Might Tisha’s P80 experiences above with her husband and best male friend be not so much a case of suspicion but rather a result of the ‘critical and cautious mindset’ created by this molecule?
tacitus (April 18, 2006):
“ P80… clever grace note
A long deep whoof of P80 . Not as immediately specific or blast offish as the big guns of moneland… heady and stimulating in the verbal expressive tangent… somewhat in the wisdom/thought provoking zone of MEO-EST , contemplative perhaps ? Up contemplative versus Down contemplative… more afterglow than furious asspounding, I’m not gripped by desires, things sort of flow around me while my mind revs a touch higher, a bit more attentive… so far, a vote as a presence pheromone… a “state of being” refinement…”
tacitus (April 18, 2006):
“ Walking around baked in P80
Hit the streets with shnurts of P80 on the brain… I’m feeling male, groundedly, solidly male, like my male identity has turned up 2 or 3 notches… however, I’m not feeling childishly male, or petulant, or turfy/jerky, or pretend to be GI Joe in civvies who needs to eye fuck everybody in range to prove his dick exists… no… that is sad, very sad… like watching Ultimate Fighters beat each other to bloody pulps to be the king of which hill did you say ? No… that’s a weak male identity posturing like a strong one… compensating for a hoard of insecurities nagging away in the background…
Thankfully, P80 is the other kind of male strength, solid on its feet, appreciative without being possesive, no need to put on a show… a lot of pure being energy… almost you might say, a form of “law enforcement psychology”… very aware, very conscious of boundary, no acting like an idiot o.k. ? We know by now that that is a waste of precious life force…”
tacitus (July 21, 2006):
“I’ve tested P80 by itself and P75 + P76 + P77 + P78 in a custom mix… P80 is strongly male although I do not think as erotic as P79 … at least in me it is significantly “male being” versus P79s’s “male doing”… there doesn’t seem to be too much to prove, you just kind of are male… although in a deep way… this may vary a lot when added into other things at minute levels… I feel really focused and clear and complely uninterested in dithering around…”
tacitus (November 18, 2006):
“interesting you noticed this facet of some of the P series… the cool objective sizing up… really felt that in spades with P80 when the dosage got high…”
tacitus (March 22, 2007):
“…sometime like a dot of yin in a field of yang, just the littlest bit of of a P80 can sometimes add a solidity and realism…”
Sandalo (September 8, 2008):
“ P80 Feedback
…Application was initially made to bare skin, but diffused too strong and fast to be of any use - one hour at most, with a distinctive sense (self-effect) of both ‘critical’ and ‘cautious’ toward whatever task or topic was at hand. This should not be confused with some sort of trepidation; rather, an earnest interest - or, intensity - in ‘getting it right’…
P80 conveys neither sexual nor social proclivities, per se. It does, though, project a certain stature that can become brutish at higher doses (tested up to ten sprays with fixatives, for 100mcg total) in its delivery, whereupon the ‘scientific’ productivity of the lower doses is upstaged, if not usurped, by the ‘stature’ effect at the higher doses; the latter of which becoming simply nonproductive and even off putting…”