from his post on mx292 in the main forum
brings up a nice little anecdote. i’m always full of anecdotes.
i believe it was early in my phero career, back when self-effects were more prominent. i was jacked up on some swagger pheros, maybe ammo, or lots of ishine, or something like that.
i was in line at a crowded bar. it was the unfortunate position right between two bartenders. there was a girl at the bar getting ready to order, about two people deep in front of me. the bartender was making drinks and looked at her to initiate the order, and i heard her order the special. ($1.50 well drink or something)
normally i’d just stand there and maybe edge way toward one of the bartenders. in addition to be jacked up on pheros though, i was also fairly drunk. not stupid or falling down drunk, but in that happy “hey, let’s push the comfort zone” tipsy/drunk vibe. these two factors combined can be quite dangerous. 
i get the balls to go in front of the guys in front of me. it sounds bad, but i tried to make it look like i knew that girl who was ordering. didn’t get beat up, so that’s good. i placed my hand on the side of her chest near her back, probably where a bra strap usually sits. she turned to face me a bit and also backed up slightly so her butt was touching my thigh. i’m guessing she was a bit drunk too. i said “if you add my drink orders to your order, i’ll get your drink.”
way out of character for me. again, alcohol + pheros can = exploring. so i pushed the limits and asked her that. she said sure and forwarded my order to the bartender. the whole we were waiting, my hand was right there on her back/side and she was just wiggling her butt up against me.
now, i was drunk, and she probably was too, but i wasn’t stupid. i knew she was grinding on me as sort of a “payment/thanks” for getting her drink, and she had no intention of staying to chat after the drinks were made. plus, i was pursuing sarah at the time so there was no need to complicate things. this was confirmed when the drinks came. she leaned back all the way and gave me a backwards hug and sort of a butt squeeze and said “thank you for the drink sweetie”, then made her way out of crowd. i said “thank you” back and got my drinks and left. never saw her again the rest of the night.
in the quote above, rattlesnake talks about how he was close to doing something similar and that might’ve gotten him beat up. i can totally relate. in character, i might’ve only tapped her on the shoulder to ask, or not done anything at all and just waited in line like everyone else. the alcohol made me think “$1.50 (and a consequent hug and butt squeeze) to skip the line and get drinks faster? sure!” i’ve had crazy drunk ideas like that before. the pheros gave me the confidence to act on it. luckily this wasn’t a completely stupid idea like… i don’t know, hitting on some girl in front of her boyfriend or something, but it did give me a brutal awakening on the power of pheros while drinking.
since then i’ve learned to channel that power (while sober) into good energy. want to say something? want to talk to a girl? just do it. i’ve also learned to rein in that power (while drunk) so that crazy things like this don’t happen again.
little lunchtime story for people in lieu of an update. should be a clean day today for the most part. i do have a birthday party to go to tonight. same audience as in my report from a few weeks ago here: pheromone fried rice - #160 by jayarea
2s meo-est 50mcg total, 1s mx320.
this is a younger crowd so i don’t feel like bringing out the big guns. maybe mx116 to see if i can get a hold of it, or a mx20X and a p/t. i have to be cautious with my spaceland since i got a to-go but i really want to try a spaceland bomb. we’ll see.