Rather than bury this away at the end of my “Blade Testing P125 thread”, I thought I’d post this report separately as there are some conclusions at the end I’d like feedback on.
For those who haven’t read the other thread, I really like P125. A lot. Enough to use up what I had left of it in my first proper, measured composite. It’s a very empathetic, fun, bonding molecule. You know how fun and exciting pre-drinks can be before you actually hit the town? P125 is pre-drinks.
The Composite was mixed to hit the following dose per spray
P125 - 8mcg
TAC - 3mcg
P83 - 3mcg
P79 - 2mcg
Nice and simple and designed to showcase P125. Target dose was 5 sprays as I didn’t get much from P125 until I tried 40-50mcgs.
Although I can’t say it was exactly what I wanted it to be, it was fun testing a composite knowing the actual components and seeing how they were interplaying and affecting the target.
The target turned out to be my friend E. She’s a work friend and we share a good natured, shit stirring sort of relationship. Even her husband jokes around that he thinks I’m the father of their baby…..it’s a running joke. Knowing that we were having lunch together today, I applied a spray to each wrist, one to the throat and one either side of my neck, for the required 5 spray dose.
Within a minute’s exposure walking together to the lift and travelling down to the ground floor, E became giggly. Schoolgirl giggly, before breaking into a song about how I should lend her a dollar for lunch.
A nice start for P125. The usual banter between us as we strolled up the street was just that little bit more amusing. More giggling and singing from her, accompanied with the playful teasing of someone who’s known you a long time. Interestingly, cocky comments from me that she would normally try and lovingly shoot me down for, were greeted with enthusiastic agreement for a change……well, the ones that were cocky AND true anyway, lol. Normally she’ll never admit I’m all that 
About 10 minutes in, I started to get P83 human Velcro hits – which I found odd given the p83 dose is only 15mcg. Normally you need a higher dose to see this. More on this point later, though.
E wanted to walk very close to me. As in continually brushing herself against me with each stride. If I shifted over a little on the footpath to give her more room, she was back doing it within seconds – with no break in the banter.
After we grabbed some food we found our way to a bench near work and sat down to eat. Again, she sat up nice and close, our bodies touching – feet, legs, upper body. I have another friend that does that with or without phero’s, but it was new from E.
As we sat and ate, the banter continued, but there was that increased fun bonding and empathy vibe to it that I love about P125. The comfort we normally have was enhanced and far more enjoyable than usual. At one point my Boss wandered over and joined us for about 10 minutes…… and by the time he left we were all stirring each other and having a grand little laugh on the park bench.
At one point I shifted position a little so I could see my Boss while we were talking, and the only place I could put by arm was on the back of the bench, hand resting on E’s shoulder and upper arm. Again, interestingly, there was no “Are you hitting on me you freak”. Instead she shifted to snuggle inside my arm so it was completely around her shoulder. Not in a sexual way, just a relaxed, hanging with my buddy way. No doubt partially the TAC in play there.
All up it was a good hour – however it raises plenty of things for me to consider. My intention with this, as mentioned above, was to showcase P125. This mix didn’t succeed in that. Whilst the fun, empathetic element was there, the “let’s you and I just have a party” excitement was missing.
Could be that the TAC took the hyperactivity out of it and made it more relaxing than I intended. I certainly felt the telltale heavy lower body effect I get from TAC. Maybe less TAC next time.
I also saw far more P83 than I should have from the dose. That was only there to heighten the P125 – instead I saw hits that normally come from a 30+mcg dose of P83. So maybe less P83 next time too.
Which brings me to P79 - added here purely as an overall intensifier given that I’m a cheap bugger 
I’m inclined to think it certainly did intensify the P83 - and probably the TAC too – but why not the P125 equally???
The Mad Tater once wrote that P79 is very sensitive to when it is added to a mix and I’m sure he would have made his composites all in one hit, just like I did – not wait some specified period of time between adding components. I added my components in the following order…
P125
TAC
P83
P79
Co-incidence that the ones closest to P79 were the most affected?? I don’t know enough about chemistry to know whether that’s even possible – personally I figure if you give it all a big shake it just all mixes together, but it’s something to ponder…
