I went phero free for 3 days and decided to test P109. Days 1 and 2 with P109 really didn’t seem to give me any self effects or effects on others that I could obviously see. This was wearing it to work and a couple of watering holes.
On Day 3, I decided to up the dose as the day went on. 1 spray is 12.5 mcgs.
6:45am leave for work and 1 spray onto the back of my hands and wipe under chin. Drove to work and every thing was rather deja vue – just another day.
7:15am another spray like the first and walk into Diner E. I ordered my breakfast and just another morning. Sure do like watching Ms. M’s bottom as she serves the different tables. Cute nose too! I’m calm and contented. I drink my coffee quickly so to get to see her walk away again.
8:15am at work and yet another spray on the back of the hands and wipe onto my jaw. Talked with a co-worker, Ms. E, and she is happy this morning.
What the heck – 8:30am another spray – this time to my upper chest.
I’m very calm and collected and studious about my work. Ooops, got sidetracked when I was looking something up on the internet and found an interesting article not related. Tsk! Tsk!
10:00 break another spray to the back of the hands and wipe on jaw and head down to the lunchroom. People are chatting about boring and superfluous stuff – I grab a water and bag of chips and head back to my cubicle. Work work work – Oh! It is now -
12:45pm and another spray and head down to the burger joint. Uneventful.
2:45pm and another spray.
3:00pm screw this – I’ve had enough and the boss isn’t around to help and got an email that an incompetent boss is being promoted higher up the ladder. I suppose it is nasty for me to wish to be around when that mighty one takes a fall. I’m going to Watering Hole N!
3:30pm I arrive at the watering hole and just the barmaid is there. We exchange pleasantries and share disappointments of the day. I’m self-absorbed about that interesting article I saw on the internet and am wondering what it is that I’m missing from my big sociological picture of the world I live in.
About 4pm three of the regulars have shown up and I hit the men’s room and put on 3 sprays – the bottle is almost empty. There’s nothing unusual to note about their behavior or conversation.
I paid my bill at 5pm and went home. Went to bed early too.
So, what is P109?
Calm and contented to be apathetic?
Or was that just myself three days in a row?
Someone else needs to try this brew and help figure this one out.