Since the shipping fairies have not blessed my craddle with my order yet (and that I’m not yet ordering MX335), here’s something to tide you over while you wait.
Previously, I showed irritation that MX282 was working for everyone but not me, but I’m coming to revise my estimation with this latest happening.
Dosage:
MX282: cleavage, back of neck, behind both knees
TAH: elbows, both sides of neck
Feeling: I felt more kittenish than normal and pretty girly. Very vulnerable.
Effects:
This was our first evening out on the town and I’d gone to an extra length to look nice (cute dress, make-up…). The bar was nice, packed with people.
I got plastered after only a few sips of my drink. This is really strange (I’m usually pretty good with my spirits).
I’m really embarassed that I got so shit-faced. This is so not me. There were a lot of people at the bar and part of me wonders if either the bartender really stacked my drink or someone slipped something in it.
Fortunately, I was with two guys (TG and BMF) who took me home. I thank my lucky stars that I had them with me because in my state, God knows what could have happened.
BMF was really protective but annoyed at my state. While we were still at the bar, he said “That lipstick makes me want to kiss you” upon seeing my made-up self (we hadn’t seen each other in a while and this is the first time in my trip that I’ve gone the fully monty on the make-up department)
TG seemed to find everything I say totally hilarious, despite my inebriated state. I tried my best to keep a straight face while in transport and arriving at the building, so as to appear respectable but it was really hard. Once back in the apartment, we had some food and went to bed.
And this is where I start being mortified:
I climbed into bed with TG and proceeded to snuggle up to him like he was my man (I’d love to but we’re not there yet). We’d done this before but he had never gone out of his way to make me comfy. This time, he put his arm around my shoulder and let me snuggle all I wanted -although he seemed to remove his hand on second thought. Later on during the night, every time I woke up, he was awake (or near enough) and -dare I think this- encouraged me to stay where I was, in his arms. He seemed to be searching my face for something but I was too sleepy to do anything about it. He even smoothed down my hair at one point.
I don’t know if it’s the combo or me, but he seemed to turn to me more while sleeping, rather than turning on his side as he normally does.
Edit to add: He even let me stick my cold feet against him and I had my legs half on his… Ummm, yes, very teenaged.
Him not taking advantage of me was expected, he’s too much of a good guy to do this so this is really as good as it gets right now.
If this is what I get just from those two… Man, I’m gonna kill the DHL guys if they don’t turn up with my shit right NOW! I need me some p79.