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Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Ok, so I had planned to try a bit of A314 spray as my target has seemed to have a bad reaction to it and OG (seems to be distant and run away)…Just wanted to give it another go but I accidentally sprayed 2 sprays of MX353 as I had left the bottle in the same place.

We are friends but have been getting closer recently, but she’s had a bad breakup last year that she’s beating herself up about.

I have been told that MX353 works better in a party type environment but I thought I’d leave it on the see how things go. I also sprayed on 2 sprays of A314 1.32A and forgot about it.

We were just chilling in the house but she became really playful and said something cheeky while standing with her back to me so I spanked/grabbed her butt and she took a step forward stood on her tip-toes and looked back round at me coyly over her shoulder so I told her she was being a naughty girl and spanked her again. That was really out of character for her, and happened literally right away after application.

She went to my bed and started doing something on the iPad while I was in the kitchen and when I came back I sat on the end of the bed. When I did she just opened her legs really wide which was strange because she’s usually quite guarded about keeping her legs together and she didn’t really have a problem with me touching her inner thighs. I didn’t really do anything else because we’re friends and she kind of turned me down a while back but it was while she was talking about her ex and I was being a complete pussy which was really unattractive so I’m not surprised. Things were just really close, touchy and playful out of nowhere.

I had just ordered a load of things: ammo summer, TAC , p83 , a314 oill, ishine 2x and some a1 from lovescent but the AD order was in the lab somewhere so I made another order with 30ml of MX353 , P96 10mcg per spray and IH . My first order is lost somewhere (AD have it marked as shipped but DHL have said they’ve bit received it yet). And my other order turned up today.

MX353, p96, IH good combo?
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Yup. I’ve had reactions like that. If you’re interested, seize the moment.

We always say you must learn to reinforce the image your pheros paint, and “Carpe diem”/“YOLO” (depending on your age/style) is just as much part of that when you are using a playful, sexy, naughty mix as high-status confidence is when wearing A314/IG.

I’m not looking for a relationship right now (working on building in a new career) but I’ve been tempted many times recently by the obvious inviting behavior of 20-/30- somethings. It’s just out of character for me NOT to step up. I’ve had many more attractive male friends who could never score because they refused to make a move when a girl was shooting them obvious signs of interest!.

Don’t be that guy!

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That’s a good point, I didn’t really consider the congruency for the mix as I wasn’t sure what it was actually achieving, but it’s pretty obvious now you’ve pointed it out. Can’t expect the mones to do all the work lol. I suppose I’ll have to consider what I’m trying to get from each mix and play along with it rather than seeing what effects it has and going with that.

I like the idea of being more in the drivers seat than just riding shotgun.

Thanks for your input :slight_smile:

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If she seemed to avoid you on A314 + IG, maybe you were giving off TOO high status a vibe for her. She may have felt you were out of her league – not a bad place to start from, but it sounds like just A314 + MX353 may unlock as many doors with this girl as your game can open. She seems receptive.

I wouldn’t try steering with an overt sexual phero just yet. I’ve never tried MX353, but I’ve read that it’s called “the pherobomb” for a reason: it’s powerful but touchy.

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Hmm, yeh I hadn’t considered that. She does have bouts of low self esteem so that could be something to do with it. I think my big order will be here on Monday or Tuesday so I can try a few different mixes as well. I was thinking of giving a314, a1, p83, ammo and IS a go but will stick to testing mx353 till then.

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I tried mx353 over the weekend. We spent the weekend together, in the morning I sprayed 2 sprays of mx353, I didn’t feel any different and got no signs of interest from her.

2 hours later
I added 2 sprays of a314, she warmed up a bit, rubbing my leg with her foot every so often and she started opening up her legs

1 hour later
Added 2 sprays of p96
She became a lot more touchy putting her legs over mine, more responsive to touch

Next day
3 sprays mx353
2 sprays a314
2 sprays p96

She did a flying hug at me in the morning, this was pretty out of character.

She was trying in different underwear that she bought and asking me what I thought. She didn’t mind me touching her body.

She was talking about her ex quite a lot which I mostly didn’t entertain, a few times I slipped up and got into a conversation about it. She said she was still feeling bad but was getting over it.

In the the evening I had a shower and refreshed the mix. We had a good time, being touchy feely, building some closeness.

Later she was jokingly messing around with something so i told her she was being a naughty girl and to leave it alone so she asked me to help her up. I put my arms round her and pulled her up then she started reaching down to the thing I told her to leave alone while I was holding her which meant I was basically squeezing her boobs so I just went with it and gave them a squeeze while I was telling her off. But of a weird situation but it was more playful/fun than anything else.

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My delivery arrived on Monday, I wanted to try a fallout mix, perhaps it’s not the most ideal mix for our situation, we are maybe apart for 12 hours a day.
It’s a bit of a variation on kotov’s fallout mix

3 Drops A314
3 Sprays (20 mclg per) Androstadienone
2 Spray P83 (10 mclg per)
1 Spray Ammo summer
2 Sprays 2xIS

I’ve been using this mix all week pretty much apart from a couple of changes.

Monday
She seemed restless, shaking legs a lot, moving to touch me then quickly moving away after. Apart from that she seemed pretty chilled out and upbeat. Kept opening her legs really wide, that I noticed with the mx353, she never usually lies down like that.

Tuesday
I accidentally put 5 drops of a314 oil as they came out all together. She wasn’t as close but more attentive at first and then she seemed to chill out . She had lots of leg shaking etc before I touched her, after that she couldn’t keep away for too long.

Wednesday
Went back to 3 drops of a314, things were less close, conversation was a little more sexual. She seemed less responsive to touch so I backed off a bit which made her move closer.

I added 3 sprays of TAC for an experiment. She was sleeping but she rolled overdo she was almost lying on me and when she woke up she kept lifting her leg like she was going to put it on me then putting it back like she was battling with herself. If I touched her she moved away so I moved away and she came to me. Although there was less closeness, it seemed more intimate for some reason. Felt like she wanted to be near me, kind of all over me but was holding herself back.

She said later that she feels like she’s almost back to her old self again, that she’s almost over her ex, thinks about him but doesn’t have any emotional connection.

I’m not going to push anything and I’ll be ok with however things turn out (eventually). I’ve definitely getting mixed signals, but more recently I’ve been getting more positive signals . I’m just making sure that I don’t chase her and come off as needy, just keeping it light and fun and seeing what happens, well, as much as possible :stuck_out_tongue: