I couldn’t resist. Had a high profile meeting with a group of people today and wanted to boost status and openness.
And the results were AWESOME!
I deviated from my recent structured solo application of the mones and used several. HOWEVER… I only used ones I’ve tested thus far. In other words, I haven’t used ones I haven’t tested solo.
Here is what I applied:
Dosage:
IO - 2 sprays, 5 mcgs, sprayed on both sides of neck.
A314 - 2 drops, 5mcgs, one drop for each wrist. Residual oils rubbed along temples down face.
P130 - 2 sprays, 12.5mcgs, applied to both sides of neck.
Self-effects:
What a difference this combo has made. This is a killer social comfort and chat combo, I know it.
COMPLETE comfort with what I say, do, feel. No trace of social awkwardness whatsoever. Feeling natural in all things social - a very balanced alpha feeling.
And that just felt like a small part of it. I just smiled at a complete stranger sitting directly in front of me. No hesitation. Like things should be.
I feel such openness with this combination, it’s ridiculous, more so than with IO alone. It looks like my adventurousness has paid off a bit.
Outer effects:
Where to start…
I arrived at my meeting. Keep in mind that this is a pretty alpha group led by someone who they all consider to be an authority, someone I believe others may feel a bit intimidated around for various reasons due to his extreme success in his chosen field.
My friend introduced me to him, and to my retrospective amazement, I had not a twinge of fear, nor even self-consciousness. Talking with him was completely easy, natural, flowing, enjoyable and dare I say, connected.
During his talk, he kept making eye contact with me. This is partly due to what I believe were my own reactions to him. I found myself sincerely interested in what he said, supportive and focused. He may have sensed that and genuinely appreciated it.
In a strange sense, it felt like we were on the same level in an intangible way. I could relate to what he was saying completely and learned many great things from him. He seemed very positive and open towards me and said he was looking forward to further association after giving him my email address.
It was an awesome experience, but not because it was “WOW!”, but more because it felt how things should be all the time. Totally flowing, natural, effortless, complete lack of negative self-talking. No awkward inner tensions or nagging.
I still feel this tremendous, uplifting openness even 6 hours after applying this combo.
Experiment around with it. See how it affects negative self-talk for you.
Also got a major hit in the form of a very open and spontaneous conversation at Starbucks. In fact, I believe she opened me when I sat down next to her. I won’t detail the conversation here as it’s getting late and it would be too long to transcribe from memory anyway, but I’ll say that I got her information and she added me on a social media website.
Also had a brief, flirtatious encounter with the barista before I met this previous lady.