I was really worn out this morning getting ready for work… It has been a long week and i am exhausted!!! But that didn’t stop me…
I got my Instant Shine & Sexiness in the mail i think on wednesday, but i hesitated in using it 'cause honestly i was nervous. That is why i orderd this in the first place- to try to help w/ my social anxiety (as i mentioned in my intial post). But anyways as i was getting ready this morning the inclination struck and applied 5 sprays of the shine, not really anticipating anything (i am somewhat impulsive sometimes).
The day was fantastic
I am used to getting what i want allot of the time anyways, but today i got everything i wanted. I think part of it was that i had the confidence to ask for it, but that could be explained away w/ placebo theory. That is fine. People are generally obliging to me any ways- i’m young, beautiful and polite. They were especially nice today.
But the craziest thing just happened a minute ago when i got home. I live in a suburb of sandy eggo and it is beautiful here. My backyard is always full of butterflies and i have always been madly in love with them and wished for them to return the sentiment- i know i am silly, but i had always wanted one to land on me. I thought it rather significant. Right now as i was walking in one came right up to me (i was smoking a ciggarette and you would think they would find that offensive) and it landed on my blouce right above where i had sprayed the shine this morn and just sat there. I can say i got everything i wanted today. I can’t tell you how great that felt.
So that is day one, i’m still apprehensive of the sexiness and will wait to try that at a more fitting occasion, but i want to know what else could be experimented with- not that i am not completely satisfied already ![]()
But if anyone has any advice or suggestions they are not only wlecomed but appreciated. I will continue to do my own research, but real honest imput is way more interesting. Let me know what you think.
peace and love