jayarea:
posting this in my journal right now so i don’t forget. this is what i’ll be wearing out tonight. if it rocks out for me, look for a thread on it in the main section. if it’s only so-so, i’ll just update this.
key points:
sarah and i hit a rocky point last night. being completely unbiased here, she was 99.999% / 100% at fault. (long story) we didn’t talk much in the morning but i let her know how extremely disappointed and hurt i felt on the car ride home. she tried to apologize, then later i find out some info from a buddy that makes the situation slightly worse, i let her know, and i haven’t heard from her all day. in the rare case that she’s coming out tonight and willing to be by me, i’ll be wearing ifm to ease things.
given the above fact, i also need some “me” time. some time to breathe, have fun, forget all the stress of life and ltr and women problems, etc. i’m gonna be social tonight, heark back to the early days of my journal.
good impressions. this is probably one of the last big party nights of the school year. gotta go out big. also being good company for some out-of-towners and new friends.
with that said, the unofficial mix as of 7pm.
2s 292 back neck
it’s a bomb just typing it out. yikes. we’ll see what happens.
this turned out to be a much bigger situation than i anticipated. i drew some resolve from this mix, some other mixes, and personal growth. in order to get some more exposure and input, i decided to post the conclusion in the main forum.
posted 4.25.09 for events 4.23 10pm
the backstory
oh gosh it’s a long one. if i had to sum it up? … sarah did something bad, i got mad at her, we weren’t able to make up in time so she did not come out with me. part of the mix was in preparation of seeing her and easing her back in. the other part of the mix was the “me time” part. we all some time to breathe once in a while. since my gf wasn’t coming out, i threw in some goodies to be extra social. not to spite her or cheat on her or anything…
check it out if you haven’t already. real eye-opening experiences for me.