Hmm… I’d been using mx297 around my target. Day time exposure would be mx297 + ammunition (2-3 sprays) + IS. Night time exposure I’d swap 1 or 2 sprays of ammunition out for TUTH and I’d also throw in some IH.
It got me pretty good responses, ie. alot of kino, even when going out and around, she’d hold me occasionally and all (short instances, I would think it more subconscious). She’d be a little sticky, following me around
Around her friends I’d be “the nice guy”, the “buddy” and all. However the night I wore A314 instead of mx297 when we went out (I swapped out the 3 sprays of mx297 to 2 drops of A314, had 2 sprays of TUTH and 1 spray of ammo, 1 ISx4 and p83 25mcgs) things went awry. The reason I wore that was because after finding out more about her background I “felt” that she could/would respond to higher none signatures or a more alpha vibe. Apparently not (earlier I had tried using more TUTH around her instead of ammunition but I found that she would be a littlemore distant and when I swapped ammo back in for TUTH she would come a little closer)
She became distant, like somewhat fearful of me, even under the influence of alcohol. And on that night apparently my presence just pissed off another of her friends, just because, which I found out later on.
Somewhere some how a vicious cycle started later on too, but I also became more withdrawn. With mx297 I can speak with anyone and anybody, I don’t really care and feel bad about bad things that happen, I can get angry, pissed or irritated but things slide eventually, but with anything more than a drop of A314 with added none, I feel like “I’m the alpha, why should I give a fuck about these” or “why are people responding this way, this is shit” and or also I have no qualms about letting people know how I feel or showing facial expressions/body language (I usually hide or mask my facial expressions and or adjust my body language depending on the situation) it has a tendency to throw me into a withdrawn state, and I became more aloof and withdrawn towards the end of the night, bordering on.. ironically speaking an emotional but withdrawn state (silent moody) that A314 seems/should prevent (on 1 drop it prevents negative states for me).
And that didn’t go too well with her later on too. “What’s my problem” she asked
The irony is I was carrying IS all the while with me but I felt so moody but so in control that I totally forgot that I should probably have dosed myself more with IS
After wearing A314 and mx297 for some reason, A314 works for me in work and highly male dominant environments, eg. poker night, soccer night and pool night. mx297 on the other hand is all arounded and goes down better with the ladies, when on me
She’s not very responsive now and I’m worried I hit a major speed bump of sorts “I thought he was cute initially, had an attraction, but hmm maybe I’m wrong, seems like he’s not the type I’m looking for” and hence possibly undone everything that was built up initially