The Denied Journal

Tisha gave me that great advice:

That was a thing i noticed. After the birth of our second son she´s still not happy with herself. Thinks that she is not sexy anymore. Weights to much. She´s unsatisfied with herself. It doesn´t matter if i keep telling her, that i do not care and she is in fact very good looking. She is. But she don´t believe me or she thinks i only tell her becourse she is my wife…

So i add this to the Problems list.

I ordered as adviced for mothers day. But i was a little late and after my paypal account did make some problems i canceled the order.

I will order it soon, but there are many other things on my wish list.

And im not so shure about the 5x cops. My wife and me decided to stay away from hormonal contraceptives in future. And the Depo is holding on for 2 month :frowning: If i am right, she will naturaly produce cops then, so why adding?
But i created a little story if i order it for her. I´ll tell mostly the truth becourse i just can´t lie.
I´ll tell her i was shopping and there was an advertisement from a new product called “Instant Sexiness” for german market. I tried it -> i like it, and so i thought i buy it for her. It is not so uncommon that we have those new product advertisements in our regular shops, so its quite logic. And it explains why the bottle is not looking like a perfume bottle and why there is no outer packing.

Others on my wish list are:
P79 for example. Mostly becourse it helped biggun. But i read about it as an amplifier. Its quite interesting. I would like to experiment with it.

Instant Openness 2x
This is becourse i own a Instant Honesty 4x and i like to create a CTTM2
Tisha gave me that great advice…

So i will mix 10ml Instant Honesty (4x) with 20 ml Instant Openness (2x) to get my Come Talk to me 3 mix :smiley:
That is, if im not wrong, 50% alphanol and 50% betanol, right?

After all is pretty much money. I can´t spend that much right now. So i have to wait and stick withe the prducts i already own.