Excellent report! Sounds like it was quite a night again. Welcome to the wonderful world of Meo-Est. Now try it with around 50 mcg of P83 or maybe the same amount of TAC and a shot or two of TUTH (or maybe 2.5 mcg of P75). You wouldn’t believe the KINO you get. 
i’ll run that by SEG (meo-est and p83) if i can and see if the kino drives her nuts 
i have a good night time mix for her, haven’t quite settled on a good day time mix though.
this weekend i’ll be taking a trip to visit sarah and instead of bringing my entire collection like i usually do (harder now as it has grown), i plan on only taking a few select bottles. meo-est is def up there, 1 or maybe 2 of the PS bottles, and then a toss-up of either mx115/6 or mx301/2.
They are ALL winners!
I like reading this a lot, you’re just an overall considerate guy too.
p96 and mx302: when all the joking ceases, you find yourself on a dinner date
one very nice bomb before i head off for the weekend.
2s p96 @ 50 mcg
1s mx302
split forearms
i figured i had one last chance to make something happen during a group meeting. close contact with SEG, and i naturally come off as the stronger male. i wanted to revisit mx302. mx301 clearly gets SEG’s sex drive going, and i thought mx302 would do the same but with some more socializing. little did i know mx302 would completely rip her apart.
we meet and begin to discuss work. we had to crowd around one desk so originally i started out in the back of the group. i wasn’t too worried since i was in range for my cloud to get to her. she was near the desk, maybe the first “row.” all of a sudden, it was magically my time to shine. we came across a problem that nobody could solve. i had worked on something similar so immediately (and quietly) i checked online and found the solution to the problem. next thing i know, i look up and all eyes are on me. “hey jayarea, you haven’t said anything yet. what do you think?” i briefly stated my solution and everyone nodded. then i made my move. “let me just get to the computer up there and i’ll fix it in a flash.” a path cleared for me. the kicker: SEG moved closer to the computer. her “reason” was that she wanted to see what i did to fix the problem. i didn’t believe that for one second. she wanted to feel those familiar feelings, those p96/p74/mx301 feelings she’s used to.
she and i are nowhere near being a “thing” but if there was one third wheel cockblock guy, it’s this one kid in my group. he always has to stand up to me and get in my way. i’m not sure if he does this to all leadership positions or because he knows i’m close to SEG. as soon as i started working on the problem, he chimed in with his crap. something about the mix gave me a calm swagger with which to handle his problems. if i got a snappy retort, i would deflect or ignore it. if he (correctly) corrected me, i would take it in stride and thank him. eventually he saw that he was not getting to me. moreover, he began to “change.” at the start, everyone except him was excited that the solution was being implemented. he was the only negative downer of the group. maybe the mix hit him, or my self-effects got to him, but he started to smile and laugh and be more congruent with the rest of the group. certainly this helped boost our synergy.
back to SEG. she leaned in close to me the whole time so that she could get “my perspective” and learn better that way. right. 
not one to drop the ball, i used my hands a lot to point to things and flip papers and do all sorts of stuff. this = mix in her face, and mix in her face = she loved it. p96 works like magic on her; we know that. mx302 got her in a playful sexy mood. when would i use this mix, provided she was a girl i was pursuing? right before a tickle fight, cuddling to watch a movie, or when we’re both expecting more from a makeout session. the p96 playfulness was there with slaps and kicks, but the mx302 added a level of sex appeal to it. think slap and holds, or she would kick me and then uncross her legs. putting sarah in her place, i would’ve put a hand on her thigh to stop her from kicking or wrapped her up and pulled her close to stop her from slapping. then, basic human feelings take over.
back to the group. we went from being serious to that one guy being slightly apprehensive to everyone just being plain silly. the solution was pretty much in place and i passed the keyboard off to someone else to finish while i kept my spot next to SEG. everything became a joke, and each joke was hilarious. luckily we were the only people in the study room or else somebody would’ve gotten pissed at us. part of this is from the p96 comfort and playful aspects, but i think we just had a good time as a group.
we got done with work around 5:30p. i wanted to get dinner before my evening class and it seemed like everyone else already had. the guys said they were going to hang out in the quad before class, and SEG said she was going to keep studying. i left to go find dinner.
i chose a quick place on campus, known for fast service and good food. i didn’t plan on staying long. i ordered and then sat down to begin writing. yeah yeah, never eat alone, but i had a nice little post to write about my p96 adventures. right as i start, i get a text message from SEG.
“where are you eating? i want to join.”
um, what?
did i really just find my way into a dinner date with SEG? we’re not even dating. 
and i had already finished half my food. :o
in short, yes, i did find my way into a dinner date with her. later on she told me she had planned to sit with me for a while and just relax. she did not know of my food situation though. it was too risky. sit and watch her eat? eat painfully slow so she can catch up? my mind was already worked out from finishing the solution and having to pay attention in one more class, so i decided to cut things short and simple. she had a 5 minute walk from her current position so i finished my food and told her to meet me outside the restaurant. this way, we could relax without having to worry about who’s eating what and how fast.
as i leave the restaurant, i pass two of her db buddies. one actually is ex-db, one is new db. i call him that because he used to be cool, then he started hanging out with the db friends and became one of them. i managed a simple hello and they returned it. well, coincidentally, SEG also passes these guys on the way to see me. she thought i was with them so she asked about me, and they replied i was not around. later on she told me they joked with her about how it was a bait and switch and that nobody would actually have dinner with her (trying to tease her). she actually seemed to feel slightly bad about that, so that doesn’t really help their db reputation.
eventually we met up. she took a few minutes to get some juice from the juice bar. then we took our time walking around. we shot the breeze and about halfway through our walk, we started to get physically close. then we got really close. i had to put my hand in my pocket because if i had let swing naturally, it would’ve hit her waist, hips, or butt. this was very clearly what she wanted. occasionally this will happen while we’re out at the bars, and we can shake it off and blame the alcohol for getting a little lax with personal space. today, with both of us sober and walking perfectly straight, she was hunting for these touches. kino wasn’t enough for her; she could slap and kick and poke me all day. she wanted the good stuff, the stuff that let her know the warmth in her pants would be well accepted later in the night. a hand on her lower back (like what i did over the weekend, a few posts back) would’ve been messy because she would’ve melted into a giant puddle. “accidental” kino brushes would’ve been messy too because the warmth in her pants would’ve increased and set something on fire. slip a hand into hers and whisper something extemely naughty in her ear? ooooh… this is reserved for sarah, and it drives her wild each time.
i’ll shotgun the rest since i just got a call about our project.
she sat next to me in class and leaned over a lot to whisper. my buddy sat close to us and she paid him no mind. the db friends also sat close to us and they turned around to heckle her a bit; she tried to play this off as best she could. at the end of class she reluctantly accepted her fate – i would obviously leave with my buddy, and since she’s on weird terms with him, that left her with her old db friends. i could only manage a light shoulder rub and she smiled up at me. we passed each other once more in the parking lot and although we made eye contact, she walked right past looking at her phone.
(in real time now)
we just got done with some texting. the night seemed to have ended well. she has a few days without my sig, we’ll see what happens on monday.
in other news, i have a host of goodies planned for sarah. 
I know I don’t post on your journal much, Jay, so I just thought I’d let you know I consider it required reading Great Stuff.
Reps bro.
Hope college isnt being to rough on you jay
certainly isn’t.
thursday, sept 10
girlfriend met me at the airport. 1s mx292 before seeing her. teased her like crazy on the ride home, then we spent a very long time “getting ready for dinner.” standard issue mx292 business.
after dinner we went out to meet some of her friends from school. showered fresh (had already washed off the mx292 from the airport) and put on 1s mx292, 2s p96 @ 50 mcg. very good social hits. decent status too, especially for being the “new kid.” sarah hasn’t been around my pheros in a while so she’s loving every second.
friday, sept 11
she had to wrap up some things at class before hanging out with me so i met her afterwards wearing 3s mx332. this might have made her too comfortable around me. from wednesday on her schedule gets very rough so by friday evenings, she’s completely blown out. after her classes we went shopping for some things she needed. in addition to her being tired, she was very cuddly (in a babyish way, not sexual) and also talked almost completely in “puppy voice”: oooooooooh, isn’t this cuuuuuuuuuute? etc. it got to the point where i rushed things so she could get home and rest.
after dinner, she was out. must suck to have that schedule each week. her roommates were still up and doing things so i hung out with them while she slept. before i hopped into bed with her, i put on 2s meo-est @ 150 mcg. i don’t know if this actually did anything, but i had fun the next morning.
saturday, sept 12
lax day planned. one of her friends got a new puppy the prior week so we decided to go play with him. before leaving, i put on a tiny spritz of meo-est on my ankle. read it helps with animals. the pup was friendly; the meo-est certainly didn’t hurt anything.
bummed around the house and then went out to dinner with the friends from thursday. 2s p96 @ 50 mcg and 1s mx203. good social hits, “comfortable” hits from sarah, a good mix all around. p96 doesn’t seem to have the rapid fire effect with sarah as it does with SEG; i think sarah is too in-tune with my other mixes. it needs some time to build before taking effect.
sunday, sept 13
sarah had to take me to the airport. she was going to (and did) cry anyway, so i put on 2s meo-est @ 150 mcg and hoped for the best. typical things of saying goodbye, at least for a while: awkward car ride, more nervousness and shaky feelings as the airport drew near, sad departure moment. she gets very emotional each time we leave each other; the meo-est might have made this worse. not what i had hoped for. she actually couldn’t leave the car as i got my bag because she was gripping the steering wheel too tight, both to keep herself from crying too hard and also because she was just in shock. from her POV, it really is a trip to have your bf come into town for a few days and rock some nice/soothing phero sigs.
monday til now, back at school
i believe i had this typed up in my last post and then deleted it. since i was gone for the weekend, i figured SEG wouldn’t go out with my buddy. things were awkward, then ok, then back to awkward.
i’d be eating my words right now.
thursday night (the day i left) she went out with her old db friends. from what i hear, absolutely no fun at all. if you’ve ever been around a db, you know the db factor increases with alcohol. not her type. friday she sat around and just had a night in. i guess she caved saturday and asked my buddy to hang out. or he asked her and she finally said yes. either way, they hung out with some other mutual friends saturday night. they worked out their issues and had a good time. this is coming from both parties. final verdict on her bf: it was just a fwb, she has since called it off presumably so she can focus on current/better prospects.
on monday i had on 1s mx272. she came over to me after class to look at my homework. it was only a matter of 20 seconds or so but for that time, she held her head very close to my chest while leaning in (sprayed on my neck). all smiles and very touchy afterwards. welcome back to my sig, SEG.
today i had on 2d a314 to meet with a professor. that went well, no drastic hits there. on my way out, i run into her. she wanted to eat lunch and i had already eaten so i just joined her briefly. she seemed taken aback by it for a while. it’s been a while since i’ve worn it, and the first time i’ve worn it around her. very different sig than the p96 / mx301 goodies she’s used to.
aaaand i think that catches everything up.
seriously awesome reporting Jay. lots of respect to you my friend. keep the updates rolling
Fantastic report! Sounds like it was quite a weekend. Those long distance relationships are tough, I know from when I was younger.
Just out of curiosity, you said that it didn’t seem like the P96 ‘hit’ your GF as quickly as SEG. Is it possible that maybe since your GF already has that comfort and rapport with you that you didn’t notice it quite as much as with SEG?
Did you pair the Meo-Est with something else? In my experience it really shines when it is paired with just about anything else.
regarding the p96, yes, that’s a good conclusion. i forgot to think about that. originally i was thinking it had to do with the scent. i have p96 in grapefruit and not only has it been a while since i’ve worn actual cologne, it’s been even longer since sarah smelled my citrus-y cologne (d&g light blue). she’s grown accustomed to the sweeter scents, be it acqua di gio from my cologne days or game and neroli from my phero days. it would be like if i got mx292 or something similar in grapefruit – the sig is there, it just takes a little longer to process because of the new scent.
i’ve been bombed with info the past few days so my memory of the weekend is starting to get fuzzy, but iirc, i did not pair the meo-est with anything. on the friday the 11th it was applied over residual mx332 from earlier in the day, but i wouldn’t count that as a pair.
next up: p78
sorry to gripe about a personal problem, but i feel i have to get it off my chest before i explode today. if you don’t want to read it, skip down to the bottom where i report on p74.
called sarah last night like i always do and she doesn’t pick up. that’s fine. later on, close to midnight, i get a text from her saying sorry, i fell asleep while doing hw on my bed. ok. beds are comfy. i get that. i let her know to have a great night and to get more rest. i get a blunt two word answer from her and i don’t want to set anything off, so i tell her that we can talk in the morning.
about an hour later i jump online with my IM program (signed on as invisible) and i see her on. i don’t message her. a few minutes later one of her friends messages me and copies/pastes part of her conversation with sarah, with a preface of “haha your gf is saying so many funny things tonight.” the timestamp on these messages was near when sarah said she was sleeping.
side note: the way my IM program works is that when i’m “invisible,” nobody is notified of my presence but a person can still send me a message. if i get it, i can respond. this girl did not know i was online and the verb tense and content of her message showed this. i did not respond to her either.
i sat on this for a while and tried to let it go. then something got a hold of me and i felt like i had to do something. i was up fairly late last night and sarah had been “idle” on the IM program for a while, meaning she probably was asleep at that point or at least not using her computer. i sent her a message that said “heard you were saying some funny things tonight” and then added a few specific examples.
she checks news and weather every morning on her computer so i know she saw this message. no response. i left the message window open and could see she became un-idle in the morning and then logged off near her class time.
the kicker, and not in a good way like i usually mean with my reports
what is/was going on? i don’t know. i’m a little irritated, not so much that sarah “lied” to me (i don’t have proof of that, nor do i think she would lie to me about something like that), but rather because a connection was missed. likewise, she’s either irritated at me or knows that i’m irritated at her because she starts class before i do and will always send me something funny in the morning so i can see it when i wake up. close to noon now, nothing yet. not even a hello.
funny how things work. earlier yesterday we were just fine. i actually even improved my mood because the new season of “the office” premiered last night and i was ready to discuss the show with her during our nightly call. no call. few texts. apparently she was too busy messaging others online and/or sleeping and i had no desire to get into that. blah…
p74 report
nothing like pheros to kick your day back into gear.
2s p74 @ 20 mcg
this was my first spray akuto scented product. still brings back the good memories of my first smell.
everyone dreaded today’s class all week because the professor said we would be covering two chapters instead of the normal one per class. at the start of class, before cloud exposure, notebooks were out and pens were flying. after a few minutes, we (myself included) were all still paying lots of attention and taking good notes, but the atmosphere seemed more relaxed. SEG sat next to me and i didn’t even say hi to her (still caught up on the events of last night/this morning). she probably thought i was being rude. once the p74 kicked in, i loosened up and talked to her a bit during class, and we shared a book.
very relaxed experience, and i was hoping the p74 would fizzle me out a bit.
typical girl business- played it cool and thought nothing of it, we butted heads when i brought it up, talked on the phone for a while and i thought we were ok/getting better after that, then comes a barrage of texts where she flips it on me like i’m the bad guy.
seriously ladies, i don’t know how you do it 
what. ever.
2s ammo
1s p78 @ 12.5 mcg
i had totally forgotten that ammo was out of stock so as a little tribute, i brought it out last night. might be the last one with game.
let’s just say that if i were the type of guy to hang out with other girls in order to get my mind off current girl problems, it would have been very easy with this mix.
i think the ammo dominated the p78; lots of intense fly-by ioi. as girls passed me, they would place a hand on my chest or abs. i’ve experienced this before but it’s normally a hand on my shoulder or arm to stabilize themselves or let me know they’re passing. i’m not particularly a muscular guy either so it wasn’t like they’re reaching to feel my chiseled abs or pecs. it seemed to be good old-fashioned pheros at work. i was in the same state of shock as i was back in the day when i first started.
the group and i explored a new part of town that we heard was exciting. we heard wrong. the bars were filled with enough people to make fly-by ioi exciting. other than that, i think i’ve seen better crowds at target. nothing seemed interesting enough to stay for long. back at home for postgame, there was lots of good socializing (we sobered up looking for things to do, so alcohol was not a factor here). p78 taking over the reins from ammo?
sorry for the lack of updates everyone. i think i got hit with a bug late last week. felt under the weather for both going out and pheros so i stayed low for a while to recover. feeling better now, had a decent workout yesterday coming off of doing nothing for the past few days, things should only get better from here.
situation with sarah: when i last left everyone, she had flipped things on me to make me seem like the bad person. i called up a buddy who lives near her (and also has nice handwriting) and had him scribe my dictation into a nice note and attach a flower to it. he ran it over the next day and she was very happy to receive it. i didn’t know her roommates’ schedules but apparently they were all around to see this, and in my experience, girls love getting stuff in front of other girls, so it worked out well for me. she sent me a thank you text right afterwards and i replied with a very personal touching message, and things became back to normal (and better) after that. we had very nice conversations the past few days and even though we’re both stressed this week with exams and projects, we’re still upbeat. good stuff.
pheros: kept it simple with ishine and some cttm2 while i was down. worked up to 1s ij last night. my buddy was around me most of the night and he actually seemed to respond well to it.
hopefully once all the crap of the week is over, i can go out and celebrate and get back to pheros.
Glad things worked out with you and Sarah. Get well (and testing) soon!
thank you thank you. i read that you’re in a relationship now, 'grats to you on that.
bugger timing as i missed the restock of mx297 right as i felt under the weather. hopefully that will come back. i also hope we have some good guys on the ammo scent package trials.
5s p74 @ 50 mcg
2s p83 @ 20 mcg
team outing with my group. class was canceled today for a “team building” day. hang out with your group, get to know each other better and not just on an educational level, have fun.
sorry, all i heard was pheros.
there’s one guy in the group who is very edgy around pheros. too much status and he gets fighty. too much sexual and he’ll try to steal it. very edgy. today i think the p83 got to him. i’ve never worn it around him before so that could’ve been it, or a classic case of p83 rage. he didn’t really have an outlet for his edginess so he kept it in, but i could see on his face he wasn’t feeling like usual.
either because of this, or because we were in a group, SEG held in her feelings too. p74 usually gets her going. while we were in the group, she was all smiles and such but not as outgoing as she is when she’s alone with me. i took it as it was and waited to make my move.
after our group activities, we left for different places. SEG lives by me and i drove today so she got a ride with me.
backstory: last night we were texting and she told me about this new cafe place opening up by our neighborhood and how she really wanted to try it. i’m pretty sure this was a blatant hit of “i know you’ll drive tomorrow, and i’ll most likely catch a ride with you, so let’s stop by this place and i’ll get your food in return.” i looked at the menu online and it seemed decent, so while i didn’t make solid plans, i did say we should check it out sometime.
sure enough, that’s exactly what happened. she got in my car and i knew she didn’t want to go home. class was canceled and there’s a new cafe – all signs pointed to yes. girls never open, so i brought it up. “hey SEG, we have some free time today; let’s go check out that cafe.” her eyes lit up. i’m pretty sure she already knew what she wanted to order at that point, or even last night.
it was about a 10 minute car ride to the cafe. during this time, something happened:
a. her pent-up feelings from earlier in the day came tumbling out all at once
b. us being alone with p74 in the car gave her some comfort feelings, and she let those out
c. both
i choose c. almost instantly after she got in the car, she switched from “group mode” to “solo comfort mode.” comfort mixes, at least my comfort mixes, don’t work that fast, so she must’ve had some feelings from earlier. then, she usually responds well to whatever i have on when we’re alone in the car. you could even add another option d where pheros are taken out of the equation and she just felt comfortable with me alone.
on the ride there, it was a “friendly” comfortable. laughing, joking, negging each other, etc. things you do with close friends. throw in even once ounce of sexual anything and it would’ve turned into flirting. i saw only p74 at this point – comfort feelings, smooth vibes, very pleasant atmosphere.
parking was a monster since we got done right near the second lunch shift so i had to park a few blocks away and then we walked to the cafe. on the walk, p83 took over. it was a huge sidewalk, probably 2x bigger/wider than a normal sidewalk, yet she still kept bumping into me. i even got that magical “press and hold” – not a bump and hold like what happens in bars, but a press and hold. she literally pressed herself up against me and held herself there for a second. it wasn’t long enough to be awkward, it wasn’t short enough to be accidental; it was just there and we both knew it.
she ordered a sandwich at the cafe, i got a soup/salad combo. pretty good stuff. one thing i need to improve on is eating with others. i’m terrible at it. for starters, i’m always paranoid: do i have something in my teeth? on my chin? what if i talk and a food particle comes out? etc. man i suck at eating with others. for solely this reason alone, i couldn’t harbor much during lunch. simple chatting, light jokes, etc. she was more into it than i was. with practice i hope to get better.
after lunch, we walked back to the car and i took her home. in this span of 20 or so minutes, she ramped up her p74 feelings to the max. it went from being “friendly” comfortable to “i want to get to know you” comfortable. questions, thoughts, and feelings came out like no other. she wanted to know more about me, asked me deep questions, told me about her crazy drama with leaving her FB to pursue other guys (guess he was a bit more than a FB), and almost broke down while telling me of the stresses of school. i was almost scared of what i would hear next.
it wasn’t an ih -like flood of information either. it was more like in the sense of “if we’re to be friends, if we’re to be good friends, i want you to know this about me and i want to know these things about you.” that’s how deep and meaningful this conversation was. she seemed happy to tell me this stuff too; i wasn’t grilling it out of her like an interrogation. in fact, i wasn’t saying much at all. i answered her questions and listened to her talk.
another important thing is that she made future plans to be together (that was so weird to type). she likes a certain girly liqueur that i don’t have in my arsenal and she said “i’m bringing my alcohol over next time we hang out.” she loves coming over and my buddy and i enjoy her company, but each time we’ve hung out, i or my buddy extended the invite. this was the first time she basically invited herself over. fine by me; i’m all for it.
i have more thoughts but this post took me longer to type than expected and i need to go prepare for class now so i’ll close it up here. the takeaway is that p74 can be very powerful. i underused it in a few tests by only going with 10-20 mcg. 50 mcg is about right; i might layer on some ih or sexuals and see what happens.
nice update. i’m waiting on the p74 and p83 so i can do some testing… good to see someone else using these 2 in combination
i bit.
new order coming.