Since I’ve been using pheros, I’ve noticed a definite bettering in my relationships. After the initial trouble sleeping (definitely think this happens when my signature changes as I’m really sensitive to scents), they’ve definitely integrated themselves.
I’m also more myself rather than putting on a new “face”:
My friends are definitely getting used to the “new” me (which is really the old me but most didn’t know me before college and/or my mom died). Some of them are not liking the perceived change (one guy said “Wow, you’re cynical and acid” because I’m speaking my mind more) and my overall returned alphaness.
Those friends that knew me before are cheering for the return of OldMe.
My TAHdventures:
mm i def agree with you on the new sig thing. people view me.. nicer 
its really hard to change the whole entire sig tho i tried that at first with the whole TAH thing.. didnt work out 
anyways, great journal
<3 remmy
Since the shipping fairies have not blessed my craddle with my order yet (and that I’m not yet ordering MX335), here’s something to tide you over while you wait.
Previously, I showed irritation that MX282 was working for everyone but not me, but I’m coming to revise my estimation with this latest happening.
Dosage:
MX282: cleavage, back of neck, behind both knees
TAH: elbows, both sides of neck
Feeling: I felt more kittenish than normal and pretty girly. Very vulnerable.
Effects:
This was our first evening out on the town and I’d gone to an extra length to look nice (cute dress, make-up…). The bar was nice, packed with people.
I got plastered after only a few sips of my drink. This is really strange (I’m usually pretty good with my spirits).
I’m really embarassed that I got so shit-faced. This is so not me. There were a lot of people at the bar and part of me wonders if either the bartender really stacked my drink or someone slipped something in it.
Fortunately, I was with two guys (TG and BMF) who took me home. I thank my lucky stars that I had them with me because in my state, God knows what could have happened.
BMF was really protective but annoyed at my state. While we were still at the bar, he said “That lipstick makes me want to kiss you” upon seeing my made-up self (we hadn’t seen each other in a while and this is the first time in my trip that I’ve gone the fully monty on the make-up department)
TG seemed to find everything I say totally hilarious, despite my inebriated state. I tried my best to keep a straight face while in transport and arriving at the building, so as to appear respectable but it was really hard. Once back in the apartment, we had some food and went to bed.
And this is where I start being mortified:
I climbed into bed with TG and proceeded to snuggle up to him like he was my man (I’d love to but we’re not there yet). We’d done this before but he had never gone out of his way to make me comfy. This time, he put his arm around my shoulder and let me snuggle all I wanted -although he seemed to remove his hand on second thought. Later on during the night, every time I woke up, he was awake (or near enough) and -dare I think this- encouraged me to stay where I was, in his arms. He seemed to be searching my face for something but I was too sleepy to do anything about it. He even smoothed down my hair at one point.
I don’t know if it’s the combo or me, but he seemed to turn to me more while sleeping, rather than turning on his side as he normally does.
Edit to add: He even let me stick my cold feet against him and I had my legs half on his… Ummm, yes, very teenaged.
Him not taking advantage of me was expected, he’s too much of a good guy to do this so this is really as good as it gets right now.
If this is what I get just from those two… Man, I’m gonna kill the DHL guys if they don’t turn up with my shit right NOW! I need me some p79.
Ladies and gentlemen, I think we’re heading closer to that riot I wanted!
I present you my P79 testing. I know it’s going to seem like I put everything and the kitchen sink in my mixes but I’d tried IS/A+TAH is my usual combo now, which TG responds well to.
MX106 had not produced any results so far but I felt good wearing it to bed.
Cocktail : MX106+TAH+P79+IS/A+Instant Honesty x2
2 shots of MX106, 3 shots of TAH, 3 shots of P79, Instant Honesty to the back of the head
Feeling : I didn’t feel any major effects but I did blab out some secrets that I hadn’t shared with anyone in a long time.
Result :
For the weekend, BMF, TG and I headed to BMF’s parents’ place to get away from BMF’s restless flatmates.
Upon application, after a day out on the town and a stint in the pool, BMF, TG and I had a long heart-to-heart about our lives while waiting for the pizza delivery guy. It was the first time that I’d blurted out all the twisted things that happened in my childhood (from other kids) and it seemed to surprise TG a lot.
After dinner, where I nearly chocked to death on a bit of food, I went to my room and felt totally overwhelmed and depressed. Eventually, I started to cry and much to my dismay, couldn’t stop myself at all.
BMF came over and comforted me for a while, trying to make it better with words. My tears stopped after a long while and I followed BMF to the kids’ room, which the guys were sharing.
As we continued to talk, I started to feel a little sleepy, so I laid down next to TG and snuggled up to him. Minutes later, with his warmth and my sleepy tear-induced tiredness, I was asleep.
I woke up a little later to find him trying to arrange his long arm in a more comfortable way.
Me : You can put your hand down, you know.
So he did, wrapped his long fingers around my shoulder.
Him : Doesn’t bother you if I put my head against yours ?
A little later,
Him : It’s really warm.
Me : Yeah. It’s dumb. Why are we sharing a single bed when my bed (BMF’s parents’ bed, which I was sleeping in) is empty.
Him : You want me to sleep with you ?
Me : If you want to.
At this point, he laughed.
Me : What ?!
Him : Nothing… Come on.
We went back to the bigger room and climbed in bed, settling comfortably against each other.
Him : Do you prefer skin or tshirt ?
Speechless, I just snuggled against him and settled my arm around his middle without saying anything, as he arranged his tshirt to be less warm.
Later, he brushed my free arm with his hand and smoothed down my hair a couple of times.
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Cocktail : MX106+TAH+P79+IS/A Grapefruit+Spaceland = Major woody maker
Feeling : Same as the last time, I didn’t feel any major effects. Just very relaxed, which I think is the Spaceland effect.
Result :
Back in the big city, it was BMF’s birthday party and we went to an upscale restaurant. My application was over a day’s worth IS/A and after a quick shower.
Tiny IS/A note : When prompted about an opinion about my new make-up by the lady at the makeup counter who had just done me up, TG went « Beautiful » in an unusually deep voice. Can’t quite tell if he was being serious or just his usual playful self but I was expecting more of a « Good » or « Nice » rather than « beautiful » as a response.
TG and I snuggled in bed and BMF, who was sleeping nearby, fell asleep immediately.
Again, we woke up a little later, in the dark, with BMF making sleepy sounds nearby. When I moved my arm down to his middle, I felt something warm and unusually present down there. TG seemed a little embarassed by this as he kept shifting around and tried laying different ways, even on his side with me in his arms (but this required him to put both arms around me, which he deemed too weird).
This time, he brushed my hair quite deliberately with the hand that was resting on my shoulder and moved that hand around to access other areas of my upper back. Later, he ran his free hand on my arm and arranged his tshirt so my hand was resting against his bare chest.
Around daybreak (because we didn’t really get much sleep what with moving around and things), TG woke with a start and bolted. When he came back a good quarter of an hour later and resumed his place, I could tell that he’d gone for some solitary relief (I have a really good sense of smell…). Once again, he took me in his arms and we settled. That’s how I woke up, hours later, with his mouth only an inch away from mine.
Instead of moving away from each other, we stayed in silence, alternating napping and just laying there until it was time to get up for breakfast (that and BMF was getting restless).
Cocktail : MX106+TAH+P79+IS/A Grapefruit
2 shots of MX106, 4 shots of TAH, 5 shots of p79 and one shot of IS/A
Feeling: Feeling cuddly.
Results :
As soon as I tried to wiggle away, TG looked over at me, rearranged himself and extended his arm and went « Come back ». He proceeded to place his hand over mine while holding me to him with his other arm.
After he turned on his side, he told me to feel free to snuggle to his back anyways.
Later that morning, we lounged around and he picked up a book to read while I was resting my head on his chest. We stayed snuggled like this until BMF burst back into the room.
Overall :
My intention was to test the effects of P79 on an otherwise cuddle-hating person. I’d say it’s a success.
For someone who hates to touch/be touched, that’s all quite an achievement to have him snuggle me without resistance or complaint (he did complain but much of the « jeez, look at that, it’s like a cat spreading on my lap » or « you wouldn’t believe how cold her skin gets » variety to BMF).
Now, what all could happen with P74 that I received with my latest order ? 
Nice reporting as ever Takhisis, reps.
Maybe with the first P79 test, the P79 added a bit of momentum to what started out as a passing mood? Others have reported that it is, in addition to being a kind of amplifier to other pheromones, an amplifier of whatever one is feeling at the time. I just had to make a big effort to steer myself in the right direction the couple of times I have added P79 to a combo. The first time, I think I caught the blues off my friend, who was being miserable. I was in fact basking in lots of nice female attention beforehand, it was a real good day for hits. Then I was strangely depressed after my encounter with this guy, for about an hour.
What could happen with P74? Well, I think it is wonderful, it will blast any little lingering vestiges of shyness you may have (or may not, but I do) away, but in a very natural way. It does this to others too I think, even, er, “terribly British” people like I encounter a lot here in Britain
After the fact, I figured that p79 was an amplifier to what Instant Honesty had made me blurt out. I hadn’t mentioned but I had a very definite feeling that I was crying for the younger me that had been so sad and had always felt like there was no hope for better tomorrows. (Not to worry, I’m living better tomorrows, I just feel down in the dumps about what could have been, sometimes).
I have to admit, I am terribly, terribly British myself when it comes to feelings. 
Or acting on them.
Or I’m just being a girl and want to be seduced rather than seducer.
Hey, you started it!
Cocktail : MX106 (https://pheromonelabs.com/)+TAH+P79+IS/A+Instant Honesty x2
2 shots of MX106, 3 shots of TAH, 3 shots of P79, Instant Honesty to the back of the head
That’s three shots of TAH…how many mcgs? Was it also 3 of Honesty? And how many mcgs is your P79?
Feeling : I didn’t feel any major effects
No? Hmm…seems to me you had quite a reaction.
but I did blab out some secrets that I hadn’t shared with anyone in a long time.
TG and I had a long heart-to-heart about our lives while waiting for the pizza delivery guy.
It was the first time that I’d blurted out all the twisted things that happened in my childhood (from other kids) and it seemed to surprise TG a lot.
After dinner, where I nearly chocked to death on a bit of food, I went to my room and felt totally overwhelmed and depressed. Eventually, I started to cry and much to my dismay, couldn’t stop myself at all.
BMF came over and comforted me for a while, trying to make it better with words. My tears stopped after a long while
One thing to remember about pheromones…your mood is, more often than not, their directive. You were bitten by your own poison, sweets. Probably feeling notsogood from, dear God 
…choking. Made vulnerable, I’ll venture to say, by your topic of conversation. Also coupled with possibly, one too many sprays of TAH and brought forth by Honesty, driven by P79. There’s an interesting thread that addresses this very thing. I can point you to it or link it if you like.
As we continued to talk, I started to feel a little sleepy, so I laid down next to TG and snuggled up to him. Minutes later, with his warmth and my sleepy tear-induced tiredness, I was asleep.
No wonder, poor baby, you wore yourself out. Nice that you had a soft place to fall.
I woke up a little later to find him trying to arrange his long arm in a more comfortable way.
Him : Doesn’t bother you if I put my head against yours ?
Him : It’s really warm.
Him : You want me to sleep with you ?
Him : Come on.
We went back to the bigger room and climbed in bed, settling comfortably against each other.
Him : Do you prefer skin or tshirt ?
Speechless, I just snuggled against him and settled my arm around his middle without saying anything, as he arranged his tshirt to be less warm.
Later, he brushed my free arm with his hand and smoothed down my hair a couple of times.
Ah..er..um…
He seems to be responding rather well for a guy who ain’t so touchy…lol.
we didn’t really get much sleep what with moving around and things), TG woke with a start and bolted. When he came back a good quarter of an hour later and resumed his place, I could tell that he’d gone for some solitary relief (I have a really good sense of smell…).
You guys are obviously hot for each other. I don’t want to get too personal here Takh…but since you’re dishin’ it…I’m confused. So I’m just gonna ask and you don’t have to answer ‘cause it’s none of my beeswax…but why aren’t you two crazy kids knockin’ boots?
Overall :
My intention was to test the effects of P79 on an otherwise cuddle-hating person. I’d say it’s a success.
For someone who hates to touch/be touched, that’s all quite an achievement to have him snuggle me without resistance or complaint
You were very sucessful, I’d say. Mission accomplished. Reps!
Now, what all could happen with P74 that I received with my latest order ?
What was that about a riot?! 
Bella
Seems we were posting at the same time Takh…lol. That happened to me more than once today.
You answered some of my questions. You, ntk, and me are on the same page here.
Hey Bella, indeed it seems that you’re crossing wires with everyone today. Or perhaps you are the cute spider at the middle of all this agitation
That I did, as soon as I met you guys
10 mcgs on each for the TAH/p79
2 of honesty to the back of the neck and hair (but I guess my long hair flapped into my face)
Yep, but I didn’t feel it coming on. Most of the times, with pheros, I feel perky or sexy or happier than I had pre-spray. There, I felt nothing at all, til I started blabbing and crying. KWIM?
Yes please, would love the link!
Choking: Pizza + water + bad, bad joke from BMF = Gurgly death. It really didn’t feel good.
As you said, ntk, you and I are on the same page about this, I’d figured it out as I was thinking about it later on.
And what a place, eh?
He’s just about the untouchiest guy I know, even now. You should have seen him years ago when we first met.
There’s two pictures that stand out in my mind: in the first, he’s with a (very unavailable) girlfriend of ours and she’s got her arm around his waist and he’s standing there, almost at attention. In the second, she’s playing with him, making a kissy face and he’s got her jammed in such a way that she can’t actually get close.
I fell a couple of days ago and while he hovered nearby to make sure I was OK (yes, I am very clumsy-limbed), he didn’t grab me or anything.
Oh Bella… it’s complicated. He’s too honourable to jump me like that. For the past 10 minutes, I’ve been typing and retyping an explanation but it doesn’t satisfy me as it doesn’t explain the why/who/what and the full explanation would just take too long (not to mention boring to most people). I’ll PM you.
MX287 report:
Dosage: IS/A 2 shots to neckage, MX287 (1 to elbow, 1 to back of neck).
Feeling: Perky but hammering heart, like a shot of overpacked expresso. End of the day turns into a slamming headache that can only be taken care of by sleeping.
Effect: A colleague is way more friendly and buys me a juice (way more expensive than coffee) for no reason. PAs walking by all stop by my desk to natter and ask how my holiday went (they’re usually too busy for much chatter). Women check out my outfit when we walk into the lunch room. I get my way with Dad, despite a 3-hour traffic jam that we get stuck in. Dad’s not even mad at me (he usually is) and tells me it’s not my fault at all.
So it’s like Instant Shine and MX135 altogether… but I don’t like the headache.
30mcg is a good amount of TAH. Do you usually wear that much? I can wear a lot of TAH, but have…in circumstances that turned squirrely…gone in a not so pleasant direction. A story for another time. And 30mcg/P79, also a good amount. For me, I find it can be very mood directed. It’s raw and powerful and I find more than 12.5mcg makes me too edgy. When wearing it, as we’ve observed, it can turn on a dime unexpectedly. When it happened to ntk, he pulled it out…but it took some time and effort. It’s one I’d never apply if I was already in a questionable mood. Just my experience. Phya does well with P79. If you have a chance read some of his posts about it in his journal >> “If it helps you too…great” <<.
2 of honesty to the back of the neck and hair (but I guess my long hair flapped into my face)
Yep, but I didn’t feel it coming on. Most of the times, with pheros, I feel perky or sexy or happier than I had pre-spray. There, I felt nothing at all, til I started blabbing and crying.
2 sprays/2X Honesty..nothing to slouch at…heap powerful.
Yes, that Honesty is a sneaky creeper and it can hit you and those around you like a freight train. Now you know the deal. It don’t matter where ya spray it…the Honesty’s gonna getcha. It’s one of the few pheromones I have to mind. I’m rather forthright to begin with so it’s not too much of a stretch for me as far as spilling beans. I just need to reign in my impulse to talk. It takes some practice to reel it in a bit. I cain’t learn nuthin’ ‘bout nobody if I’ma jabberin’ all the time. I like to let 'em run on. When the opportunity presents itself I can ask a question and/or direct the conversation, if I choose to do so. Though sometimes you get a live one who needs to get it out, and you just want to run away screaming…lol. I’ve had people reveal the most intimate details of their lives to me. It’s very introspective stuff. It truly is most amazing. I never get tired of it. Sometimes it me, but I don’t get tired of it.
I’m a hugh fan of Honesty, I love it in the Extreme, and I’ve talked a great deal about it. One of these days I may even compile my own posts on it…lol
As you said, ntk, you and I are on the same page about this, I’d figured it out as I was thinking about it later on.
You’ve gotta be prepared for the unexpected. Sometimes things go awry, with the best laid plans, for even the most experienced user.
The combo of high TAH, and high P79, with the 2X Honesty…gotcha. Maybe not a pleasnt experience, but an interesting and educational one. Just one more step in becoming master of your pheromones. 
Yes please, would love the link!
Hope it helps.
Oh Bella… it’s complicated. I’ll PM you.
Bella
Turn on a dime - yes, very much so… With that said, it should be possible to turn back round again on the same dime… but it’s like catching yourself drifting into the less desirable mood, giving yourself a mental “stop it!!” and a push in the right direction again. So I was like remembering the P79 might contribute to a sort of “drifting effect” and I made the conscious effort to push myself back to an up-state again. The conscious thought that “Oh, this may be the P79 self-effect” helps immensely; it helps one to “laugh it off”, then think of something fun and positive. And you know that the P79 will work just as well as an emotional lubricant in the other direction too.
I shall be wearing some P79, among other things, out tonight, and will do something like (but not exactly!) tie a bit of string around my finger, to remind me of the slippery emotional landscape I may be sliding around in. I don’t plan to drink any alcohol tonight, so that helps.
I’m usually around 20mcg with no noticeable effects on myself. And I’d always paired it with IS/A or something TAL heavy.
Yeah, I’d not tried IH on its own in a while and it had certainly not hit me as hard before. I’m thinking the TAH/p79 combo might have softened me up for it.
I’m a spiller too, and haven’t learnt quite how to control my mouth yet. Soon, soon.
Please do!! I want to learn.
Don’t I know it now… Not that I’m experienced or anything
No real harm done. At least now, I know. I didn’t say anything I didn’t feel comfortable sharing with friends anyways. Pheros are good that if you really want to keep something from someone, it doesn’t come out.
I’ll keep that in mind for my next trial with TAH/p79. I’m feeling a little raw right now (caught a cold due to the travelling) and not so hot. So no mood enhancers for me now.
Yes, I did notice that p79 pushed things a little further than they would have normally gone in other circumstances. It helps crack some things wide open, though.
Definitely helps not to drink when you’re hopped up on p79
Bella and I were thinking basically the same thing. I do not need the PM but as strong as the two of you feel about each other you need to figure something out … although I do have to admit that honor is a strong thing. I carefully as possible put most of the fish that jumped into my boat back into the water back in the day. But that usually dealt with me not feeling the same way that they did and refusing to take advantage of the feelings I know they had for me.
Yeah, and I’m working on it all at the moment. It’s just a question of doing right by everyone. I can’t be too selfish (and I’ve been plenty selfish so far) or careless about this because there’s more at stake than just TG and I.
The thing is, I wanted to know if there is feeling beyond friendship or if I’m going to end back in the water.
I understand completely - courtship is a tricky thing when trying to do it honorably and thereby “right by everyone” as you say. Just know we are all rooting for you and want things to work out well for you.
He’s been nibbling at this bait for some time. Whatever you decide to do is going to determine whether or not he really bites.
I don’t blame you for being cautious, but life is full of risks. It’s worth fighting for someone you really want and you have to be willing to take that chance. Love is not for the faint of heart. Sooner or later, if he wants you as much as you want him…the two of you are gonna have to fiqure this out.
We’re in your corner, T. You know we’re here if you need us.
Bella
MX286 report
Dosage:
MX286 - 1 to neck, 1 to elbow
Instant Shine x5 cops - 1 to nape, 1 to throat
IS/A - 1 to each side of neck
Range: Cocktail party
Feeling: Upbeat, despite being under the weather from a small cold this lasted well until bedtime
Results:
Taxi driver was really friendly and shared info about his life with me, and even sat there, without the meter running, to finish our conversation. I ended up with his phone number
Had no problem walking up to two people at the cocktail to introduce myself, despite knowing no one at all and everyone being in small circles when I arrived. They really warmed up to me and we spent a lot of time chatting together.
Then more people came to introduce themselves, until we had the host of the party. After that, we all sat down and just continued nattering (and eating) until it was time to go home.
I’m thinking definitely no hits of a sexual nature (although the room was shock full of women - ratio 90/10) but of a friendly nature. It even seemed to counter the cattiness that I experience with cop’d IShine.
Will have to investigate this more as it didn’t give me any headache either.
hihi!!
i was kinda busy bumbling around for a bit but how ru!! i see uve been testing the new pack and have been getting some great results with it! i had no real hits to report really.. with the exception of mx282.. that one’s good
anyways, reps for great reports and maybe i’ll give the new mixes a try again!!
<3 remmy