Skeptic's Journal

I went to study at the library for my last final. I put on 1 spray of AMMO and 2 sprays of IO. The IO was because I’m a quiet person, and was more for self-effects. I was going to meet up with two guy friends there, but the AMMO was just to see if I’d get any IOIs. So there’s three people at our table. A alpha frat guy, call him T. A pretty good looking guy, A. And then me.

We were working on Cal III. A girl, R walked by that sorta knew T and asked if we were working on calculus and could give some help. T actually had no idea who she was, but he pretended to know her anyway, lol. A few minutes later, she, R and her friend, M moved to our table. R Sat straight across from me and M sat to the left of me, but closer to R.

Almost immediately, R asked for A’s name. Now, I was working on a problem at the time, but she never asked for my name, and I almost felt ghosted. She wasn’t really looking at me either. I kept working on the math though. That’s why I was here. I wasn’t really talking or anything at that point either. I said a few words here and there, but nothing much.

When I started to speak a little more, R finally asked me my name. I didn’t really think about it then, but now, I kinda get the feeling that she was almost scared to ask me my name. When I started talking, I seemed more approachable. Well, she was either scared to for some reason, or I was ghosted.

Here’s why I feel like I wasn’t being ghosted: As soon as I started to interact with everyone, I started to notice R’s eyes on me. Even when she was talking to someone else, she would look at me. I took it as a test and looked her right back in the eye. I did, however, always break eye contact first. I mean, if I didn’t I’d be staring at her, like she was at me. This happened several times. In fact, it happened so many times, later on she actually apologized for looking at me so much.

I had sprayed on the AMMO around 8PM. I’m guessing it started to wear off around 2AM at the latest. The alpha, T left to get some sleep around 3AM. I think this played out perfectly. Now, I’m not really alpha material, but I am pretty funny. The other girl, M, kept laughing at all my jokes, giving me high fives, and things like that. M was pretty nice, I helped her with her calc. R was being kinda b*tchy and rude, so I ignored most of her requests for help at least the first time.

I ended up leaving the library at 6:45 to go take a shower and get something to eat before my 8AM exam. Overall, I had a pretty good time. I didn’t get any numbers or anything like that, but I wasn’t really trying either. I enjoyed just hanging out and talking.

TL;DR - 1 spray AMMO, 2 sprays IO. Alpha girl, who initially ignored me, kept staring at me. You know how there’s always that hottie you can’t stop looking at? I feel like AMMO made me that. :slight_smile:

Oh, and I should add that R took a nap around 4:30 or 5 and woke up at 6. I didn’t get any more stares after she woke up. (No more AMMO?)