pretty steadily, but it was a birthday dinner afterall.

Looking forward to getting access to the private A314 forum so I can learn some more.

I have a texas hold em tournament saturday. Planning on A314 and instant openess.

So I’ve had A314 a few days.

I wore 2 drops the first day, 3 the second, and 4 today.

I’ve noticed a few things, but all self effects. I had some REALLY freaky dreams the first 2 nights. My mood is much better when I’m wearing it, but before I apply it the next day I’ve had bad moods. Sort of like coming down off a high.

Today I didn’t apply the 4 drops until 6pm. I was actually kinda depressed during the afternoon.

Had a Texas Hold Em tournament tonight, so I applied the 4 drops 2 to the neck, and 1 to each wrist, a couple sprays of instant shine 1x to my hair, and 6 sprays of instant openess 1x to my forearms.

I’m a mediocre hold em player. I’ve won a couple tournaments, placed 2nd and 3rd a couple times, and also have been the first one knocked out. This game is a once a month get together with essentially the same group of 16 - 20 guys.

I noticed early in the game that I won a few hands I really should not have. Now that could have been just coincidence, or maybe the other people just had crap for hands, but I was finding that if I bet, people that normally would stay in were dropping out. There were a couple more experienced and bolder players at my table and I got them to fold winning hands. I’m a very conservative player and don’t make big bets. These are guys that normally raise you big early in the game just to test you. They were doing it to the other players, but if I stayed in they weren’t.

I made it to the second table and the cards just weren’t coming up for me. That happens, and I got knocked out after 4 hours. 7th place. No $$.

Been sick since sunday night. Just in time for my vacation. I was supposed to go out tonight to a pretty good bar and was looking forward to a314, ammo, CTTM2, but it looks like home on the couch with soup instead. :frowning:

It’s been awhile since I’ve worn any pheromones given my sinus infection.

Finally felt pretty good today. Went to a bar to play trivia. If you win, you get a $20 bar tab.

Before I left the house I put on 4 drops of A314, 2 neck, and 1 to each wrist and 2 sprays of heavy ammo to the neck.

20 minute car ride.

Got to the bar, and applied 2 sprays of shine to the hair and 1 to the back of my neck. 6 sprays of CTTM2 to my forearms. 1 spray of regular ammo to each forearm.

Self effects. I felt pretty good, despite some recent emotional turmoil.

Met my friend for the trivia game. Effects on others. I had a bit of trouble getting the bartender to serve me at first. It was very busy being cinco de mayo. I also got sized up by a couple of biker guys, but they turned away without saying or doing anything.

After 20 minutes or so, a female friend of my friend came over to our table to talk to him. Her name is Dawn. She asked “who’s your friend?” and I introduced myself. She introduced her date/boyfriend (I’m not sure). He had a weak
handshake.

We were at a table but the bar crowd thinned out and we moved there.

After another 15 minutes or so, the bartender, who had ignored me earlier, walked by and sniffed. She said, what’s that smell? Is someone wearing cologne? I said, “why, does it smell bad?” She said, no she liked it. So I told her to come over and I presented my neck for a sniff. She said “It’s you, and it smells really good.”

Lost the first game of trivia by one question. During the second game, we got a question neither of us had a clue about, so I decided to go to the restroom and walk by Dawn to see if I could pilfer an answer. She stopped me, with her date/boyfriend right there, and asked for an answer to another question. I told her I’d only give it to her if she came to our side of the bar and drank with me. She didn’t.

We ended up tying that round, so a $10 tab for each winner.

Couple guys came over to our side and sat sown. Immeadiately started up a conversation. Mostly about fishing and hunting. Seemed to really value my input, and the one guy insisted on taking me outside to show me his boat.

Came back in, and Dawn and the date/bf were leaving. She came over to say goodbye to my friend. I purposely ignored her just to see what would happen. She hugged me and ran her fingers over my brush cut. Not too bad considering the date/bf was right there.

Things wound down after that, and I ended up leaving. I have no idea the status of the bartender in terms of boyfriend or husband, but I feel I got some good hits tonight even though I didn’t really do anything proactive.

Oh, almost forgot.

The girl I went to have coffee with a couple weeks ago emailed me. She said that she noticed that she touched my arm. I told her yes that she did, and that she did it three times. She didn’t know why. I told her it was an obvious IOI and that meant she was interested in me, LOL!!

As I was drunk when I wrote my last report, I have a few things to add.

My friend and I won a $10 bar tab playing trivia. I answered all but 2 of the questions. He answered one, and the guys sitting next to us gave us the last answer. My friend became insistant that it was my $10 because I did most of the work. That’s really odd because he doesn’t have much money of late due to some changes where he works and the higher taxes they’ve imposed on us here. And we ALWAYS split the tab no matter who answers the most. That’s the agreement. An A314 hit?

I did the math, and we spent far more than $10 after we won, and yet weren’t charged. The bartender, that I got to sniff my neck (where I had the A314 and some heavy ammo) said that we were good even though I’m sure we were over the tab amount by almost $10.

Boy, it’s been awhile since I’ve been here, and just as long since I’ve used any of my pheromones.

At the end of my week off from work, I had a gall bladder attack and ended up having surgery to have it removed. The 4 days between the attack and the surgery were spent taking lots of vicadin and trying to sleep. The 4 days after were exactly the same.

Today was my first day back with pheros.

3 drops of A314 (2 neck, 1 between wrists)
2 sprays of heavy ammo to the neck
6 sprays of openess to the forearms

Self effects.
I felt the A314 kick in. Boy, that’s a nice feeling.

Effects on others.
Didn’t really notice any in the limited contact I had with others today.

I’ve severed my contact with TG (from earlier in my journal). I had oneitis BAD, but I think I’m over it. Unfortunately without the nailing of ten HB’s which is the recommended method, LOL.

Still not feeling well enough to go out at night to a bar. Even with the laproscopic proceedure I’m pretty sore. Beats being cut open all the way though.

Hoping to head out for drinks on saturday.

Last friday, May 29th, I had a follow up with my surgeon. I figured there might be some cute women working at his office, so I put on 2 drops of A314, one behind each ear, and 2 sprays of heavy ammo to the neck.

Now this is wierd. The nurse at his office turns out to be a girl I dated 12 years ago. The only one I’ve ever wanted to marry, in fact. She dumped me literally 12 years ago to the day of my appointment.

Takes me to the exam room. Standard doctor’s room. Maybe 8’x14’? Door is closed. She askes me the standard questions on the sheet, then we make small talk for maybe 10 minutes. She leaves saying the doctor will be in shortly. Another 10 minutes goes by, and she comes back. Shuts the door, and begins to ask a bunch of questions about what I’ve been doing the last 12 years. How the family is, etc. Then she tells me a bit about her life. This goes on for 15 minutes.

Finally see the doc (for a whole 5 minutes that costs me $125.00) and I leave.

The next day I get a letter in the mail from the girl apologizing for how she treated me 12 years ago. How she wished our timing had been better, and how she has thought about me quite often.

Tuesday I get a voicemail asking me to go to lunch. I called back, declined lunch, and suggested drinks after work instead. We’re meeting tomorrow.

Guilt? The A314/ammo combo? Regret? Or a combo of all three?

It wasn’t you she had a problem with, it was your gall bladder. Now things are better.

LMFAO!! That’s it. Just took 12 years to get rid of the damn thing!

So friday evening I met the exgirlfriend.

I applied 4 drops of A314. 1 behind each ear and 1 to each wrist.

4 sprays of heavy ammo. 2 to the neck, and 1 to each forearm.

2 sprays of togo IS to the top of my head.

2 sprays of honesty to the backs of my hands.

The plan was to meet for drinks at a quiet bar.

Go to meet her, and she wants to have leftover office party food at a local park. Damn! It’s outside, and it is windy.

We get to the park. We drove seperately. I did sit upwind, but it was pretty breezy. We ate and talked for about 3 hours until it started getting really cold.

She’d asked about changes I made to my house, so I suggested we go there, and she agreed. We talked (just talked unfortunately) for another 3 hours. Basically just about what has happened to each of us the last 12 years.

I was able to slip upstairs and add one more spray of heavy ammo to my neck. Didn’t want to go all out b/c then she’d know for sure I had put on cologne after we got back.

The night ends, and she hugs me. It was extra long, and she had her face right near the ammo.

She left.

Sunday she called with a quick nonsense question. Monday afternoon I arrive home to find a gift tomato plant on my back porch. I grow tomatoes, and I have to admit mine are pretty pathetic this year, and she saw that friday.

Now supposedly she is happily married now, but most of the people I’ve told about this thinks something more is up.

In any event, I don’t think the pheromones had any real effect on her.

Today I met a girl for coffee at Tim Horton’s.

3 drops of A314. 2 behind the ears, 1 between the wrists.

4 sprays of heavy ammo. 2 to the neck, 1 to the underside of each forearm.

2 sprays of CTTM2. 1 to the top of each forearm.

Hot chocolate and a muffin each. Talked about a variety of things for a little over an hour. She said she thought I smelled nice.

In the parking lot, 2 seperate, very long hugs. I really think she was into the A314/ammo combo on my neck. It was pouring rain, and she didn’t seem that eager to leave, except that she was late to pick up her son.