decent results with 3s 272, gtd. lots of talking among my group members.
took a day off friday, felt kinda wrong to use 4s of 272 on a bad testing day. i blew up on sarah friday too. don’t know what got into me. it was just a simple thing (she forgot something important) and i could’ve easily gotten over it. up until then i was having a great day too so it’s hard to say what happened to me. the thing that got me was that this normally probably wouldn’t have bothered me, but since we were an official couple now, i expected maybe a little too much for her to pitch in effort. people are human and forget things, and i had unrealistic expectations. i called her to tell her my feelings and usually when we talk things out we’re ok, but the more i talked about it, the madder i got. we met up later that night and she was unhappy with me for getting so mad. this also normally wouldn’t happen but it was the last day of her period and small things turned into big things. i figured this would happen so before she came over i put on 1s 272 and 203 and hoped for the best. we went to a small house party and at first she sat next to me but didn’t really lean into me or talk with me much. i kept my arm behind her on the couch. eventually she backed up and rested her head on my arm, then put her whole body into mine. we walked around the party and were about 90% normal, then back at my place with some close friends we were completely back to normal with our usual flirting and good ways.
going with her to one of her friends’ party tonight, i might keep it simple and not try anything crazy.
just finished a long post on 203 here: Mx203: blonde vs. brunette - #9 by jayarea