Description: Normal-looking. Conservatively I’d say I’m about a 7 or 7.5 . A multitude of hobbies. I’ve got a girlfriend who is – in my opinion – a 10/10. Personality, looks, outlook on life, religion, music, movies, consumerism, books, nerdisms, errythang.
Here’s a little picture:
http://img26.imageshack.us/img26/9366/yeppk.jpg
My journal will consist of hits from her and from other girls. I’m totally content in our relationship, but for the pursuit of science I’ll try to get some IOIs from other girls – even though I’ll just ignore them.
I’ve got TUTH, P83, A314, Instant Shine, Instant Honesty, Instant Openness and Ammo.
8/22/2011
No PHEROS
Today when we went out to school my girlfriend was quite miffed or something – I couldn’t really read her. Before we left, I had to run back inside and grab some things. Apparently she’d thought we were going to be late, and blamed it on me. I reminded her that it only takes 20min to get to school and we had 30min. Cue her insisting she was “just joking” and a silent 20min car ride.
Somewhere along the way there I realized – shit! – I forgot to apply pheros today! I’d never seen a distant or angry side of her (that continued more than a few minutes) because about one month into our relationship I’d started using pheros. From then, I’d never forgotten to apply them whenever I was with her. I could see, feel, and read the difference. I had to force myself to smile, but I could tell her mood wasn’t lightening.
Apparently she’d been stuck behind a truck on the way to my house, and that made her angry enough to carry that mood until we got to school. Again, I’d never seen her this way before. Especially over something so stupid. Usually, around me, she’s always wearing a smile.
We get inside and I segue off to the bathroom before class. I figure I’d see just how much I can try to pick up her mood. I go heavy.
2x drops A314, oil (my sweet-spot)
3x 10mcg P83 (my sweet-spot is indeed in the 30-40mcg range, 30mcg reduces waste though)
I apply the above in the stall and stride into class, sitting down next to her as the professor begins.
It took about two minutes. She turns to me and smiles and kicks my foot. I almost immediately say she’s stupid, and focus on the lecture – just a small declaration that I thought she was stand-offish earlier. Her smile drops, but that’s okay.
Because 10min later it’s back.
The professor leaves for some reason and she starts looking at me, smiling. She says “You make me feel better.”
Keep in mind that I had not said anything during the class other than a minor insult. Seems to me she unconsciously picked up on the pheros and attributed those good feelings to me.
We talk for a bit and laugh loudly about… something. Can’t quite remember.
The professor comes back and we go through the rest of the lecture. While that’s going on she writes a heart on my hand in pen, and 10 min following writes out:
“I miss you 
”
To which I reply:
“You’re way too cute :o”
and
“I wanna be inside you 
”
After that it was pretty uneventful. We went to lab after, and there was a small snapshot of something-or-other:
I was writing my name on several petri dishes while she’s watching. I’m just writing, writing, writing, and she suddenly bursts out “Oh my god, I can’t take it!” Apparently my handwriting was “way too cute” and after class she said she just wanted me to fuck her on the lab table in front of everyone.
I guess that’s an IOI, haha.
Overall, lots of looking into each other’s eyes with the mones. It definitely lightened her day, which I’m happy for.
I’ll report back later.
