Hello, ok thought i should a test of P83 on its own, know that is how it should be done but did not have time to do prior to including in mixes.
Also am not 100% sure but when when using 30mcg in mix i felt bit anxious, not sure as can get social anxiety and these were in social settings but with 15mcg i had not.
Any way time to do it correctly as i now doing with all molecules. Woke up about 8am and got up about 10am, not a morning person, have bath and start getting some work done.
Have been putting together a procedure to put larger drives in webserver that has raid5 with Freebsd on it. Down time needs to be limited and need to get right first time, so have been dither a bit.
Today i was going to get procedure right and finished and do testing. About 12 applied 15mcg P83, was not expecting this to effect work but thought i could see how it felt while working.
No head rush or physical change, no mood change but seem to be getting more focused on getting procedure done and documented, started documenting this my outliner on PC unlike the normal scribbles on notepad.
After about 1 hour another 15mcg, see if get anxious, again no head rush or physical change but am feeling lot more focused, very productive. Procedure is documented, some problems sorted and testing is being done and going well. This requires a lot of repetitive stuff, changing drives creating partitions, mounting etc but am i not phased and very focused on task at hand.
This is bit like TAF, but unlike TAF where i get focused on anything and so easily side tracked, this is a very targeted focus, the job in hand is what must be done and i won’t be side tracked.
There is an edge to this focus, bit like P80 but without the aggression and preoccupation with sex i get with P80. Not sure if this edge would progress to social anxiety if in a situation that would normally cause it, maybe?
Testing successfully done i had to force myself out of house to go for cup or tea other wise i would have been rsyncing the live server which i did not want to do just yet.
Not much to report while out, did not see any response but still have that, must get things done edge.
By 4.30 5pm the effect are wearing off and the edge has gone, i am back home and find myself getting distracted again.
Did not have interactions with others so did not get that sexual vibe that others speak of, did not get nervous, grumpy or irritable at 30mcg + which has been reported. P86 has been reported to balance nervous feelings so may try that with it one day.
I will be trying it with TAF to see what effect that has, and also around others to see if can get that sexual vibe that others speak of.
As for effect on me, this is very productive molecule where i can get focused on a specific task and things just seem to go smoothly.