Let me start off by describing P83’s effects on me a bit. When I wear P83 at 20mcgs, goal-oriented thoughts tend to enter my head more. This effect is subtle by itself and I don’t get too ambitious, I just think about what I should do a little bit more. While slightly high, it is amplified to the point where I am deep in thought about things I want to finish, and I get a little ambition towards that. Without P83, I tend to get all paranoid and down on myself and mute while high, but with it I get focused on goals and ambitious to do them. So I think I’ve pinpointed that aspect of P83.
Combined with IS, it works wonders. While out in the “wild”, and in the middle of conversations, I’ll get thoughts reminding me of what I want and to “just do it” and a feeling I will succeed. Ammo is also good.
Now to the success. Today was my first day of my 2nd semester in college. (this is a community college, fyi). I went into the college cafeteria, which is basically the hang out spot for most of the students, wearing 3x IS, 1x AMMO, 20mcg P83, and 3x IO. I also had taken 25mg of adderall, prescribed, but I don’t take them that much, and not usually at that high of a dosage either. I went over to my usual area and found a group of people and there again was the reminder to try, so I just went up and started talking to them. I had met two of the people in the group before, didn’t know them all that well, but I’ve conversed with them a bit. I introduced myself to the other girl, a 7, who was new to the school, and it was her first day there. She kept stuttering while trying to say my name. It is a simple name, but I’m not going to say it here for certain reasons.
We all had good conversation, and for some reason I was having trouble keeping my eye contact with this girl while talking at first. I would start talking about something, and then I would stare off into the distance while doing so. I eventually just forced myself to look into her eyes, and thought “to hell with worrying, just do it, be natural” and was fine from there. I don’t know if I saw much in the way of IOIs from this girl except alot of eye contact from her, and she was attentive to what I had to say.
She eventually had to go to class, but she was confused about where it was, and so I offered to walk her to her class, and did. We started connecting and having a good time on the way to class, and she hugged me when we got there, and went in. I went back to the hang out spot and played pool for a bit, and then I had to go to class. On my way to class, I saw her again, and I stopped her to invite my to my birthday party this weekend, and she accepted and we exchanged phone numbers. I told her I had to go to class and she hugged me again and left.
That was the main story. I got some IOIs from other girls, and a bunch of “who is that guy” looks from people. Lots of friendliness from everybody and I was very talkative. Guys seemed to respect me more, too. I still don’t know fully what P83 does to other people, but It may have contributed to her hugging me while she has only just met me.
Also, I’m probably going to pick her up on the party night, so what do you think I should use for the car ride back from her house? I have IO, IH, IS, AMMO, and P83 in 10mcg/spray concentration. I was thinking IO 2x, IH 1x, AMMO 1x, IS 2x, and P83 20mcg. I know I’ll pretty much be combining alot of them at once, but I think the socials will go together, and I won’t be changing all that much from the signature I had this time. And for the party, I’ll probably just refresh with IS and maybe some IO or IH later if I need it.
