I wrote the following (modified) entry here:
I had an impulse to spray P90 on myself yesterday, and it the decision was wise. I did not go out, needed to work at home. Summary effects: concentration abilities went through the roof, deep sense of calm and peace.
I will immediately get back to testing P130 over the next several days. For now, here is a small report on P90.
Sprayed two 5mcgs on my neck for a total of 10mcgs.
Effects:
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Deep, deep sense of peace and relaxation. Calm, equanimity. Mind is cooperative, focused, as if every thought I put in there is important and requires great concentration. Distractions have become irrelevant.
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The feeling you get during and after a deep meditation. Feeling life force in the back of my neck - so soothing, gentle, reassuring.
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A sense that everything is fine. Other mones have given this kind of feeling, but P90 goes deeper, it seems.
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Feels like a Buddhist monk just gave me a lesson in mindfulness, and that mindfulness has expanded throughout my body.
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As I write this, it feels like peace is flowing out of me. I am both subjected to the feelings and can objectify them.
Perhaps this sounds a bit woo woo, but it is how it is.
Calm, placid, knowing. Not much of a need to change anything.
Contentment.